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Chapter 304 Love Song Banque ([-])
Park Anhao's diary, Saturday, February 2012, 2, everyone gathers firewood and the flames are high
Although there are four people in the dormitory, maybe it's because Xia Weiliang is the only one who knows everything about Lu Jinnian and me.So the two girls just stopped talking after some initial advice of their own.So this Saturday, Xia Weiliang and I were the only ones left in the dormitory chatting non-stop.

"Anhao, I really don't think those problems of yours are serious problems, so they won't be annoying? Lu Jinnian won't be in trouble because of these things... To be precise, it's these trivial things. You say break up. He doesn't seem to be such a narrow-minded person." Xia Weiliang said to me like this, but I still think it's Xia Weiliang's personal thoughts, she didn't look at the problem objectively from the standpoint of an outsider .

Weiliang, I think your comment contains too much of your personal emotions.So not accurate at all.I say.

"Then you don't come to ask us. You see, the two of them must have known that you, a little girl, would say that, so they quit early. I'm just too kind. That's why I play with you like this." Xia Weiliang was a little unhappy.

I know I know.You see, this is also a shortcoming of mine.I force everyone to do things that they don't want to do. If it is not someone who treats me very well, or someone with a particularly good temper, they will definitely not be able to stand me.So I'm going to correct this too.I say.

"..." Xia Weiliang really didn't expect me to say that.Oh but I'm telling the truth.

Wei Liang, I know I'm a little too excited to make a fuss over a molehill.You all think so.But what a happy thing it is to have someone who has finally lost come back again.I can't even imagine it.I really don't want to lose him again.I say.

"Anhao. I think we need to sort out our relationship." "The reason why you and Lu Jinnian broke up...wasn't because you didn't do well, or because he couldn't stand you. The reason why you broke up, maybe I am not present, so I am not suitable for this kind of analysis, but I still want to say that the reason you broke up is because you are too stubborn and too concerned about face. In the end, no one said the words to stay. In a word, we broke up at that time because we were both too immature. It wasn’t your unilateral mistake.”

"Well, do you understand this?"

"And even according to your understanding, if there is a problem with a certain person's personality, then I don't think it is your fault alone. I am not your best friend because I like you very much. Let me put it this way. I am looking at it from the perspective of a bystander this time." "You and Lu Jinnian are both the same person. Neither of them will let go of their self-restraint and pride. Even if they clearly care about each other in their hearts, they always It's buried in my heart and I don't express it easily, and I even pin my hopes on the other party. The bad things you mentioned, apart from some of your own habits, the "sensitive" and "insecure" you mentioned before are common problems of the two of you. .Of course the most important thing is that you were too young at that time. You didn’t know anything. Some people really missed it and they didn’t have it anymore. People who want to love can’t give up easily, because you think it’s easy—it’s impossible It's forever."

(End of this chapter)