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Chapter 467 I Think I'm In Love With You
【21】Outsiders always say that I am cold and it doesn't matter, you are the only one who knows my details.

Slowness seems to be her creed in life, no matter what she does, no matter how urgent it is, she always takes it easy and quietly.However, never got anything wrong.She said that it is good to know everything.Yes, she has always been confident.

She is Juli.

I have known her for two years, one month and three days.I have obsessive-compulsive disorder, and I like to remember all the memorable days by heart.Juli said: "What is it worth?" I thought for a long time but couldn't figure it out.So she said, "The truth is, you have a bad memory." I corrected, "I'm just afraid of forgetting. I'm afraid I won't remember what I should remember."

"No, you are more afraid of being forgotten by the people you care about." Juli is always sober than me.

"Then, what about you, Juli?" In my impression, Juli is a strong, courageous woman who will not be moved by anything.

Of course, she didn't say anything.She has always been calm.But, I've always liked to get to the bottom of things.Juli finally said, "I, that's it."

Knowing that the result would be like this, she seldom reveals her heart, from the beginning to now, nothing has changed.

Just as I was getting frustrated, I caught a glimpse of Kikuri who had never panicked.The inexplicable expression on her face hurt me deeply.However, I can only pretend not to know.

If your closest person doesn't tell you her emotions at the first time, please believe that she must have her concerns.She needs time to adjust to various psychological conflicts.Especially people like Juli.Maybe I haven't known her long enough for me to say with such firmness that I fully understand her, but I still have to say, Juli, that she must be deliberate in all her decisions.She never hides anything.There was never any need for affectation between us either.So I believe even more that she just hasn't adapted yet.I even had a hunch that soon she would tell me everything.

However, I didn't expect it to be so fast.

It was 58:[-] p.m. when I received Juli's call.Thursday.Our dialogue is also this Thursday, but during the day.

Chrysanthemum should be by the river, the wind is howling.She was emotional and repeated a lot, Clover, I...that idiot...I didn't hear the key event, I only heard the word idiot very loud and clear.I suddenly remembered a person.Maybe yes maybe not.

Where are you, I come to you.Is it by the river?
... She didn't speak.I know she is crying.The crying was very soft.

When I saw Juli, she was still wearing a white suspender skirt and flip flops.Lie on the railing.She was very thin, and she looked even thinner and more desolate on such a windy night.

Chrysanthemum.I tug at the hem of her skirt.

She hugged me and burst into tears. "Outsiders have always said that I am cold and it doesn't matter. You are the only one who knows my details."

Looking at Juli who was crying like a child in front of me, it felt like someone had stabbed me in my heart. "It's okay, I'm here."

Then, we went to the convenience store and bought 20 bottles of RIO with different flavors. Kikuri likes blue roses.I don't like either, I just like color.We sat side by side on the bench in the scenery belt and talked a lot.Chrysanthemum talked to me a lot.I've always been a good listener.Suddenly found a different Juli from the past, fragile, overwhelmed, and sad tears.Everyone has another side that is unknown to ordinary people, there are day and night, sunny and rainy.And Juli has always shown the clear and clear autumn weather.

I suddenly remembered that Wang Siqi once said to me that I am like spring, summer, autumn and winter, with many emotions.In fact, I think it is a capricious neurosis in layman's terms.But, I have to admit, for a moment, I liked his description.Because, it is.

Finally, she realized that Juli's unhappiness was due to Su Muchu.

However, all I know is that they broke up four years ago.

However, they have reconciled.four weeks ago.Of course, I have absolutely no idea.

"Why?" Didn't you already say that you never loved you when you broke up?Why do you want to start over with someone who directly shows that you only love your face and body?Are those injuries okay?

"Don't you always say that people who are destined to be together will still be together no matter how many circles they go around. I think that's probably the case with Su Muchu. We haven't let go of each other. Now he comes back to me to admit his mistakes. Since I still love him , and there is no reason not to agree." There was a rare tenderness on Juli's face.

My mind is confused.So what's going on now?It's not like Juli.

She actually laughed, and then, laughed and cried. "Clover, you are a fucking liar, you only talk nonsense!"

It turned out that even though Su Muchu came back, he also said that he would continue to be with Juli.But at the same time, another girl has an ambiguous relationship.Juli bumped into each other several times, but Su Muchu always explained that they were just ordinary friends.Being courteous to herself while being entangled with other people makes Kikuri very uncomfortable.She couldn't turn around and leave, and she couldn't turn a blind eye.All kinds of emotions were about to tear her apart, and she had a really miserable summer vacation.

(End of this chapter)