Dad is here

Chapter 71

In the deep winter night, the cold wind blows, and the small clinic has returned from the busy and noisy to the quiet and quiet.

Dr. Cheng and Mother Cheng put on their coats and went back to the room. After a while, several rooms with lights on were darkened.

On the empty second-floor rooftop, there were three people who were not sleeping.

They sat on the ground, wrapped in coats, blowing cold wind, drinking beer, looking at the sparse stars above their heads, and chatting with each other.

After graduating from university, Cheng Xu went to work in City H. He rarely came back several times a year. Every time he came back, he would meet Xu Luofeng and Lu Yunfan immediately. But this time, he really didn't expect that their meeting would be like this of.

Xu Luofeng held an ice pack with one hand and applied it to his left eye. The cold feeling deeply stimulated him, but at least it could relieve some pain.The left half of his face was swollen, and several stitches were stitched on the brow bone. At this time, he was wearing a bandage. Luckily, the nasal bone was not broken, but there was a soft tissue contusion, which also required ice packs.

After chatting with Cheng Xu about the recent situation, Lu Yunfan turned to look at him, saw Xu Luofeng lowered his head and gritted his teeth, and asked, "How are you, do you want to go to the big hospital for a checkup?"

"No. Skin trauma." Xu Luofeng replied hoarsely.

You Xinyang really has a sense of proportion.When in the arena, Xu Luofeng really felt the severe pain. He only endured two rounds holding his breath. After that, he almost fainted for a while and couldn't even stand up.

He didn't know until he was examined and treated by Dr. Cheng that You Xinyang seemed to have beaten him into a mess, but in fact, he didn't hurt him.

After resting for a while, Xu Luofeng was still dizzy and aching all over, but he could already walk on the ground.

Lu Yunfan asked him again: "What did that big man tell you just now?"

"..." Xu Luofeng didn't look up all the time, the conversation between himself and Lin Weiwei in the phone recording emerged in his mind. He knew that Mu Fengying had already heard this recording, and he didn't dare to think about Mu Fengying's mood at that time.

This conversation happened two weeks ago, and he almost forgot what kind of scene it was and why he said such a thing.

In fact, before meeting You Xinyang, Xu Luofeng felt that he was telling the truth.It doesn't matter to him whether he loves Feng Ying or not.After all, without Mu Xiaotao, he would never have anything to do with Mu Fengying in his life, even though Lu Yunfan had told him many years ago that he might never meet the girl he likes again in the future , if he misses Mu Fengying, he will regret it.

Xu Luofeng felt that he was not an emotional person, and he never believed that there would really be an eternal love between a man and a woman.Love is such a thing, illusory, entangled with many other things, never pure.Xu Luofeng didn't believe in evil, he really missed Mu Fengying, and his mistakes lasted for many years.

He later fell in love. When he was in Los Angeles, his first girlfriend was a Chinese-American girl with tanned skin and a passionate personality. She and Xu Luofeng started dating naturally after a one-night stand after a party.

This relationship only lasted for three months, and the girl couldn't stand Xu Luofeng anymore.He was too boring, reticent, and lacking in sentimentality. Xu Luofeng's dating style with girls was still at the domestic college stage, and his date was changed to a romantic and emotional western girl, seeking to communicate with each other's hearts, which was simply unacceptable.

Later, Xu Luofeng made a second girlfriend, who was a Singaporean girl, very gentle and charming, intellectually independent.They came together because the girl told Xu Luofeng that she was a firm DINK.

Xu Luofeng felt that he had found a bosom friend. He once thought that she would be a qualified marriage partner. He had always rejected marriage, but if he didn't plan to have children, maybe he could consider it.

But then the girl splits, and she falls in love with a windsurfer quickly and wildly, marrying him within a month.What surprised Xu Luofeng even more was that when he saw her in school half a year later, her stomach was already swollen.

It's really like a joke.

Just like in China, Xu Luofeng is very popular with girls, especially the overseas students from China and some girls from Japan and Korea.His appearance conforms to the aesthetics of most East Asian girls. As long as he wants, he can keep changing girlfriends and bed partners, but he doesn't.

He gave up the idea of ​​finding a girlfriend, because he found that he really couldn't find another Mu Fengying.

Some of those girls are prettier than Mu Fengying, some are smarter than Mu Fengying, and some are taller and in better shape than Mu Fengying.They have achieved good results in their respective majors, and they will have good development prospects in the future whether they stay in the United States or return to China.Oh!Among them are obedient and pleasant girls like Mu Fengying, who can blush, smile shyly, cook, and even brought Xu Luofeng a cake that she baked by herself.

However, none of them were Mu Fengying.

There is no girl who would make Xu Luofeng's heart rippling. Standing beside her, he would want to reach out and rub her head, and then hug her into his arms.

Never.

Therefore, Xu Luofeng knew that Lu Yunfan was right.

However, even if this is the case, even if he met Mu Fengying again after many years, even if he knew that Mu Fengying was pregnant out of wedlock and gave birth to Mu Xiaotao who belonged to him and her, Xu Luofeng still stubbornly believed that he loved Mu Fengying. Feng Ying's feelings are not love.

It's not love, what is that?

Whatever that is!Xu Luofeng thought, in short, it's not love!

Lu Yunfan took a bottle of beer for Xu Luofeng, Xu Luofeng raised his head and took a sip, the cold mouth of the bottle touched the corner of his skinned mouth, he couldn't help snorting, then picked up an ice pack and pressed his lips.

Lu Yunfan couldn't hold back, and started laughing.

Xu Luofeng's face darkened: "Is it funny?"

"No..." Lu Yunfan turned his head and looked at him intently, "Luo Feng, I didn't expect that you could do this for Mu Fengying."

Xu Luofeng was stunned, and said angrily after a while: "Who said I was doing it for Mu Fengying!"

"It's not for Mu Fengying, but for whom? Mu Xiaotao?" Lu Yunfan shook his head, lit a cigarette and handed it to Xu Luofeng. He hesitated for a moment, and reached out to take it.

"Luo Feng, don't lie to yourself." Lu Yunfan said, "I know you always think that girls are troublesome, and that getting married...is quite boring. But in this world, men and women, it's just like that What happened, we can all see that you like Mu Fengying, it's not shameful, really, it's not shameful at all."

Xu Luofeng held the cigarette between his fingers, the fiery red shreds of tobacco were burning, and the ash fell to the ground, but he never took a puff.

The three of them were silent for a while, Xu Luofeng was still stubborn, his voice was dry: "Who said I like Mu Fengying."

Lu Yunfan looked at him for a long time, then suddenly patted Cheng Xu on the shoulder and asked, "Ah Xu, what do you think?"

Cheng Xu had been listening to the conversation between Xu Luofeng and Lu Yunfan before, and finally expressed his opinion at this time: "Luo Feng, I don't know how you are with Mu Fengying now. But back then, when you were with Mu Fengying, We can all see that you like her very much. Then you broke up with her, we were all surprised. After you broke up with her, you and that... what's that name? It's the very beautiful girl from the school next door The girls are together, but, have you forgotten, you were in a very, very bad mood during that time, you made a new girlfriend on the surface, but in fact, as we all know, you were broken in love."

"That's right." Lu Yunfan took Cheng Xu's words, "You met Mu Fengying last year, and she gave birth to a daughter for you. You really don't know, Luo Feng, I was so happy at that time, I thought , your life is really complete. The girl you like is going to be your wife, and you have such a lovely daughter. I really envy you, Luo Feng, such a good thing, no one else can ask for it, ruin it It can't be destroyed, how can you screw it up? Mu Fengying is willing to give birth to this child, which means that she still has you in her heart. Is that big guy just now her suitor? That guy is pretty good, but so Good people, she doesn't agree, have you ever thought about why? What is the situation now, is Mu Fengying angry? Ignoring you? Or are you going to break up with you? Xu Luofeng, I'm really curious, what are you doing? What kind of strange things did you do to make a girl like Mu Fengying so determined and disheartened towards you? I wondered, is it really that difficult to recognize your own heart? You pushed her away back then Once, do you want to push it away again now?"

Lu Yunfan's words left Xu Luofeng speechless, the cigarette had already burnt to the bottom, the cigarette butt fell to the ground, lit up like a flash of light, and then completely extinguished.

Facing his best friend and brother since childhood, Xu Luofeng no longer built a protective shell. After sighing heavily, he buried his head on his knees, raised his head after a while, and said slowly: "Ah Lu, I just think that when two people are together, why do we have to speak so clearly. I am willing to marry Mu Fengying, I am willing to buy a house with her name on it, and I am willing to live with her forever and do my best I will be a husband and father. I will not cheat, I will earn money to support the family, I will take their mother and daughter out on a trip, I will buy things for them, as long as it is within my ability, I will agree to whatever they want, and I will protect them. They grew up with Xiaotao...but...why do you need to talk about the topic of love? Could it be that if you talk about love, this marriage will be stable and long-lasting? If you don't talk about love, nothing will be meaningful? "

Cheng Xu couldn't help but said: "Since you think it doesn't matter whether you love her or not, so what if you admit that you love her?"

"An Hong also said he loves Alu!" Xu Luofeng suddenly lost control, and yelled at Cheng Xu, staring at the only right eye that could be opened, "The result? Where is she now?! Also, your girlfriend also said I love you, what about now? She married and went to Hong Kong to be a rich lady! Love! A woman's love! Ha!"

Lu Yunfan quickly replied: "What about Axu's mother? Axu's mother has been with his father for so many years. In this small clinic, she gave up the preferential treatment of a big hospital. Isn't this love? Jiang Bei, and Jiang Bei! Jiang Bei married my dad! Treated me like my own! Isn’t this love? And Guo Yan! Guo Yan got pregnant for Zhang Hui and almost lost his hard-earned job! Isn’t this love? You don’t want women Luo Feng thinks so unbearably! Do you think everyone is your mother?!"

Xu Luofeng shouted loudly: "Don't mention her!"

"Even if it's your mother! Even if she's selfish! What she did is unethical! If you ruin your own family, you'll ruin other people's families too!" Lu Yunfan didn't give Xu Luofeng a chance to refute, "But I believe that, from some kind of To a certain extent, she just wants to live with the person she loves."

Xu Luofeng was silent, Cheng Xu was also silent, and Lu Yunfan's face became much darker.After a while, he said: "Yes, Luo Feng, you are right about one thing. An Hong left, and A Xu's girlfriend also left him. But, Luo Feng, I have never regretted it. I believe that A Xu also We have never regretted it. We are men, and men should take on more things than women. Even if a man is cheated by a woman, dumped by a woman, drinks with his brother until dawn, speaks his mind, and smokes a few packs of cigarettes, it will be over. Yes. Even if I lost a leg because of a woman and almost died, I don't feel regretful. Knowing that she is doing well now, I feel at ease. But what about you?"

He stared at Xu Luofeng with piercing eyes: "Mu Fengying gave birth to a child for you! Did she say she regretted it? Did she say she hated you? Did she worry about the left and the right like you do now? How did she come here in [-], have you ever thought about it? Xu Luofeng, you are my brother, and I am on your side. But if Mu Fengying is my sister, I must beat you every time I see you, especially now! Look! Look at you so cowardly! It's been so many years! You don't even admit your own intentions! Are you still a fucking man?!"

Xu Luofeng was also angry: "Lu Yunfan! I'm not a man! Are you? You are a man, why don't you go to her! You have the guts not to call her by her name every time you drink too much! You have the guts to forget her Yes! If you have the guts, go to her and let her see what you look like now!"

Lu Yunfan suddenly moved to Xu Luofeng's side and grabbed his collar. He glared angrily, gritted his teeth, and even raised his fist: "Xu Luofeng, you haven't been beaten enough by that big guy, have you?"

Cheng Xu hurried over and pulled the two of them away: "Ah Lu! Calm down! Luo Feng! Don't say a few words! Now I'm talking about you! Don't talk about Alu."

Lu Yunfan let go angrily, put his palms on the ground, adjusted the position of his right leg, and then stood up with difficulty. He looked down at Xu Luofeng who was still sitting on the ground, and said, "Anyway, I have said everything that needs to be said. Luo Feng, in fact, I am not qualified to tell you anything about relationships. I am younger than you, so I only talked about this relationship. But I know that missing a woman you like can really make people regret for a lifetime I don't deny that I haven't come out yet, and I don't know when I can come out, I failed to catch An Hong, but I hope, you can catch Mu Fengying."

After speaking, he turned around and walked slowly towards the stairs.The breeze blew the hair on the top of his head, and even lifted the corner of his coat. Xu Luofeng sat there in a daze, watching the stubborn figure disappear slowly and stiffly at the stairs step by step.

Cheng Xu sighed, picked up the beer bottle and touched Xu Luofeng, raised his head to drink it up, and stood up too: "The guest room is ready for you, go to bed early, I'll go down first."

After they left, Xu Luofeng was the only one left on the rooftop. He tried his best to open his eyes to look at the night sky, but his vision was still a little blurry.He kept thinking about the conversation he had with Lu Yunfan, and when he thought about it later, he became more and more irritable, picked up the beer bottle and threw it into the distance.

Behind the small clinic was an empty small construction site. The sound of a beer bottle bursting could be heard. The depression in Xu Luofeng's chest became more and more unbearable. He grabbed his hair and suddenly yelled loudly.

"what"

On Tuesday afternoon, Xu Luofeng took a taxi to the company.He went upstairs wearing sunglasses, but Chang Zhibin still found swollen cheeks and some wounds.

"Manager Xu, what's wrong with you?" Chang Zhibin was startled.

Xu Luofeng said: "I'll arrange some work, I won't be here tomorrow."

Chang Zhibin asked gossipingly, "Manager Xu, are you going on a trip?"

"..." Xu Luofeng was speechless, but still answered patiently, "I'm going to Xi'an."

On the way to Mu Yang's house, he kept calling Mu Fengying, but she kept refusing to answer.

Xu Luofeng sent her a text message: Yingying, when are you coming back?
A few minutes later, she replied: I don't know!Nothing to do with you!

Xu Luofeng gritted his teeth and went to Mu Yang's house. Mu Yang was also surprised to see him.

Mu Xiaotao came out of the room bouncing around, and was stunned when she saw Xu Luofeng with a bruised face.She threw herself on him and insisted on making him take off his sunglasses. Xu Luofeng had no choice but to take them off. His left eye was still swollen like a green bun, and he couldn't open it at all. The word "handsome" had long been insulated from him. up.

Seeing his complete face, Mu Xiaotao burst into tears with a "wow".

Xu Luofeng didn't have the time to comfort her, he said to Mu Yang: "Uncle, can you give me the contact information of Yingying's cousin in Xi'an."

Mu Yang asked, "What are you going to do?"

Xu Luofeng said seriously: "I'm going to find her."

When she heard that her father was going to find her mother, Mu Xiaotao, who was still crying, stopped her tears abruptly. She pulled Xu Luofeng's trouser leg and said, "Father! I want to find my mother too!"

"Xiao Tao, Dad will be back soon." Xu Luofeng squatted down and looked at Mu Xiaotao at the same level, "Xiao Tao is here with grandpa and grandma, wait for Dad to bring Mom back, okay?"

"I don't want it! I don't want it! I want to go find my mother with my father." Mu Xiaotao cried again, crying hoarsely. Seeing Xu Luofeng's terrifying face made her even more sad, almost rolling on the ground.

Mu Yang hugged Mu Xiaotao, Feng Yunxiu had already told Mu Yang his observation, he finally knew that there was a problem between Xu Luofeng and Mu Fengying, after thinking about it, he said: "Xiao Xu, why don't you bring Xiao Tao together go."

Xu Luofeng was stunned, Mu Yang looked at him sincerely, and patted him on the shoulder: "You and Xiaotao go to pick Yingying back, and your mother and I will wait for you at home for the New Year's Eve dinner."

Xu Luofeng was speechless.

Mu Yang smiled: "Young man, in fact, no matter how we help you, the key still depends on Yingying's mind, and the most important thing about Yingying's mind is to see your sincerity. Do you understand?"

Xu Luofeng had said "I understand" to Mu Yang and Feng Yunxiu many times, but this time, he really expressed his position from the bottom of his heart: "Uncle, I understand."

On February 2010, 2, Wednesday, at 10 am, Xu Luofeng took Mu Xiaotao to the J City Airport.He went through the boarding pass, and Mu Xiaotao followed him excitedly. It was her first time flying by plane, so she didn't expect that she would be with her father, or go to find her mother in another city.

Mu Xiaotao was very new to the airport, she kept asking questions, Xu Luofeng answered her patiently, and finally took her on the plane.

After the plane took off, the huge roar and the feeling of weightlessness made Mu Xiaotao lean against Xu Luofeng in fear.

He hugged his young daughter tightly and looked out the porthole.

The blue sky is a particularly good weather.

Mu Xiaotao raised her small face and smiled at Xu Luofeng with her eyes bent, showing her fine white teeth, and said coquettishly, "Dad, will we see Mom soon?"

"Yeah." Xu Luofeng nodded, stroking her little head, "Father and Xiaotao are going to pick up mom and go home for the new year, okay?"

"Okay!" Mu Xiaotao was overjoyed, and after a while said with a bitter face, "Dad, the noise of the big planes is really loud, can you tell them to be quieter."

"..."

(End of this chapter)