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Chapter 197
Park Anhao's diary June 2009, 5 Happy birthday to me
I always feel that my 20th birthday must be the most memorable and memorable.Just like I always thought that 20 years old is the best time in life. 20-year-olds are the prettiest.

The truth.

The truth is really unforgettable.

Because I miss Lu Jinnian, he forgot.He actually forgot.

I know that birthday is not a big deal, and no one is obliged to remember it, or to wish it well.However, how could Lu Jinnian forget it.

On the way back from Sihe, I kept thinking that I went to him quietly like this, and even met him, but it was really right to come back alone like this?
Should I call and confront him, shouldn't I blame him?But I didn't have the courage to speak.I am afraid of the result, afraid that things are really what I see.

If Lu Jinnian really likes that girl, what should I do, I can only accept it.

So I didn't have the courage, so I could only come back in such a desperate state.

It's not beautiful at all to spend your first day in such a bad mood as a 20-year-old you.

Do you have any regrets?

Hahaha.I really want to stand on the balcony and laugh wildly, but I will be thrown down.

Lu Jinnian actually asked me if something was wrong? He never asked me that way before, and he was most disgusted that I asked him that way.Do you have to have something to find him, but what can you do when you look for him?

Bring shame on yourself.trouble making.That's what I mean by this call.

But, if you have waited as hard as I did for a phone call from someone, you have waited and waited, and you have waited, but in the end you never got it.You can understand how I feel now.

Being ignored by the one you love is really not good at all.

Park Anhao's diary June 2010, 6 He said happy birthday
When Wei Liang and I were betting on whether we would receive Lu Jinnian's blessing phone call or text message this year, Lu Jinnian really called me.

Perhaps no surprises either.Because he calls me every day, just like he texts me good morning every morning.But the difference is that at twelve o'clock, he suddenly said, well, happy birthday.I accompany you from the age of 20 to the age of 21.I was quite surprised.There are still nearly ten days before my birthday, does it need to be so early.The most surprising thing was not only these, but I finally knew one thing: Lu Jinnian, he doesn't remember my birthday on the lunar calendar.What he remembered was the Gregorian calendar.The day I was born happened to be June [-]th.Lu Jinnian recorded this date.

Hearing what he said, I felt that I had to forgive him, but my memory is really good.I remembered what happened last year, even if it was the Gregorian calendar, I didn't receive a single word.So I really don't know whether to believe what he said.

But in the end I said I believe it.

What else can I say but trust me?I am not an unreasonable person, I have to forgive others and forgive others, this is what my mother often teaches.Since he remembered this year, I shouldn't care about what happened last year.Just let it all go with the wind.

Originally, I wanted to tell him to sing a song for me as a birthday present.But forget it, I still don't like to force others to do something.If he wants to sing, he will sing it to me.

(End of this chapter)