Dad is here

Chapter 68

Mu Fengying went downstairs in a hurry, opened the door of the corridor unit, a strong wind rushed in, and the slanting rain also splashed on her body, she wiped her face, looked around, and saw that A white figure leaning against a wall in the dark.

He was drenched all over, and he was lighting a cigarette with his head bowed there. The lighter and cigarettes were soaked in water. He tried many times but failed to light the fire, so he suddenly raised his hand and threw the lighter out.

The sound of howling wind and rain swallowed up the sound of the lighter landing, Mu Fengying rushed over and pulled Xu Luofeng down to the eaves, shouting: "Today's typhoon! Why are you outside!"

She pulled Xu Luofeng into the unit door, and saw that he was drenched like a drenched chicken, with a dazed expression, worried and distressed: "Luo Feng, what's wrong with you! Are you cold..."

Before she finished speaking, she had already fallen into his arms. Xu Luofeng was like a drowning person who suddenly grabbed a floating board, and hugged Mu Fengying in his arms almost with all his strength.His body was cold and damp, and there was a strong smell of alcohol, but her body was very warm, even carrying the fragrance of shower gel.

Xu Luofeng sniffed her breath almost greedily. He hadn't seen her for a long time, but only occasionally received text messages from her.While waiting outside Lu Yunfan's ward, Xu Luofeng wanted to call Mu Fengying countless times. He hoped that she would stay by his side and accompany him through those anxious days and nights.

But in the end, he dismissed the idea.

Lu Yunfan is Xu Luofeng's best brother. They have known each other for seven years, and their friendship even exceeds the friendship between Xu Luofeng and Cheng Xu for more than 20 years.In Xu Luofeng's eyes, Lu Yunfan has always been a proud and happy kid. He is very smart, but he always does stupid things. Sometimes he is so stupid that Xu Luofeng's teeth itch, but he is still reluctant to let him go.

But now, the brother he had been protecting behind him was lying fragmented in the hospital on the other side of the ocean, physically and mentally wounded, almost out of human shape.

This afternoon, Xu Luofeng had just returned to City J from Los Angeles after a ten-hour flight. His body was extremely tired, but he couldn't sleep at all due to jet lag.

Back home, the big house was deserted, and it was still the same as when he left.Xu Luofeng was upset and irritable, he really didn't want to stay at home alone, so he went to the bar to drink alone.After being very drunk, he came out and took a taxi. The wind and rain were strong, and the driver asked him where he was going, and he blurted out: "Jialan Mingju."

Mu Fengying took Xu Luofeng home, she let him sit on a chair, took out a dry towel to help him wipe his hair.She looked at him quietly, Xu Luofeng suddenly raised his eyes to meet her, Mu Fengying's face turned red instantly, and Xu Luofeng grabbed her into his arms again with his long arms.

Mu Fengying didn't care that he was wet all over, she just hugged Xu Luofeng obediently, and looked down at his side face against her belly, with wet and messy hair, just like a child.

Shouldn't Xu Luofeng be in the United States at this time? Why is he here?Why did he come to her?How is Lu Yunfan injured now?What is the relationship between Xu Luofeng and Du Lingjia now?Mu Fengying had many questions in her mind, but she didn't intend to ask them.

Staying quietly by Xu Luofeng's side, the answers to these questions are meaningless to her.Mu Fengying felt like she was dreaming, this dream was real and sweet, in the dream, Xu Luofeng's cold hands had already penetrated into her nightdress, kneading her body almost roughly.On the contrary, his kiss was hot and wild, he closed his eyes and crazily sucked Mu Fengying's tongue, hooking and twisting, extremely lingering.

This was not his original intention.

Originally, he just wanted to meet her, smoke a cigarette downstairs in her house, chat with her, that's all.

He didn't expect that there would be no one in her house. When she took his hand and said that she would take him home, he couldn't resist.

Xu Luofeng naturally knew what would happen when he entered this door, and he believed that Mu Fengying also knew it very well. When he started kissing and touching her, she didn't refuse, and even tried her best to respond.

Xu Luofeng drank a lot of wine, although his head was a little heavy, but his mind was clear, but at this moment, he suddenly felt that pretending to be drunk was probably his best choice.

He picked up Mu Fengying and went to the bathroom, hot water poured down from the sky, and after a while, they had already met each other frankly.

He could no longer control his bad emotions, turned them into strong desires, and vented them on her fiercely.Mu Fengying gritted her teeth in pain, trying not to shed tears.

The bathroom was filled with fog, and nothing could be seen clearly on the mirror. At the last moment, Xu Luofeng's palm slammed onto the mirror. A suppressed roar came out of his throat, and then his fingertips slid down, dragging out on the steam-covered mirror. A long trace.

Mu Fengying raised her head wearily in front of him, and saw herself clearly from the mark on the mirror at this time. Her long messy hair was stuck to her face, her eyes were bewildered, her brows were tightly knit, and her face was unusual. crimson.

After taking a bath, Mu Fengying took Xu Luofeng to her bedroom. He didn't say anything, and squinted for a while with the quilt rolled up. Not an hour later, he woke up a little restlessly, and hugged Mu Feng again. Sakura did it once.

After finishing, Xu Luofeng fell asleep, but Mu Fengying was in a daze with her eyes open.

After two pleasures, her whole body was sore, and her mind cleared up a little, and she began to think about her relationship with him.

Mu Fengying wondered nervously, does Xu Luofeng's behavior mean that he wants to get back together with her?

Ow!It's disgusting, he is too much.Mu Fengying hugged the quilt and looked at his sleeping face close at hand, thinking that she could only agree to it if he personally proposed to get back together.Otherwise, I am not too shameless!

But...he is so proud, how could he speak easily.Could it be that if he didn't mention it, he would never agree?
No way!Mu Fengying was so ashamed that she covered her face with the quilt, she did everything with him, so why bother with him.Thinking that she and Xu Luofeng could live together sweetly after school started, Mu Fengying felt a little joy in her heart.

It rained all night outside the house, accompanied by howling wind and frightening thunder and lightning.

Mu Fengying was afraid of thunder, so she hid in Xu Luofeng's arms. The two warm and naked bodies pressed against each other tightly. When the skin rubbed against each other, Xu Luofeng's emotions rose again.

At 5 o'clock in the morning, Xu Luofeng was about to leave.In summer, the clothes were thin, and Mu Fengying aired his wet clothes on the air conditioner all night, and the clothes were basically dry by this time.

She wanted to send him downstairs, but was stopped by Xu Luofeng, who said, "I'll go down by myself, it's not yet dawn outside."

Mu Fengying smiled, took an umbrella and handed it to him: "It's still raining outside."

Xu Luofeng took the umbrella and said thank you.

Turning to look at Mu Fengying, she was wearing a pink nightdress with suspenders, her long hair was hanging over her shoulders, and she exuded a lazy and sweet atmosphere.She smiled lightly, her cheeks were flushed, and there was a gleam in her eyes that couldn't be concealed.

Xu Luofeng put on his shoes, turned around to leave, but Mu Fengying suddenly pulled him back, she pressed against his chest, played with his buttons with her fingers, and said softly: "Tomorrow... shall I go find you?"

Her eyes were shy, and Xu Luofeng couldn't answer for a while, but after a while, he said, "Let's talk about it."

In the next few days, Mu Fengying didn't see Xu Luofeng. She called him, and he said that he was very busy and needed to help Lu Yunfan with some formalities and some private matters.

Mu Fengying didn't think much about it. It was not convenient for her to meet him during the summer vacation. She thought that school would start soon anyway, and everything would be discussed after returning to school.

In September, the new semester of Z University started, and Mu Fengying entered the junior year. When she came to the dormitory, she seemed to be in a good mood. Several roommates were pleasantly surprised that she finally got rid of the sad state of being broken up, and secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Mu Fengying found an opportunity to secretly tell Deng Rou that she and Xu Luofeng seemed to be together again.

Deng Rou didn't understand: "What does it seem like?"

"It's just...he came to look for me during the summer vacation." Mu Fengying said happily, "Although he didn't say it clearly,...we...that's it."

Deng Rou was so shocked that her jaw dropped, she turned around and told Ding Lu, Ding Lu was also shocked, and turned her head to tell Qian Yushan.

Then, Qian Yushan saw Xu Luofeng eating with Du Lingjia at Ximen Food Street.

She made a phone call and called Mu Fengying over.

Mu Fengying stood on the street, looking through the glass window of the small restaurant at the two people sitting by the window.Neither Xu Luofeng nor Du Lingjia noticed her. Du Lingjia sometimes smiled, covering her mouth with her hands, her eyes were very beautifully curved.

Mu Fengying couldn't see Xu Luofeng's face, so she didn't know the expression on his face.She just felt that she was like a ridiculous fool, a self-deceiving clown, and even a stupid woman who could let him vent his desire at any time.

Qian Yushan was so angry that she wanted to settle accounts with Xu Luofeng, but was stopped by Mu Fengying, who said, "Forget it, let's go back."

In the evening, Mu Fengying sat on the steps of Xu Luofeng's rental house with her knees hugged, and waited until after 9 o'clock before Xu Luofeng came back.

He wasn't very surprised to see her, he just stood on the steps and looked at her quietly.

Mu Fengying patted her pants and stood up, hesitated for a while, and said, "You came back very late."

He said, "I told you, I'm busy these days."

"..." Mu Fengying grabbed the corner of her clothes with her fingers, and suddenly mustered up her courage to say, "Luo Feng, let's make up."

She looked at him very nervously, but Xu Luofeng's expression did not change at all, he said coldly: "Mu Fengying, we have already broken up."

Mu Fengying's heart turned cold in an instant, but she still didn't give up and said, "But, a few days ago, you still came to me...we still..."

"Oh, that day, I drank too much." Xu Luofeng looked at her casually and said, "I've always wanted to tell you, sorry, I hope you don't take it seriously."

Mu Fengying looked at him as if she had seen a ghost. After a long time, she said, "Xu Luofeng, what do you think of me?"

Xu Luofeng turned his head away, and said in an understated tone: "I told you that I like having sex with you very much. I drank too much that day, and you didn't object, so I thought you liked it too. Then I realized that you misunderstood , but after doing everything, I can only say sorry.”

Mu Fengying shook her lips, unable to speak.

"It's late, you go back to the dormitory." Xu Luofeng walked up the steps and passed Mu Fengying who was standing there blankly. When he opened the door of the rental house, he didn't look back, but said solemnly, "Mu Fengying ,forget me, please."

"I will forget about you." Mu Fengying spoke suddenly, and she turned her back to him without looking back.

She said, "Don't worry, Xu Luofeng, I will definitely forget you."

Her shoulders were shaking violently, her legs were shaking, her hands were shaking, and even her voice was shaking, but she didn't shed tears, "I will start a new life, Xu Luofeng, I will study abroad, and I will find a particularly good job." work, I will find a good man, marry him, have children, and live happily ever after.”

Xu Luofeng's key was inserted in the keyhole, his body was stiff and motionless.

Mu Fengying continued: "I will love my children very, very much. Whether it is a boy or a girl, I will teach them to believe in love. There are many strange people in this world who do not believe in the existence of love. , I want to teach my daughter to stay away from this kind of person, because, no matter how good you are to him, you can't change his deep-rooted cruelty and heartlessness. I want to teach my son, I want to teach him, Be kind, tolerant, cheerful, be a real man, have a warm and generous heart, respect, understand, and be responsible when facing girls, absolutely, absolutely, and never hurt them unscrupulously."

Xu Luofeng: "..."

Mu Fengying smiled lightly: "Goodbye, Xu Luofeng."

She went down the stairs, the footsteps became lighter and lighter, Xu Luofeng stood in front of the door for a long time, then suddenly turned around and chased after her.

After chasing out of the building door, he saw Mu Fengying's figure in the distance. She was standing in front of the crosswalk, with a slender body, and she was wiping her eyes with her head down.

Xu Luofeng stood still and looked at her from a distance. The green light turned on countless times, but Mu Fengying never crossed the road.In the end, she actually curled up and squatted on the ground, holding her knees with her hands, and her whole body trembled violently.

A few days later, Xu Luofeng went to the United States.

Guo Yan told Mu Fengying that in the past few months, he has been preparing materials for studying in the United States.

He wasn't with Du Lingjia, he was looking for her only because Du Lingjia's mother ran an overseas study agency, Xu Luofeng was in a hurry and needed professionals to help him with some procedures.

He went out a year early, but never mentioned it to Mu Fengying. Mu Fengying's heart was ashamed, but she worked hard to adjust her mood and try not to show too negative emotions.

Until, she found that her menstrual period had passed for several days.This time, Mu Fengying was really frightened. She secretly went to the pharmacy to buy a pregnancy test pen. When the test result came out, her brain exploded and she squatted on the ground weakly.

Mu Fengying called Xu Luofeng, she didn't care about international calls, she just hoped that he hadn't changed the number yet.

Sometimes the call is connected, sometimes not. Mu Fengying calls with a mobile phone, a landline, and a public phone, but Xu Luofeng never answers.

She sent him a text message, saying: Xu Luofeng, I seem to be pregnant.

She sent over and over again: Xu Luofeng, Xu Luofeng, I'm pregnant, what should I do!

He never replied to her message. Mu Fengying couldn't find him, so she went to Cheng Xu. She asked Cheng Xu for Xu Luofeng's contact information, but Cheng Xu said to her: "Mu Fengying, it's not that I don't want to." Here it is, Luo Feng specifically told me to tell you not to look for him again."

He did it so heartlessly, at that moment, Mu Fengying suddenly realized that if she really found Xu Luofeng, there would be only one consequence, and that would be an abortion.

Aborting the child would not make any difference, so why did she go to him?
Mu Fengying didn't dare to tell anyone about it, and she didn't dare to go to the hospital, because she was afraid that the test results would leave traces in the medical records.She was only 20 years old, so young, she never thought that such a thing as getting pregnant out of wedlock would happen to her.She was so scared that she couldn't sleep every night. She still couldn't feel the signs of life in her womb, and she didn't have the slightest maternal feelings. Sometimes, she even hoped that through high-intensity exercise, the child would fall by itself.

She went for a run, skipped rope, and ran up and down stairs.She jumped on the spot at the corner of the stairs, her stomach hurt from jumping, blood stains appeared on her underwear, and she managed to go back to the dormitory.

Her lower abdomen hurt like a knife, and Mu Fengying lay quietly on the bed, thinking, wait a little longer, the child will probably be gone.

In the end, the child didn't fall off. After Mu Fengying woke up from a nap, she found that everything was as usual.

Mu Fengying once heard some gossip in the class. A boy made his girlfriend's belly big, and the two pooled money to abort the girl. The boy turned around and complained, saying that the abortion operation cost him a month. living expenses.

In the end, such a private matter became known to everyone. Mu Fengying was not worth it for that girl. She even saw the girl's appearance after the operation. She insisted on coming to class, her pale face was bloodless. Her boyfriend played with his mobile phone like a normal person, completely ignoring her painful figure lying on the desk clutching her stomach.

At that time, Mu Fengying was sitting behind the girl's side, and the scene of the girl's twisted facial features and curled body was always deeply engraved in her mind.

This made her infinitely afraid of the abortion operation, not only because of the pain, but also because of the criticism that would follow after the operation.

She wanted medical abortion, so she mustered up the courage to go to a hospital far away. The doctor told her that since she was more than 50 days pregnant, medical abortion was basically useless and would seriously harm her body.

Mu Fengying couldn't believe it: "How can there be 50 days! It must be a mistake! I... mine is only more than 30 days!"

The doctor gave her a B-ultrasound order with a blank expression: "Let's have an examination, no matter whether you want to have an abortion or you want to keep it, you must have a B-ultrasound."

Mu Fengying had to go for a B-ultrasound. Her lower abdomen was still flat and she was thin, so she couldn't tell she was pregnant at all.However, when the doctor turned on the fetal heart rate monitor, she heard that strange sound.

Amidst the piercing noise, a fast-paced voice came out, "Bang bang bang bang...", a bit vague, but very powerful.

The doctor said to Mu Fengying: "Did you hear that, the baby's fetal heart rate is 148, which is very good."

Mu Fengying lay stiffly on the bed, the first time she heard someone say the word "baby" to her, she couldn't digest it at all.

When she walked out of the hospital, Mu Fengying felt hungry. She didn't vomit like the pregnant woman shown on TV, but her appetite improved a lot. She found a fast food restaurant, ordered a hamburger, chicken wings, French fries, and Coke, and ate it hungrily. After a meal, eating and eating, tears fell.

She hid in the corner, took out the B-ultrasound examination form from her bag, and the doctor told her that her baby was a little small, but the germ was already clear, the fetal heart was visible, and she was single in the womb. it is good.

Her mouth was full of french fries, and she looked at the dark fan-shaped area on the B-ultrasound sheet with tears in her eyes. The doctor said that this was her baby.

She stretched out her hand to press her lower abdomen, feeling a particularly subtle feeling in her heart that a little life had already lived in this place, and TA seemed to have a strong vitality. She had exercised like crazy before, and even I also saw Hong, this little thing survived in good health.

"Hey, baby, can you hear me?" Mu Fengying lowered her head and said softly, then suddenly laughed again, "Don't be afraid, I won't torment you anymore."

After a pause, she said again: "Mom promises you, Mom will never bother you again."

Mu Fengying wiped away her tears, took out her phone, and finally sent a text message to Xu Luofeng: I have decided to give birth to our baby. If you don't speak, I will take it as your consent.

She waited in the fast food restaurant for two hours. When she went out, the sun was shining outside. Mu Fengying squinted her eyes and suddenly felt less scared.

(End of this chapter)