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Chapter 323 The Rainstorm Like a Sword Stabbing the Heart ([-])
There is no one who knows me in the world like Xia Weiliang.

Such a sentence suddenly appeared in Park Anhao's mind.Xia Weiliang's words almost all spoke to her heart, Xia Weiliang could see her worry, her forced smile.She didn't blindly blame herself for blaming Lu Jinnian, she asked her to analyze objectively from so many years of communication.

At this time, it is really necessary to deal with it calmly.

At this time, Park Anhao still didn't think of the changes that his practice of turning into a public log might cause.Maybe she cared about it but actually forgot.She thought that the diary was still in the same place secretly, without seeing the light of day or being seen by anyone. ,

Little did they know, Lu Jinnian also knew about the account she used to log in to him, and also saw this diary hidden by him reappear in the light of day.It was just a matter of time, Lu Jinnian hadn't come to her to clarify this matter yet.

Or maybe it's not the most important thing right now.The most important thing is that she has to discuss this matter with Xia Weiliang now, Pu Anhao doesn't know how to move forward.She didn't want to give up the people and feelings she had finally lost and regained so easily like last time.She didn't want to be separated from Lu Jinnian again, let alone a year or a half, even a month or a day.She didn't want to break up with Lu Jinnian again.Don't hear such helpless and decisive words like that's it.

Don't even want to die.

"Wei Liang, it's because I care too much about Lu Jinnian. I don't know what to do. I don't want to lose him and fall into the sadness of losing love again."

"I told you a long time ago that Lu Jinnian is my first love, and also the only first and last love in my life. I won't give up so easily. Because I have given up once, and I regret that time. Maybe You don't know that my heart still hurts until now. I have been blaming myself for being so self-willed at the time. Obviously, as long as I just said a word, nothing like that would happen. Why do I always hope that Lu Jinnian will let me It's like I understand me, and I never really understand his feelings. It's like I'm just flying around."

"Breakdown is really a kind of growth. It seems that I know where I made mistakes in the past, and how to make up for it now so that I won't repeat the same mistakes." "I believe in Lu Jinnian. Even if my heart is actually a little shaken, but no matter what Shaken, I will return to the original point in the end. I only have one choice, which is to believe him. No matter what the result is, I seem to have no other choice, except to believe."

"Because I've been thinking this way, I don't dare to touch some sensitive areas easily. I can't bear it myself. It's the same with him. You know, when I saw this article, my first reaction was' Ah, why is this? Did I read it wrong? Maybe it’s just a composition, I’m just practicing writing.’ I even thought about it. But maybe I’m too concerned or just narrow-minded, I can’t just let it go , some things must be clearly distinguished, because what I want is a lifetime, not a girlfriend."

"However, when I was talking to you, Wei Liang, I thought maybe I did something wrong. Maybe Lu Jinnian will call me at night. Although I really want to comfort myself, he will apologize, but more, it must be , Blame it. Perhaps new and old hatreds have come again."

(End of this chapter)