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Chapter 16 Phoenix: Undercurrent ([-])

If I had asked you one more question at that time, would I have been able to understand your mood earlier.

If I insisted on waiting for you at that time, would I be able to share some of your pain.

If I hadn't been so stubborn at the very beginning, wouldn't everything have come to this point.

Whose thoughts did the birds of summer take away?

This is the first time.

It was the first time I didn't see Xiaochun in Lianqiao.Koharu who wears floral clothes every day.

In the past, Xiaochun's voice could be heard from a long distance, and she always waved vigorously in the direction where Anhao came. ——Anhao~Park Anhao~I am here~

But today there was neither that voice nor that figure.

At the beginning, Anhao just thought that Xiaochun probably overslept, so she arrived late.So I stood at the bridge and waited with peace of mind.She also wondered if she should pretend to be angry to scare her.Wait and wait.Wait and wait.Seeing that groups of students walked past him one after another, heading towards the school.At first she was able to comfort herself calmly, Xiaochun would be here soon.Coming soon.Xiaochun is there.But how did she turn around.How to raise your head.Xiaochun is nowhere.After a while, there were no students passing by, she checked her watch, it was 45:45.Before she knew it, she had been standing here waiting for 56 minutes.Her intuition told her that Xiaochun would not come.She is either sick.Or go alone.She could only think of these two things.There are only twelve minutes left before morning self-study.She had to get to the classroom before the bell rang for the first morning study session.So, she tightened the strap of her schoolbag and ran towards the school as fast as she could.Because she was running so fast, there was only the whistling wind in her ears, swift and strong.Emergencies can always maximize the potential of people, but people do not know it.Ann plunged into the seat like a bow and arrow leaving the string.She was out of breath, and her lower abdomen twitched with obvious pain.He looked up at the quartz clock hanging in front of the classroom, it was 4:[-].It turned out to be [-] minutes early.It seems that it is a pity that I am not going to participate in the marathon.Where's Xiaochun?

The eyes turned directly to the fourth seat in the first group, good, here she is.Not sick.Xiaochun was still wearing floral clothes, a cotton shirt with white flowers on a blue background.She is reading the text carefully.Until the morning self-study bell rang, she remembered that she was still carrying her schoolbag on her back, and she had been standing there stupidly.So, he took off his schoolbag and sat down.It's just that his eyes refused to look back for a long time.

Pu Anhao felt like sitting on pins and needles throughout the morning self-study, as if thousands of ants were crawling in her heart.She turned to look at Xiaochun several times, hoping to meet her gaze, but Xiaochun never took his eyes off the Chinese book from the beginning to the end of the self-study.In the past, the self-study time was spent reading a few texts and memorizing a few key points.But today, these 10 minutes seemed extremely long, no matter how much I hoped, it was still a little bit late.This is the only one who didn't read a single word of Pu Anhao who studied in the early morning.My mind was full of thoughts about what happened to Xiaochun, and when the self-study get out of class would end this morning.

Finally, the bell rang for the end of get out of class. At that moment, Pu Anhao really felt that the most beautiful sound in the world was the 08:30 bell.It's so wonderful, so wonderful.

As soon as Pu Anhao put the book away, she came to Xiaochun's side, hey, why didn't you wait for me in the morning, and didn't know to say it in advance.

Ah~ well, morning... I have something to do in the morning, and I am going to tell you.Sorry, waited for me there for a long time.Xiaochun suddenly let out a slight groan, and when Anhao patted her arm casually, she soon showed a smile again.

I just started too hard.sorry.too excited.Come, give you a rub.Seeing Xiaochun's painful expression for a moment, Pu Anhao thought that she was so rude, and she was about to pull her arm back.No way, I'm really used to it.After getting acquainted with Xiaochun, I greet her like this every time.Xiaochun would laugh at An Hao every time, she didn't look like a lady at all.Anhao immediately said affectionately, "Xiaochun~ I'm sorry~ I deliberately prolonged the last word. Anhao's voice is originally sweet, so it makes people feel numb. STOP! STOP!Xiaochun couldn't bear Pu Anhao's trick the most, and her whole body got goosebumps.At this time, Pu Anhao would laugh and laugh.You moth!Xiaochun can only throw these words to Anhao helplessly.

No need to!I'm fine!Xiaochun dodged quickly.She pretended to take her schoolbag.

...Pu Anhao's hand was hanging in the air like this.Today's Xiaochun feels a little bit wrong.Something is wrong.It's fine.It's English class later, so hurry up and preview it.Maybe there will be spot checks.Park Anhao returned to her seat after saying this.

Park Anhao's diary October 2003, 10 Frost's Descent
It is said in the book that frost will kill all kinds of herbs, but my father said that it is actually frost that kills all kinds of herbs.What's more, the Chinese cabbage in the field is even sweeter after being frosted.And the persimmons in the garden can also be eaten.So, this is a good solar term.

Xiaochun didn't wait for me today.first time.Although I have always come to school alone, I really shouldn't be unaccustomed to it.However, who knows that after meeting Xiaochun, there have been two people.You can understand it: If you are alone all the time, you will not care that no one is waiting for you today, because you are alone anyway.However, as long as you change from one person to two people one day, then you get used to it, and then, one day, you become one person again.You will be very, very uncomfortable.Although you are still yourself, you are alone, but you are not the same you as before.

When I realized this, Xiaochun has become someone who cannot be lost.Maybe even more important than Jingya.

Xiaochun Diary, October 2003, 10 We want to be together forever

Some people say that watching the Ferris wheel spin round and round can bring happiness.Some people say that when the Ferris wheel reaches its highest point, if you kiss your loved one, you will never be separated for a lifetime.I don't believe it all.I've never seen what they call a ferris wheel, not even on TV.They say that the Ferris wheel is a huge turntable with many, many small grids, and each grid is filled with happiness.However, I don't think they belong to me.Because Lianhuadu will never have a Ferris wheel.And I will never leave Lianhuadu.I want to stay in Lianhuadu forever and ever.I was born here, and I will be buried here in the future.The single most important people in my life are both here.grandmother.well.I love them, deeply in love with them.I want to be with them forever.

The lotus at Lianhuadu must be the most beautiful flower in the world.I always think so.I don't want to miss this beautiful lotus feast every summer.Every summer, I would go to the lotus pond with Anhao to play, and we would look at the lotus together in a daze.Time flows slowly through our hearts like this, leaving a touch of lotus fragrance.I can guarantee that in my life, there will never be anything more memorable than this.If not well.

Even if there is never a luxurious Ferris wheel, I have nothing to regret in my life.I have a lotus ferry.I have white and pink lotus flowers.I have my dear Anhao.

I'm fine.

There is peace more important than my life.

Let me ask, what could be more satisfying than this?

Even if there will never be a luxurious Ferris wheel, we will always be together.

Good friends are for life and will never change.

Koharu's Diary October 2003, 10 If I Were Lotus
If my heart were a lotus flower,
A lighted wax sticks out of the middle,
Although Yingying only cuts the light,

I also want it to be proud of its glory.

Not afraid that it is just my personal lotus lamp,

Can't see the ups and downs of life before and after——

Floating and sinking, it clings to the waves of the sea of ​​people

Light and darkness have become the mystery of its heart.

Just a flash of light and a flower—

Like a light boat sailing out of the river——

Just like it drifts with the waves of fate
Waiting for the gust of wind to push into the distance.

counted as a passer-by in the universe,
To know the exquisite life and the easy death,
This erratic journey is a—

It's just a beautiful dream...
——Lin Huiyin's "Lotus Lantern"

(End of this chapter)