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Chapter 302 Love Song Banque ([-])

Park Anhao's diary February 2012, 2 Is this a happy little woman?

Today I wrote a letter to Lu Jinnian on a whim, and I haven't had any correspondence with him for a long time.Suddenly, I really miss it.I think writing to him every day and replying to him was a compulsory course in the past.Since when did we stop communicating like this?

Thinking about it, it seems to be me.It was I who refused to reply first, so Lu Jinnian stopped writing to me.Because I said that every time I write something, it’s boring. I feel that I write letters for the sake of writing letters, and writing letters has no meaning at all, so Lu Jinnian no longer insists on the idea of ​​​​continuing alone.

It seems that one day I was in a bad mood and blamed Lu Jinnian for not persevering.It's too much.My personality is really bad.

Wei Liang said that my mood is much more cheerful now than before, probably because of Lu Jinnian, because Lu Jinnian has come back to my side, and he said that he will keep going for a long time.It's something I've always dreamed of, broken, and finally back together.

My roommates also said that now I always have the expression of laughing out loud. I looked in the mirror several times and didn't figure out what kind of expression it was.They said, in layman's terms, it looks like a little woman brimming with happiness.It really scares me, I never feel like a little woman.

I felt more like a little girl, loud and headstrong.

It's just a little girl or a little woman, after meeting the person you like, there will be a little change.Just like when I was by Lu Jinnian's side, I really wanted to just stay there quietly without saying a word, so that I would have the illusion that time has not passed, and I am still in place.

But time is going forward after all.But every time I was around Lu Jinnian, I was extremely noisy.

Or it was extreme silence, only letting Lu Jinnian talk endlessly by himself, and I just listened.Ha, I am speechless when I think of the past.

Does Lu Jinnian still like me like this?I should really be grateful Dade.Facing the wall and thinking about it.

In any case, cherish it this time.It seems to be the same mood these days.

Park Anhao's diary February 2012, 2 is still a bright day

The spring breeze in February is like scissors.

Sitting in the classroom and watching the willow trees swaying vigorously in the wind outside the window, I remembered this popular poem.

Well, it's fine to desert during class, but I thought of Lu Jinnian again.Regardless of whether it is relevant or not, there will be several detours, and finally I will think of him.Is it the mood of love?I don't know if others are the same as me.

Park Anhao's diary, February 2012, 2, mood swings
The writer I like said that when a man understands a woman thoroughly, he will not love her.

So, I was sad again, because I always thought that Lu Jinnian was the person who understood my feelings best.Really, he will always stand in my position and consider problems for me, with careful thinking.He understands my mind so well, will he get tired of me like this one day?
I sent a text message to Lu Jinnian in the morning to ask him what his reaction would be, but it was transferred to the draft box the second I sent it. I seemed to be too pessimistic.Why can't you be more positive, why do you have to deal with your emotions every day like you are riding a roller coaster?

(End of this chapter)