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Chapter 469 I Think I'm In Love With You
【24】I speak so much, not just to myself, but to tell you, because I know you will understand.It doesn't matter to the people around.

I always think that the most chic among the four of us is Juli.from the beginning till now.

I wrote this on Sina Weibo.

Speaking of my Weibo, apart from a group of zombie fans, there are only four people left.Three best friends, and one is Wang Siqi.And the people I follow are only four of them.

Only the four of them read my Weibo, but now there may be three——Wang Siqi's Weibo hasn't been updated since we broke up, so I guess I should give up this account.Who knows.

I think this is very good, anyway, it doesn't matter how much I talk to myself, the only people I care about are the three of them.I used to like to talk in Qzone, really, talk, talk a lot.There is a status every one or two minutes.

——In short, say what comes to mind.

However, later a person said on my message board: Clover, you are so noisy.

I froze for a long time.I replied to her: what?
She said: My friend's dynamics are all covered by you.Why do you have so much to say, when in reality you have so little to say.

I said: oh.

When I replied, Kikuri was standing behind me.She said flatly: Block this kind of person.

I turned around abruptly.

——I seem to have said a bit too much.

——This is your business, what to do with those people?If you are not happy, you can find a way by yourself, block it, or block it, right?

At that time, I was still a little depressed, and the feeling of being hated by others was really not good.So I said: I see.

Chrysanthemum patted my shoulder, took the things and went out again.

Neither Ye Xiaolu nor Zhao Xianning came back, I was the only one in the dormitory.I looked at the computer screen and suddenly felt a little sour.I suddenly started to think about a question: Why do I talk so much?
So I went through more than 8000 entries and more than 700 logs, one by one.

Read all the replies, from high school to now.

The people who have been there all the time are also the four of them.Whether I am happy or unhappy, whether I am silent or eloquent, whether I write golden sentences or daily nonsense, they will respond to me.

Even if I say, the weather is really nice today.

Downstairs they will also tacitly say, yes, the weather is really nice.

Such simple details moved me again for a long time.

When I talk so much, I'm not just talking to myself, because I know Wang Siqi will watch it, I know Ye Xiaolu will watch it, Zhao Xianning will watch it, and Ju Li will watch it again.And they are people who understand my emotions.

Because of this, when more and more people ask me why I am not happy.In other words, I am worried about writing new words.I don't even care.Because the good and the bad are not for them.

However, in the end I remained silent. "So you put on an invisibility cloak and come to Sina." This is what Zhao Xianning said to me.

"No, it's because there are only four of you in Sina."

"Four? Four! Does Wang Siqi count?" Ye Xiaolu exclaimed.

"Well, he's dead though," I said.Pretending to be chic, I still feel a little distressed.Every day I look at Wang Siqi Wannian's gray head but can't say a word, every day I know that he may show up at a snack shop on the street next door but I can't go to say hello, how can this kind of feeling not hurt.

(End of this chapter)