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Chapter 400 But I Only Feel Lonely ([-])

They open their eyes clean.They saw the angel and believed it to be real.

Seeing such words in the book, Su Xiaoxiao actually shed tears.She has always read very little, and she has always been unable to arouse interest in reading, perhaps because she has always disliked liberal arts.If possible, she would like not to write a single word in the exam, preferably all mathematics.

Su Xiaoxiao likes science and those fixed formulas and definitions.These cold numbers and symbols make people feel extra reassuring.

But Su Xiaoxiao knew that Lu Jinnian was very fond of written language, as well as ancient poetry.He liked them all, so Su Xiaoxiao forced herself to study and read to enrich herself.I can't tolerate being just placed beside him like a vase.

Although it doesn't matter to Lu Jinnian whether he is a vase or not.Anyway, he will always be like that to her and won't like her a little bit more.Just stay there.

If you want to say that there has been a change, it may be that there is a decrease but not an increase.

When thinking of this, Su Xiaoxiao will feel very lost.The worst thing is that he doesn't love her, but the worst thing is that one day he will alienate her.That was the thing that frightened her most.

Su Xiaoxiao visited Pu Anhao's space again.Seeing her writing in the space, loneliness is the supreme glory.She suddenly wanted to laugh.That's because she has always been loved, and her heart has always been filled with love.

Such words should not come from a mouth with a warm heart.

Just like a spendthrift saying to a disheveled man, to live is to enjoy, and you should enjoy life.How can a person whose survival is a problem meet the requirements of life.How can you accept sweetness when you say it to someone who has never eaten sugar?

Lonely people are shameful.

Loneliness is also shameful.

But for Su Xiaoxiao, she has always lived alone.Even if there are people around, it is useless.So loneliness is something I have always been used to.She always remembered that she was always alone, walking alone.No one was by her side, no one was waiting for her.

Even if Lu Jinnian was by her side.No, the correct way to say it is even if she is by Lu Jinnian's side.That was just her own wishful thinking, she had the audacity to stay by his side.

Lu Jinnian's heart was not with her.It wasn't there in the past, it isn't in the present, and maybe it won't be in the future.

Get used to being alone.Su Xiaoxiao thought.I'm always alone.So the taste of loneliness is nothing more than a person holding back sadness.Some people say that crying like a child is crying loudly, but what Su Xiaoxiao remembers is that when she was a child, she learned to cry silently by gritting her teeth.She doesn't even know how she learned it.

If you're really lonely, crying won't solve anything.On the contrary, after crying, there will be no tears left, and you will be more lonely.

Be stronger when you are alone, because this is a personal war.Only one person can only be one person and can only win but not lose.Of course, it's not that I didn't think about wanting a pair of warm hands to hold myself in my arms.The feelings of a girl's heart are not left at all.It's just that there are so many people in the world who don't get what they want, and what they want is not what they get, not just her.

but.

Every day in the future will still be lived in constant self-denial and self-affirmation.

(End of this chapter)