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Chapter 456 I Think I'm In Love With You
[10] Feelings are sometimes just a matter of one person.Nothing to do with anyone.To love, or not to love, can only end on its own.

I'm Clover, 23 years old, a junior, majoring in English.

In the past 23 years, my biggest failure is that I only love one person.

In the past 23 years, the greatest thing about me is that I only love one person.

This person is Wang Siqi, my first love.Both of them worked hard when they were together, and they also worked hard when they broke up.Wang Siqi tried his best to draw a clear line with me. Our university is very close, about ten minutes away.After we separated, I walked to their school alone for a long time.I actually don't know how many kilometers it is from our school to their school.I've never been fascinated by numbers.I only know that there will be 348 camphor trees, 64 shops, 4 traffic lights, 1 underground passage, and 2 large shopping malls along the way.

It was obviously a very short distance, but it turned out that it was fatal to walk.Probably because I usually lack exercise too much.

I went to their school, but I couldn't find him, so naturally I didn't tell him.I don't want to do the stalking thing, even though I still love him.In fact, I don’t know what I would do there. In summer, when the sun was really hot, I stood under the ginkgo tree stupidly. Even though I was fully armed, I was almost sunburned.Winter also stood there like a scarecrow, rubbing his left and right cheeks with his gloved hands.

What's the point of doing it, what's the point of doing it.It doesn't make any sense at all.A voice in my heart said to me over and over again.

Honestly, I don't know either.But otherwise, I really don't know what to do.Feeling like a snowman that could collapse at any moment.Even if Zhao Xianning and the others are always by my side, they always care about me and love me so much.But I always feel like I have to do something to get better soon.But what to do.It’s enough to stage those scenes that I hate once, and I can’t bear it if there are too many.So I can only torture myself like this, and I won't die anyway.

Ju Li said, even if Wang Siqi doesn't love me, there are still people who love me wholeheartedly.Just like I did to Wang Siqi.

I know she is talking about Changle.

Changle is a boy from our next class.It is said that it is also the grass of our department.But so what, even if he is a national treasure, I wouldn't like him.

Chang Le spoke in a very soft voice, and was silent most of the time.I feel like him when he's silent.Of course it doesn't refer to looks, boys and girls are incomparable.If you have to compare, Changle is sorry for his gender.I just want to say this.

I remember that when I was a freshman, the school cosplay club recruited new students, and Changle also went there. He was the most eye-catching among all the people.The repertoire is "Black Butler", and Changle plays "Sebastian".Seriously, it's absolutely awesome to see blockbuster girls.Of course, I also count, but it has nothing to do with Changle itself, just because of my love for Sebastian.During that time, the news in Jiangcheng was quite bleak.

I heard that there are also many girls who have a crush on Changle.But the rumors don't stop there.

So I don't dislike Chang Le, because he is not Jiang Cheng.

But I still can't like him, because he is not Wang Siqi.

Everyone's heart is a castle, a door, a window, just to wait and look at someone.

Even if the waiting person never comes.

(End of this chapter)