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Chapter 407 But I Only Feel Lonely ([-])

——Life is full of so many helpless and difficult things.

——There are so many unexpected and unimaginable things in life.

These are the two sentences that I once sighed with Park Anhao.

Now Xiaochun sincerely felt that this sentence could not be more suitable for herself.I don't want to lose Park Anhao, I don't want grandma to worry.But it is impossible.She left Lianhuadu, and everything began to change from then on.Worst of all, the girl's dreams come to naught and the romance is shattered.But at least the peaceful and worry-free life in my heart is normal.The first impression is also a man who is not too disrespectful.But who would have thought that after a few years of marriage, a person's temperament would start to change drastically, and it would never be the same again.

Why didn't you realize that this is an extremely superficial man?
Xiaochun sometimes sits at home and watches TV boredly, switching the remote control back and forth, but still not tuned to his favorite TV station.will think so.

But another voice in her heart also told her the truth, so what if she knew? The result would not change in any way.If not him there is someone else.

Heh~ In fact, life has long been within the established range, and there is no Lianhuadu in the established range, there is no everything in the past, and even she herself no longer exists.

Xiaochun has been back to Lianhuadu several times, but she has never bumped into Pu Anhao.What I saw was An Hao’s parents. Her parents were still kind and talkative as always. They asked themselves a lot of things about their life after leaving Lianhuadu. To develop in a wider world, the city is always more promising than the village.Every time Xiaochun heard this, she always laughed without saying a word.But the voice in my heart kept shouting, if you can, please let me stay in Lianhuadu!
When Anhao's mother told Xiaochun that Anhao always asked about her recent situation, Xiaochun felt very warm in her heart, and she was still remembered for so many years.But I didn’t tell her about myself anymore. Although it’s a good name for not wanting her to worry, the deeper reason is that I feel that everything is different in my heart, and there is no way to be the same as before, even though Xiaochun knows that she is still the same. Love her just the same.She never changed.But courage is obviously not enough.

Maybe a long time ago, I exhausted all my love for you.Well, you just need to live a good life.You will be happier than me.There are thousands of possibilities in your life, but mine, no matter what, has only such an ending, and what awaits me is only old age and death.

Since getting married, Xiaochun's father has rarely visited Xiaochun, and the only reason for coming was to ask Xiaochun for money.At the beginning, Xiaochun still complained a few words until later, she even stopped complaining.Anyway, Dad will leave contentedly after taking the money.Xiaochun stood on the balcony and looked at this cruel and selfish father. The years had already left traces on his temples, and his tall and straight back in the past was now a little bent.Looking at myself again, she was already a bride.Where has all the time gone?Xiaochun seriously looked up and asked the blue sky.The sky didn't answer her. The day in June was clear and clear without any impurities.Park Anhao said that if the sky is too blue, she will be very sad.In summer, the verdant leaves and the smoking asphalt road are all things that make people sad.

(End of this chapter)