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Chapter 371 2012 Summer Journey ([-])
Source: Su Xiaoxiao Space Log
Access: Personal only
发表时间：2012年7月29日 10:22
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Today is the day that Pu Anhao left Sihe.

Very short stay.

This time, I finally got to see the only girl Lu Jinnian cherished up close.Although I have seen it before, but every time I can't see it clearly enough, it is either a blue back or a blurred profile.

Only this time I saw them for real, and we ate and chatted together.Although they didn't say much to each other during the chat, at least there was verbal communication.

But in real life, she feels so gentle and cheerful.I can't imagine that the words in her space blog that exude a strong sense of sadness and loneliness come from her pen.

Is it the original dual personality or is it good at disguising?

Anyway, Lu Jinnian was really happy when he was with her.He often showed a childish side, talked a lot inexplicably, and did not hide his emotions. Even if he just looked at her, Lu Jinnian had a happy and intoxicated expression on his face.It seems that as long as she is by my side, everything is beautiful.

Maybe from loving a person, you will hope that he is happy.So I should be very happy to accept.

But even if I comfort myself like this, I can't accept it happily.It seems like love has become something selfish for me.I don't think it will be much worse than Pu Anhao.Comparing all aspects, I think I am slightly better than her.However, these are also in vain.In Lu Jinnian's view, this girl is everything, she is unparalleled in the world.

In fact, I never thought about going to see her off today.If Lu Jinnian hadn't brought her to my house early in the morning to bid farewell, I don't think I would have understood such a boring thing as when she would go back with a love for my house.

She said she felt she had to come and say hello to me before going back.I think it was probably because I invited her to have dinner with me that day.So should I say goodbye as a courtesy?

In fact, I don't have to come to see her off, I always feel that this kind of mother-in-law's style of handling things is really not suitable for me, Su Xiaoxiao.Why should I show concern for a... rival.Maybe it's just because she came to say hello just like her, and I came out to see her off out of politeness.

Anyway, it is definitely not because he likes this person and recognizes the existence of this person.

That is impossible.

Just like she does too.

But it looks like she still doesn't know that I like Lu Jinnian.If you know, maybe you don't even want to meet.Suddenly, I thought sinisterly, if she still notices it some day later, what kind of mood will she feel, will she feel that she shouldn't be so friendly to me that day?

Su Xiaoxiao is such a narrow-minded and unloving person.Therefore, in order to please Lu Jinnian, he would not go against his own heart to cater to Park Anhao.I've always been like that.Does Lu Jinnian know?

I think we will meet again.

Lu Jinnian didn't say much when he came back, maybe he was a bit reluctant.Normally, I might comfort you, but today I went straight home.Didn't say a word to him either.

They have complicated feelings for each other.

Anyway, tomorrow is another day.Everything will return to its usual tranquility.The summer vacation has started for such a long time, maybe we should all come up with a new look to welcome the new life.

(End of this chapter)