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Chapter 381 Her Most Beautiful Time (Part [-])
Source: Su Xiaoxiao Space Log
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Lu Jinnian didn't have much energy today either.

When I went to see him at his home in the afternoon, his face was as pale as a piece of white paper, and he who was already very thin seemed to be getting more and more haggard.

The belt gradually widened and he didn't regret it.

In such a situation, one can also think of ancient poems, which are all influenced by Lu Jinnian.He is very obsessed with ancient poems, and he will learn to write lyrics when he has nothing to do.In this regard, I have no accomplishments to speak of, and neither do I have any potential.But just remembered some of what he had said.

Lovelorn, depressed mood.This is a general law.Fortunately, Lu Jinnian did not give up on himself.Just a little decadent.I think so.The pale Lu Jinnian was like a white gardenia, although it was withering day by day, the clean fragrance from his whole body still lingered.

We played video games and poker together at home, drank a lot of wine, watched obscure old literary films, and listened to Irish music.

only.

Neither of us spoke.

I don't know what Lu Jinnian is thinking, and Lu Jinnian has no intention of knowing my thoughts.Sitting quietly with each other with different things in mind.

The only thing in common is that the waves of sadness in my heart are higher than the waves.

What comforted me was that Lu Jinnian ate spaghetti for dinner as usual.

08:30 Clean up the kitchen and go home alone.

Lu Jinnian said to be careful on the road, good night.

After some things are spread out, the follow-up becomes easier.

Su Xiaoxiao thinks so.

But the more important reason may be that the two of them knew this matter well.

——He said, no matter what, I will never love you.

——She said, you don't love me, I don't blame you.

The boundaries are very clear. The two stubborn people made a fuss about their feelings and did not give each other a way out.But he went further and further on his own path.

During class, Su Xiaoxiao couldn't help but look back at Lu Jinnian's empty seat, wondering if Lu Jinnian was sleeping at home or sitting in front of the computer in a daze.a month.Lu Jinnian will not come to school until a month later.It's been a long time.But besides visiting Lu Jinnian's house every day, Su Xiaoxiao cooks for him, or takes the finished product home from home, but stays at school and gets dizzy looking at those formulas. If Lu Jinnian was here, she could have the cheek Homework to ask questions.Even though I never listened to it.Because when Lu Jinnian was lecturing on the exercises, Su Xiaoxiao would be a little nervous, and she would not know any of the exercises that she would have done.Lu Jinnian strongly protested against Su Xiaoxiao like this every time, but he didn't know what to do here. It was useless to talk for a long time, but he had to tell.

Although he doesn't love her, but she can keep looking at him, whether he is happy or sad, she has a panoramic view.On a whim one day, she used a voice recorder to say something to herself:

I once thought that he and I were not satisfied with love above AUO.I used to think that when he saw all the beautiful scenery, he would come to me.I used to think he wouldn't love anyone.

Until now I know that at one point I was just thinking.

I wish I was the prettiest, even though he never took a good look at me.

He is just a beautiful dream to me, long but endless.

I dream and never wake up.

(End of this chapter)