Chapter 48

"A walk?" he asked.

"I saw it all... a girl who wasn't a ninja. Walking next to you."

"That's the girl I happened to save."

"Huh?" This time it was my turn to be puzzled...

Gaara looked at my puzzled look disapprovingly, he probably didn't take it to heart that I would get angry because I saw him walking with other girls.

To be precise, he is more confused than me now.

But he still explained the situation to me honestly.

"After leaving the hospital that day, I went to the woods outside Muye Village and saw a girl being chased by a wild beast. I killed the wild beast and saved her."

"Then why did she follow you?"

"She herself wants to follow me..." His innocent look proved that he wasn't lying.He was not a liar by nature.In contrast, I myself seem particularly cautious.

The misunderstanding was finally resolved.Sitting on the bed with tears all over my face, I looked at Gaara with a trace of tenderness in my eyes.

I looked at this beautiful boy quietly, without speaking to each other.He didn't know what I was thinking in my heart, so he remained silent.

I sat on the bed and rushed over to hug him.

Gaara was a little bit overwhelmed by my hug, I could only feel his body stiffen for a while, and then he stopped moving...

"Stalk...you..."

"Don't talk...it will spoil the atmosphere." I interrupted the question he was about to utter.This guy really doesn't know how to feel the atmosphere. At this time, he should feel it quietly... I finally got the hang of it, and understood the changes in my feelings for him all the time.

The girls are so active, you are still sabotaging here.

Because of my stop, he finally stopped talking and calmed down.Gradually, his body no longer maintained the stiff state just now, but relaxed.He put his raised hand gently on my back, and with the other hand he stroked my hair.

As for me, listening to his heavy and powerful heartbeat, I feel very at ease.

My eyelids are so heavy... I took the poison early last night to make today's plan go smoothly, which made me sleepless all night. I guess my dark circles should be the same as Gaara.

I yawned and shrank into his chest.

"Hey. Gaara, I want to tell you something." I, who was half asleep and half awake, suddenly whispered softly on his chest.

"Well, you said."

"I like you..." My voice became smaller and smaller, and the word you was almost buried by me.

After saying this, I fell asleep.The hands around Gaara's back also hung loosely, and the whole person fell forward.

He held me up nicely.Looking at my face that fell asleep because I settled a matter in my heart, a warm smile flashed across his face.

He just heard my last words.And hear clearly.

I am a child who was born with ninjutsu.

With my birth, my mother died.I am regarded as a monster by all the people in the village, and they regard me as the most powerful tool, but at the same time, they are afraid of me, hate me, and hope that I do not exist in this village, because they are all afraid that I will bring harm to this village .

Since birth, I have been alone and have no friends.All the friends looked at me with terrified eyes when they saw me.Then run away crying.

I met her when I was 6 years old.

The little girl seemed to be fearless, she lost the ball, and I picked it up for her.I was afraid that he would run away in fear when he saw me, so I was always cautious.But the strange thing is, not only did she not run away, but she smiled and said thank you to me.

The way she smiled was very beautiful, and I still remember it clearly.

A golden hair, very beautiful.

However, her companions seemed to know me, and they ran away together calling her.She also left, and before leaving, she turned her head and gave me a deep look.

Sure enough, no one will like me...

However, she came back, just when I was lost and ready to give up.She suddenly appeared in my line of sight, still with that beautiful golden color, her dark eyes widened, and she told me in a childish voice as sweet as the sounds of the day, "I'm not afraid that you are a monster..."

We have been inseparable since then.

She would hold my hand and walk down the street, even though she was stared at by people around her with fear, she didn't care at all.

She would angrily refute others when they called me a monster.

She will share with me the delicious food that she has finally found.

She would smile at me.

She will believe that I am not a monster.

She said she believed in me and would not hurt others.

Yashamaru betrayed me and ruthlessly wiped out my trust from my heart.

I changed, I became fond of killing, and loved killing everything but me.Because I don't feel the meaning of my existence.At that time, I was immersed in the darkness, and I forgot all the good things I had experienced with her before.

Seeing my change, she was silent, but she still smiled.

She still said she believed in me and believed that I would not kill her.

Indeed, I can still see my existence in her eyes, and see the only glimmer of hope left.She is such a beautiful person.She doesn't like killing, but she never shows any dissatisfaction in front of me.

I don't know what this feeling for her is?Is this the feeling Yashamaru talked about?
Is it a companion?Or a friend?

In short, I found that her existence seemed to make me a habit, no matter how indifferent I was, I couldn't ignore her safety.When she gets hurt, my heart hurts. Although I can't show it to her, my heart really hurts.

I seem to really feel what heartache feels like.

During the qualifiers, I wanted to kill that person named Xiao Li, but she rushed up to stop me.

I don't understand, why would she save an irrelevant person?

Later, I heard her whisper to me, "Gaara, don't kill any more people, okay..."

I didn't answer, and left the arena directly. In fact, it's not that I didn't want to answer, but I didn't know how to answer... She has changed, and she will stop me desperately for the sake of others.

I could feel her resistance to me killing around.So again, she saved someone else in Konoha's hospital and stopped me.

This time, she cried bitterly. She hugged me and buried her face in my neck.I felt the sound of her heart beating, and the trembling of her sobbing shoulders.

But, why, why do I have to work so hard for others... Why do I dare not face her when she is so close to me?
I hurriedly pushed her away, left her indifferently without saying a word, I didn't know what would happen if I left her there like that, at this moment, I just wanted to escape from where she was as soon as possible.

(End of this chapter)

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