doomsday survival

Chapter 363 The Origin of Trust
It was just a simple sports game that made Li Yuemai deeply feel the friendship and enthusiasm of Chang'an people, and the little grudge in his heart that was aroused by Xie Bin disappeared completely.

In the days that followed, Li Yuemai continued to reconcile Bin Xu and Wei Snake, pretending to be an indifferent kid.

Xie Bin complained about this and that in Li Yuemai's ear every day, and also showed that he was once the leader of the tribe.In the end, the inside and outside of the words even faintly revealed what would happen if the Chang'an tribe was under his management.

After Li Yuemai heard the words, of course he agreed with the other party, but he sneered secretly in his heart: "You are not even as good as me, and you dare to say that you are better than Mr. Shi. It is ridiculous."

That night, Xie Bin's words reached Shi Jian's ears through Li Yuemai's mouth.

After hearing this, Shi Jian couldn't help laughing, and said to Li Yuemai, "Did he say it directly?"

Li Yuemai was very honest, he didn't add any embellishments, and said, "I didn't say it clearly, but what I said was that he is better than you."

Shi Jian waved his hand and said: "Then don't worry about him, just keep an eye on him, and drive him away when the wall is finished. He leads wherever he likes, it has nothing to do with us. "

"Okay, I'll turn around and stare at him carefully." Li Yuemai replied.

"What's the point? Do you know?" Shi Jian raised his head and asked.

Li Yuemai knew that Shi Jian was trying to figure out who he was, so he thought about it for a while, and tentatively said: "The point is to see how many people are on his side, and finally clear them all away."

This answer made Shi Jian very satisfied, and it also made him start to look at Li Yuemai seriously.

Regarding the relationship between Li Yuemai and Wang Laosan, Shi Jian has long known about it.

At that time, he also wanted to kill the grass and roots, but Li Yuemai's performance has always been very good, and he actively moved closer to the organization.

Coupled with Li Yuemai's young age, Shi Jian believed that he could still change this person, so he didn't let him die in an accident.

But after getting in touch with Li Yuemai these days, Shi Jian became more and more interested in this young man.

Shi Jian had to admit that Li Yuemai was very smart, but he was deeply influenced by Wang Laosan, and his cleverness was used to his insidious side.

"This man is very good at disguising. If he comes into contact with humans, he would be a spy. It's just that he, like Wang Laosan, knows too much about current affairs and is prone to betrayal." Shi Jian commented silently in his heart.

Li Yuemai saw that Shi Jian had been silent for a long time, just staring at himself, so he couldn't help but feel a little nervous, and kept checking himself to see if he didn't do well.

The two of them had their own thoughts, and the office fell silent, except for two breathing sounds of different lengths.

"Yue Mai," Shi Jian finally said, "What do you think of the Chang'an tribe?"

"Well," Li Yuemai was a little flustered by Shi Jian's sudden question, and he calmed down before saying, "I think our tribe is very good, not to mention strong, the members are very united with each other, and there are not so many intrigues." thing."

When Shi Jian heard him talking about the members, he asked, "Well, there were a lot of things like this when you were a wolf, didn't you?"

Li Yuemai smiled awkwardly and said, "A lot."

"Between you and Wang Laosan..." Shi Jian stopped before finishing speaking, and looked at Li Yuemai quietly.

Li Yuemai's face changed for a moment, showing a hint of guilt. He lowered his head and said in a low voice: "He is my master. He taught me a lot and treated me very well. I did that at the time, but now that I think about it, it's really true." I regret it."

Shi Jian looked at him with interest and asked, "Why did you do that?"

Li Yuemai was silent for a while, and said briefly: "To live, I want to live."

"So you betrayed him, so why regret it?"

Li Yuemai smiled desolately and said: "Mr. Shi, actually I didn't regret it at the time. I think I did the right thing, because that's what he taught me. If our positions were changed, I would trust him. Will make the same choice as me."

Shi Jian didn't interrupt him and let him continue talking.

"But after the instructors' lectures," Li Yuemai choked up unconsciously, "I know I was wrong. In fact, people do not use each other, but help each other. Although the third master He deserved what he deserved, but he was actually forced to, who made us live in that environment all the time."

Shi Jian nodded his head slightly. He still believed that people are kind. If Wang Laosan could be in the Chang'an tribe, he would be a capable general.

Li Yuemai, who opened the shackles in his heart, didn't have any more scruples, and said to himself: "Actually, I have hated you for a long time, really Mr. Shi."

"I can understand that." Shi Jian said generously.

"But think about it later, you have your position. If I were you, I would never leave the third master, he is indeed dangerous. I also know," Li Yuemai looked up at Shi Jian, without any dodge , "You will definitely know the relationship between me and the third master. I have woken up in a dream more than once, and it was because I dreamed that you killed me."

Hearing this, Shi Jian touched his nose in embarrassment, he really thought about it.

Li Yuemai continued: "In the end, you didn't kill me. Instead, you made me the first batch of people to be released, which gave me hope again."

"That's because you performed well, and everyone can see it." Shi Jian said.

Li Yuemai nodded and said with emotion: "Yes, I performed well, but at first I just wanted to survive for myself. Later, Mr. Shi, you arranged for an instructor to give us thinking lessons every day. It's gradually changing."

"Oh, what are you thinking now?" Shi Jian asked.

"My current thoughts are also very simple. Those things that rebuild human civilization are too far away from me, and I can't see them. But this is my home, and I will do my best to build it and defend it." Li Yuemai's voice It's not big, but it reveals a bit of firmness.

This answer has exceeded Shi Jian's expectations. Although he hopes that everyone can take rebuilding civilization as their own responsibility, he knows that it is just his fantasy.

Not to mention that this is the end of the world, even in the old era, the productive forces were unprecedentedly strong, and they did not reach the legendary ultimate human society.

Rebuilding civilization, just like realizing the ultimate society propagandized by the Celestial Dynasty at that time, is a kind of belief, a kind of hope, at least in his lifetime, it is elusive.

It is enough for Li Yuemai to regard the Chang'an Tribe as his home and to want to build and defend the Chang'an Tribe.

If he said a bunch of big truths at this time, and used the reconstruction of civilization to fool Shi Jian, Shi Jian would not say anything, but Li Yuemai should not think about other developments.

"Well, that's very good," Shi Jian nodded slightly, looking directly at Li Yuemai, and said, "I hope you can match your words with your deeds, and use everything you have to build and defend this place."

"I will." Li Yuemai said firmly and briefly.

Shi Jian nodded again, and said, "Okay, you go back first, and then do what you said at the beginning."

Li Yuemai strode out of the room, until the door was closed, he leaned heavily against the wall, and his breathing became short of breath.

"Am I being too bold? How dare you say you sympathize with the third master? How dare you say you hate Mr. Shi? You're really tired!" Li Yuemai slapped himself while thinking.

What he said was from the heart, and he didn't know why these words could be said without reservation in front of Shi Jian.

"The third master said that it is a big taboo to speak out what is in your heart. Why have you forgotten it all? Could it be that Mr. Shi has already trusted me so much?" Li Yuemai walked slowly while thinking, and finally secretly said, " It should be, Mr. Shi has made me feel that I trust him very much, and he is worthy of my trust!"

After thinking about this, Li Yuemai's pace was no longer slow, and he walked forward with his head held high according to the requirements of military training.

He didn't delve into why he trusted Shi Jian, maybe in his heart, that was the way it should be.

Shi Jian, who was sitting in the office, was thinking about this question.

"Li Yuemai didn't lie," Shi Jianjian concluded, "his eyes didn't move in any way, and even his pupils didn't change in any way. Being able to speak his mind in front of me shows that he should trust me very much. But We don't have much contact, how could he trust me so much?"

Shi Jian couldn't understand this question, and finally he found Feng Kuang with this question.

Feng Kuang listened carefully to what Shi Jian had said, and then confirmed again that Shi Jian's feeling was correct, and he began to think about it himself.

Anyway, ginger is still old and spicy, Feng Kuang quickly found the root cause: "Don't talk about this first, let me ask you something."

"You said."

"Remember the religion in the past," Feng Kuang asked, "Why do you say that some people don't tell their relatives anything, but talk to those priests and monks instead?"

"Uh," Shi Jian really didn't think about this, and after thinking for a while, he replied, "Because these people have faith, in their view, whether it's a priest or a monk, they are all God's spokespersons in the world."

"That's the reason, so should Li Yuemai." Feng Kuang nodded.

Shi Jian laughed all of a sudden, pointed at Feng Kuang and said, "Old Feng, what are you kidding, we are not a religious organization, and I am not the spokesperson of some god. Don't you still want labor and capital to be some kind of god?"

Feng Kuang pressed Shi Jian's hand and explained: "Although we are not a religious organization, you gave Li Yuemai faith through the instructors. You are not the spokesperson of God, but the instructors often talk about you. Your words are the whole of faith. In their eyes, you are already the god in faith."

Shi Jian jumped up from the chair at once, pointed at Feng Kuang and said, "Don't scare me, I don't like religion at all!"

"Who said you practiced religion? What you have is belief and doctrine," Feng Kuang leaned back and lay down on the grand master's chair, looking for a comfortable posture, "But compared to the cohesion of religion, it's no more Bad, think about Taizu's quotations."

"Nani? Quotations from Taizu?" Shi Jian was completely dumbfounded.

　Thank you *~Tommy~* for the monthly pass, friends who have a guaranteed monthly pass vote here
　　
　
(End of this chapter)