Cultivation of true medicine and saints in the city

Chapter 679 Depression
"Then how did Xu Kerui get in the way?"

Zhao Yifan continued to ask: "Since Xiaoxin and her family are not worried anymore, why are they worried because of Xu Kerui later?"

"Little Zhao."

Father Yi coughed, sighed and said, "That Xiaoxin works in the company owned by Xu Kerui, and is an employee under him. She said that Xu Kerui knew some famous doctors, experts and professors. It was the doctor who told Xu Kerui that your elder brother In this case, if there is a child in the future, the chance of having such a congenital defect is very high. It is because the doctor said so that Xiao Xin proposed to break up with your elder brother. She was willing to live with your elder brother before The reason is that the chances of future children suffering from defects are not high, so don't worry, but once she knows that the probability is very high, she changes her mind, Xiaoxin, this girl..."

"dad."

Yilin frowned, interrupted Yi's father in dissatisfaction, and said, "You can't blame Xiaoxin for this matter, it's all caused by Xu Kerui!"

Father Yi sighed heavily and said nothing more.

"It seems that Xu Kerui did it on purpose."

Zhao Yifan narrowed his eyes, and said lightly: "No doctor dares to guarantee this kind of genetics. At most, he will say that there is such a probability, and it is impossible to say that the probability is very high. !"

Yilin poured himself another glass of wine, drank it bitterly, and said, "This Xu Kerui is so bad that I can't figure it out. I have never had any conflicts with him, and he is still with him." Yiyi is a classmate, how could he do such a thing?"

"elder brother!"

Yiyi said angrily: "I must ask him tomorrow night! What's going on! Really, it's too much!"

"Yes."

After a few glasses of wine, Yilin became agitated, and said: "At the class reunion, put this matter in front of your classmates, and question him carefully, so that your classmates can see clearly, what kind of thing is this Xu Kerui? ! The heart is really bad!"

"Forget it, let's not talk about it."

Seeing Yilin's excited and angry appearance, Father Yi quickly said, "It's Chinese New Year today, let's not talk about these unhappy things." After a pause, he said worriedly: "Yilin, you don't drink well. Have a few cups."

"Dad, I'm fine."

Yilin waved his hand, then poured himself a glass of wine, held it up and said to Zhao Yifan, "Brother-in-law, I'm so sorry, I made you laugh again. Come, let me toast you."

"Brother, drink less."

Yiyi said hastily: "We're all one family, so it's too outlandish to talk about jokes."

Zhao Yifan also raised his glass with a smile, and said, "Yiyi is right, don't take it to heart."

"Ugh!"

Yilin and Zhao Yifan touched the wine glasses, drank it down again, sighed and said, "Stop talking, eat vegetables, eat vegetables."

"Yes, let's eat vegetables."

Yiyi quickly echoed.

Next, Yilin poured wine for himself again and again, no matter whether it was Yifu who was at the side or Yiyi who persuaded him, Yilin just waved his hands, didn't speak, and kept drinking the mulled wine.

Seeing his face turn from red to white, and the hand holding the wine glass trembling slightly, Zhao Yifan knew that Yilin was almost done drinking.

"...Brother, stop drinking."

Yiyi saw that Yilin was alone and had almost finished a bottle of 52-degree liquor. She couldn't help but persuaded again: "Just drink it."

"Yi... Yiyi."

Yilin pouted his tongue, waved his hands and said, "No, it's okay, don't worry, you, your brother and I... haven't drank too much yet." He raised his glass again and showed Zhao Yifan a sluggish smile, Hehe smiled and said, "Sister...brother-in-law, come, I, I will toast you a glass of wine."

"Erin!"

Father Yi couldn't bear it anymore, stood up, snatched Yilin's wine glass from his hand, and reprimanded him: "Enough is enough, stop drinking!"

Yilin was stunned for a moment, then slowly raised his head, looking at Father Yi, his eyes slowly turned red.

Yiyi sensed something was wrong, and quickly persuaded softly, "Brother, it's fine, stop drinking and go to sleep."

Yilin sat there straight, and after a few seconds of silence, a tear came down suddenly, and he said to Yiyi, "Brother Yiyi, I'm sorry... I'm sorry."

"Brother, it's okay."

Yiyi quickly said: "It's all over, don't think too much about it."

"it's already over……"

Yilin repeated a few words, wiped away his tears, and said with a wry smile: "Yes, it's over, for you, everything is over, it's over, you can live a good life, but for me? "

He paused, talked to himself, and said loudly as if venting: "But for me, life hasn't started yet, so it's over for me!"

bang.

Erin thumped the table hard.

The bowls and chopsticks on the table jumped up and fell down immediately.

"Enough Ilyn!"

Father Yi reprimanded with a straight face, "Look at you, it's Chinese New Year, and your sister and the others are back, so you have to make everyone unhappy, so you can be happy?"

"dad."

Yiyi quickly said, "Stop talking about big brother."

Zhao Yifan never opened his mouth to speak. He had already seen that Yilin's mood was actually quite depressed. From a medical point of view, this was not a good thing.

To put it bluntly, depression is because the mind is too heavy, and there is no way to solve this mind. Day by day, year after year, it has been silted up in my heart all the time. I feel that life is not fun. After the depression reaches the extreme, I choose to end my life. life.

"Yes."

Yilin pouted, glanced at Yifu, and laughed at himself: "Dad, don't talk about me, can you? You...you talk about these things, I...I have no way to talk to outsiders, Talking to others will only get them ridiculed. Although I am a cripple, I am also human after all. I also have ideas, and I also feel bitter..."

Hearing his words, Yiyi's eyes immediately turned red. Wiping away her tears, she looked at Yi's father and said, "Dad, stop talking about big brother."

Father Yi sighed, sat down, and closed his eyes in pain.

"Sister... sister."

Yilin sighed, stuck out his tongue, and said to Yiyi vaguely: "Brother, I treated you like that before, yes, it's my fault, it's my fault, this person is like that sometimes, If something is lacking, he wants to find balance and compensation from another aspect, just say me, I am disabled, and I knew this more than ten years ago."

"You are all fine and normal, so you will never understand the pain in my heart, but as long as I am outside, almost everyone will look at my feet, see my strange walking posture and laugh at me, Even if they don't say it, I can see it in their eyes, believe it or not?"

While talking, Yilin's tears flowed down, he let the tears flow wantonly on his face, and continued: "Sister, you will never understand my feelings, I don't want to be ridiculed by others, and I don't need others to pity me I, I just hope that I can be very ordinary, walking on the street, people don't come to see me, when they talk to me, they don't deliberately avoid my feet, and they can get along with me with a normal state of mind instead of using that A sense of superiority and pity to get along with me..."

At the end, Yilin couldn't bear it anymore, and burst into tears.

Zhao Yifan shook his head, lightly patted Yilin's shoulder a few times, and said, "You can rest and sleep."

Immediately, Father Yi saw that Zhao Yifan was like a magician. As soon as he finished speaking, Yilin, who was still crying, stopped crying immediately, and fell asleep on the table.

This made Father Yi's eyes widen.

"Brother Fan."

Yiyi's heart moved, she quickly looked at Zhao Yifan, and asked, "Is my brother alright?"

"It's all right."

Zhao Yifan smiled slightly and explained: "I think he is too emotional. After drinking, it is not good to be too emotional, especially if he has too many thoughts, so let him rest first." Yiyi blinked.

Yiyi immediately understood what was going on, and breathed a sigh of relief. She glanced at the worried father next to her, hesitated, and said, "Dad, let's help my brother go in and rest first?"

Father Yi nodded and said, "Okay."

Zhao Yifan helped, and Yifu and Yifu carried the unconscious Yilin into the bedroom to rest.

"Ugh."

After coming out, Father Yi sat on the sofa, sighed with deep thoughts, forced a smile, and said to Zhao Yifan: "Xiao Zhao, don't mind just now, your elder brother drank too much, what's wrong with you?" , don’t argue with him either.”

"It's okay uncle."

Zhao Yifan smiled, changed the subject, and said to Yiyi, "Shall we go for a walk?"

Yiyi was startled, nodded, and said, "Okay."

"Are you coming back to stay tonight?"

Father Yi asked quickly.

Yiyi hesitated for a moment, and said, "Forget it, dad, this house is too small, let's find a place to live outside." Speaking of this, her pretty face was a little hot, although Yi's father and Yi's mother had both She has made it clear that she has no objection to the matter between her and Zhao Yifan, but the two are not married after all, which is the so-called injustice.

Now that he said that he and Zhao Yifan didn't go home at night, Yiyi naturally felt very shy.

"OK then."

Father Yi didn't say anything, and sighed, "Then come back for dinner tomorrow."

"correct."

Yiyi suddenly thought of something, subconsciously glanced at Zhao Yifan, and then said to Yi's father, "Dad, when my brother wakes up tomorrow, tell him not to go out and wait for me at home."

(End of this chapter)