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Chapter 440 Goodbye Prince
Getting it means starting to lose it.

Wei Leng firmly believed in this sentence.

Ever since Xu Ruo questioned herself so circumstantially, she has been thinking about a question for several days.

What kind of existence is Ji Rui?
She wrote Ji Rui's name over and over again on the paper.When playing the piano, I often make wrong notes due to sudden loss of concentration.

——Ji Rui and I just met by chance, just ordinary friends.

—I have to draw a line.

- We are just like this.

—I can't mess myself up.

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Wei Leng was very upset.

How could she, who has always been known for her indifference, fall into the fog of her own director now.Ji Rui probably doesn't care at all.In fact, there is really nothing to care about.A very simple thing, if you think about it too much, it will become sour and complicated.

Too sensitive is a kind of burden, you carry it, and you can't let go of it for a moment. It is like a sponge absorbing water, constantly absorbing small emotions.You think you have figured it out occasionally, it looks lighter, but in fact it is still absorbing all the time.

There is nothing in the world, and the mediocre people worry about it.

Wei Leng felt that these words were really good to describe her current state.

The more she thought about Ji Rui's well-being, Wei Leng's heart became colder and colder.She could hardly breathe.She, Wei Leng, would not be uneasy because of a man, not in the past, and not now.

She had to go back to her previous state, before she met Ji Rui.

So she made a decision that she wanted to disappear for a while.Of course you can't tell Ji Rui, and no one will tell.

When leaving Los Angeles, Wei Leng wrote a blog post——

For more than 20 years, I have never had any extravagant expectations.

So I don't know what luxury is.

I looked through the dictionary when I was idle and had nothing to do. Extravagant expectations refer to excessive hopes, fanciful attitudes towards impossible goals, or things that are impossible to obtain.I really don't have this.

Maybe there are some, really ignored by me, ignored.I told Ji Rui that hope is better than extravagant hope.Hope can be achieved, but extravagance requires many factors to achieve it.

Ji Rui said that the difference between hope and extravagant hope is just a thought, but the feeling that this thought brings to people is actually almost the same.Some hopes are faint and silent, and then they become extravagant hopes.

I didn't discuss it with Ji Rui anymore, I just need to stick to mine.Nor do I intend to make his's mine, or mine to be his.

Different concepts of life have created different values.There is nothing wrong with everyone.

My ideal state for my own life and dealing with the world is that the eight winds do not move.I even thought I was going to reach such a state.

Maybe it was really too happy, I actually forgot the initial state.

That's why I'm so restless now.When a person starts to care about gains and losses, she is already on the verge of losing, and no one can save her.

I like Los Angeles, the city with all my concerns and emotions.I think I have chosen where to stay in my life, yes, I will always stay in Los Angeles.Maybe I'll get married and have kids and maybe I'll die alone.

I don't know and don't expect it.

I will follow my own life trajectory and continue to walk.

I will remember the warmth that has appeared in my life, thank you for showing up, maybe you just waved your hand casually, but someone is caring.

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(End of this chapter)