good luck

Chapter 122
Dear Park Anho:

I watched the anime you recommended.I actually don't like the title at all.Not warm at all, with deep despair, and the bloody rose.

But I still remember the character you said you like.

Ling Ya said, don't trust others easily, people will betray others.

Luca said that there are always people in this world who will not betray others.

Yes, there must be such a person.

Well, you have to believe it.As I told you before, there is always one person who will not change.
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Lu Jinnian

Dear Park Anho:

If you believe it, there will be nothing.

Don't look at what other people think, follow your own heart.Believe what you think you can believe.

I have always felt that the world is very realistic, and hypocrisy is just people's hearts.

You once said to me that you didn't believe that true friendship existed around you for a long time, and only when you really met some people did you realize that some things need to be stepped back and thought about.Friendship is a simple, pure emotion without any impurities.If you think too much, you will be tired, and others will not be relaxed.

Although you are always unhappy, occasionally you will cry nervously.But it doesn't matter, you and me, I will always be here.
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Lu Jinnian

Dear Park Anho:

I also live a repetitive life like this, day after day, year after year, week after week.

The only difference is that you still have the mind to find some little fun to entertain yourself, and I almost thought I was going to be turned into a mummy.

Fortunately, you are here.

You are not the only one who is redeemed by me, I am also influenced by you to become a warmer person, relying on each other, supporting each other and moving forward silently.

Let it pass by, let it go through the vicissitudes of life, as long as we are together like this.

Going to your blog every day is also something I have to do every day. Naturally, as soon as I turn on the computer, the first thing I do is to see if you have updated anything, if I am unhappy.When you have nothing to write, I will be secretly happy. At that time, you should be happy and have no worries.But if you don't update for a long time, I will worry about you, do you want to escape again.Worrying that I won't find you.

In fact, I am also very conflicted.
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Lu Jinnian

Dear Park Anho:

Everyone will become more and more sober as they grow up, what things are worth paying attention to, and what things must not be taken to heart.I saw a sentence in a book the other day.

It is very difficult for a person to face his past honestly and honestly.

At that time, I wondered if I couldn't face the heavy past calmly, would every step in the future be as heavy as lead, and I couldn't even move away?

I think Anhao, you are still innocent and pure, which is very good, just like a lotus flower, it emerges from the mud without being stained, and just sticks to your own principles.

To continue living like this.

for sure.
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Lu Jinnian

Dear Park Anho:

we've been separated for too long

so that time is meaningless

so that when I want to run like you
I can't tell whether it's a return or a separation

I wish you could see my silence
As if I entered your emptiness without hesitation
we've been separated for too long

The fallen flowers have returned to the branches
waves resting in the depths of the ocean

Vientiane colorful
Wan Lai Ju Ji
we still can't meet
—— "When You Pass My Bloom"
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Lu Jinnian

(End of this chapter)