good luck

Chapter 328

Park Anhao's Diary April 2012th, 4

I once heard a sister say that falling in love is a very troublesome and exhausting thing. I couldn’t even take care of myself, but now I still have to worry about whether the other party is happy or not, whether I will be unhappy because of a certain sentence or behavior of my own.

I remember I asked my sister, but you are also in love.

My sister said, yes, so I know the hard work involved.But still very happy, because I met the right person, the person I want to take care of.And the person feels the same way about himself.

So there are still so many people in this world scrambling to fall in love.

my love.

I thought it was as beautiful and peaceful as the comic books I read, as long as I wanted to, the future could still go on beautifully.

However, manga is not life either.It is larger than life.ideal or something.There are very few in reality, and I have been very lucky a long time ago, so the god of luck no longer wants to favor me.I think so, otherwise, how could something like this happen after Lu Jinnian and I reconciled not long ago, I can't figure it out.

The most important thing is that Lu Jinnian's attitude made me very confused.

Although he really deleted that article, he even wrote an article dedicated to me on the top of the space.It's a love letter.There are many people who wish blessings below, and they are all his friends.But I don't seem to be happy.

The subconscious mind always feels that this is to make up for his inner apology.It has nothing to do with loving me.

I told Wei Liang how I felt.Wei Liang said, I should actually think that Lu Jinnian knew he was wrong, and he was willing to give up the past and continue his current life.I didn't answer Wei Liang's words, I could only laugh besides laughing.

Did Lu Jinnian decide to give up everything in the past just yesterday?So what about our past?What happened in the past?If he was really worried about that person, why would he come back to me.

It's not good to be haunted by such emotions for the past two days.Even though it was Saturday, the weather was unbelievably good, but my mood turned out to be unbelievably bad.As for being so ironic?I still remember the day when Lu Jinnian said he wanted to start over with me, it was Valentine's Day, and the weather was cloudy and rainy.But because of Lu Jinnian, I was actually very happy.Even rainy days are actually very beautiful.

That's why I am not affected by the weather. It is entirely my state of mind that determines my preferences for the weather.

Lu Jinnian didn't say anything today, he still sent me a text message to say good night when he fell asleep last night, and the good morning message this morning was also missed.But why didn't he continue to talk about this matter? Is it true that I am misunderstanding? Am I being serious on my own?Could it be that I was making trouble for no reason, holding on to a small fallacy and refusing to let go.Did Lu Jinnian think so?
When I'm irritable, I don't want to do anything, and I can't even eat.When Wei Liang is unhappy, she eats snacks recklessly, and eats a lot of all kinds of things she likes, but when I have something on my mind, I can't eat anything, I can't eat at all, even if it is my favorite food.

But there is one thing that works for me. When I am unhappy, I like to waste.Buy things you don't need.very many.

Who has said that unhappy people like to waste, which is a kind of compensation.

(End of this chapter)