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Chapter 219 You don't have to give me the answer ([-])

What kind of mood does a 23-year-old single girl recall her first love at the age of 16?

sweet?happiness?pride?

If the boy I fell in love with at the age of 16 is still by my side and we are still in love, then I think I will definitely feel that way.

but now.

When I was about to go to college, because of the care of my good friends, I recalled the boy I loved deeply seven years ago, that long gone love.

This mood is really special.I am like an old man, standing at the end of my life, with vicissitudes on my face, looking back at the way I came.The road I have traveled has been too long and too long, so that the memory is a little dusty and hazy.I still remember the romantic fantasy at the beginning of love, and I haven't forgotten the fire of the beating heart when we were together.But more is nostalgia and heartbreak.

After all, without being together, go to the end together.

After that absurdity, I started to pay more attention to him.And know his name.

When it rains.I always thought it was a very artistic name.A person who does not belong to the noisy world around him.In fact, he feels extremely indifferent and noble to others.Always alone.Never get close to people.However, his grades are also excellent.Coupled with his outstanding appearance, there are quite a lot of people who like him in school. There are also a few girls in our class who secretly like him.But that's something I didn't know until I started watching him.

Basically I still don't know anything about him.

In fact, at that time, I didn't know what was a sign of liking someone, and what was love.Like what a person should do.I don't know any of these.

All I know is that if the girls described in the novel fall in love with a boy, they will secretly do many things for him.

Shi Yu's face has always been in my mind, whether he opened his eyes or closed his eyes, his appearance is the same clear.What can I do for him?When I was in class, I always had such an idea in a strange way.

I don't know if it's because of my personality at that time, I'm not the kind of lady-like introverted person.Not all the time.Even if she is not a hot-tempered character, she is still a lively, cheerful and generous girl.According to today's classification, I will probably be divided into the type of female man.Shi Yu is naturally a male god.It's not just the male god in my heart.

Unlike other girls who like him, I am thick-skinned.Especially stubborn.

At that time, Shi Yu participated in the city's Mathematics Olympiad competition on behalf of the first grade, and had already entered the finals, so he would review in the classroom until late every day after school.When I knew the news, I was so excited, as excited as the winter and summer vacations, so I also sat down on the empty seat in the back row of their classroom with my schoolbag on my back.But I didn't also take a Mathematics Olympiad book.I was holding draft paper and comic books, drawing blindly, and looking up at him in front of me from time to time.But Shi Yu was completely indifferent to the fact that I, a member of the class next door, suddenly appeared in their classroom.He never looked back at me.I tried to call his name once, but he pretended not to hear and continued to work on his own.He must have heard it, because my voice was so loud.And there are only me and him in the classroom.

Most people would feel embarrassed or sad.I don't.

(End of this chapter)