There are mountains, rivers, and wolf kings

Chapter 295 Mrs. Xianshan
Li Haitang looked at Lin Qingge with gentle eyes, and his voice was as soft as water. Lin Qingge like this was so strong that it made people feel distressed: "Qingge, in front of me, you don't need to force yourself to laugh. You can cry when you want to. Just make trouble, even if you want to smash things to vent, it’s not impossible. After crying, the matter is over. Since you chose to come to Tongcheng, you must want to forget those troubles. Don’t force yourself. Some things are beyond our ability to change. , the only thing we can do is to make our lives less aggrieved."

Although Lin Qingge didn't cry, there was no longer that smile on his face.

In the palace, she had already habitually wore a mask, but here, in front of Haitang, she really didn't need to force herself.

Until now, she hasn't regretted the decision she made at the beginning, she is just unwilling, why, from the beginning to the end, he didn't give her a chance to talk, even though they have been married for almost two years, she still hasn't found a chance to talk to him Let's have a good chat, now, she still hasn't figured out why he didn't enter the palace back then, why he disappeared without saying a word.

And this time, it's like this again. Could it be that, in his heart, the relationship between the two of them was really so unbearable at the beginning, can they be treated lightly at will?
Whenever she wanted to confront him and saw his cold face, she would not have the courage to speak, for fear that once he opened his mouth, he would spit out hurtful words and send her into the eighteenth level of hell.

But now, she probably won't have the chance to ask him again, even if he is standing in front of her now, she doesn't have the courage to speak again, even if she looks at him more, it will make her sad to suffocate.

Some feelings, hidden in her heart all the time, will slowly ferment and grow. If it weren't for this incident, she would never know that he has become so important in her heart.

Although the two hardly talked after they got married, as long as she turned around, he would sit there quietly, even if he never gave her a warm look, her heart was warm, even though she was in front of him. He has always been arrogant, but in his heart, he has become a part of his life.

He has been quietly staying by her side, uncontested with the world, as quiet and beautiful as the banished fairy in the nine heavens, spotless, but left without a sound, still in such an unacceptable way The way.

But even so, she didn't want to maliciously speculate on him.

She didn't even have the courage to go to the door to confront her, and fled to Tongcheng in a hurry. Even if she knew, rumors that she was even worse had spread in the capital now.

For example, she raised noodles, and because she was known, she hid in Tongcheng to avoid the limelight.

Lin Qingge always believed that she was strong enough, so after her mother was thrown into limbo, she was able to quickly calm down her sad emotions and help the emperor's brother to win people's hearts.

But this time, she didn't want to do anything, she just wanted to find a quiet place to heal her wounds.

"Haitang, some things are in the past and they are in the past. It's much better to have you by my side. I'm sorry, I told you to read a joke."

"Qing Ge, I'm very happy. You can think of me at this time. I just want to tell you that when we do anything, we just need to follow our heart and not let ourselves regret it at that time. People live in the present. Things have already happened, no matter how much you think about it, you can’t change it, and things in the future haven’t happened yet, and the plan can’t keep up with the changes, as long as you can be worthy of your heart at this moment.”

Afterwards, Lin Qingge stayed with Haitang for dinner, and asked someone to fetch a few bottles of fruit wine that she had brought before.

During the dinner, Li Haitang remembered that she had been here for so long, but she didn't seem to have seen Lin Qingge's wet nurse, Mrs. Gu, and asked curiously, "Madam Xianshan is not at home?"

At the beginning, the saddest period of time for Lin Qingge was taken care of by Mrs. Gu outside the palace, so after Lin Ziyue ascended the throne, Mrs. Gu was made a virtuous wife, and Ruying had also been restored to slavery, and Lin Qingge paid Gu's even more attention. Shi is like a mother, and the relationship between the two is very good.

Although Mrs. Xianshan has her own husband and son, she has been staying in Songxiang Garden, treating Lin Qingge like her own daughter, but treating her own son a little coldly. Although Li Haitang does not understand her behavior, it is not easy to go What to say, moreover, at first she thought Mrs. Xianshan was just because of Lin Qingge's status, but after a long time of contact, she found that she really felt sorry for Lin Qingge from the bottom of her heart.

Talking about the Gu family, Lin Qingge's expression became softer again: "Nurse didn't know that I was coming back, so she went to Qingshan Temple. Now I got the news that I'm coming back. I guess I'm already on my way back."

Before the two of them finished their lunch, Mrs. Xianshan had already arrived home.

Seeing that Lin Qingge's face was a little pale, she broke away from Ruying's hand that had been supporting her all the time, walked up to Lin Qingge eagerly and said, "My little darling, why didn't you let someone notify you in advance, I don't care Unprepared, why is your face so ugly? Is there something wrong with your body? Ruying, please send someone to invite a doctor to come over, it’s better for you to invite Dr. Mo, just in time to ask for a safe pulse. "

Seeing that the wet nurse cared about him so much, Lin Qingge's eyes were already a little red. He grabbed her hand and asked her to sit down, while saying to Ruying: "No, I'm fine. I want to talk to the wet nurse first."

Li Haitang stood up and greeted Mrs. Xianshan, only then did Mrs. Xianshan realize that there were other people in the room. She was too anxious just now to realize that Li Haitang was also here. She nodded with a smile and looked There is a bit of apology in it.

Li Haitang knew that she had a lot to say to Lin Qingge and meant to see off the guests, so she smiled and said to Lin Qingge: "Qingge, I'm going back first, and I'll see you tomorrow."

Lin Qingge nodded, and was about to get up to see her off, but Li Haitang didn't let her go. Seeing the nanny looking at him anxiously, Lin Qingge finally asked Ruying to send her to the gate.

Songxiang Garden is at the east gate of the city, and Haitang Garden is not far from the gate. Now that we are here, Li Haitang naturally wants to go back and have a look. It's only noon now, so we just need to go back before closing the city gate at night.

The weather has gradually warmed up. The weather is good today. It is not far to walk there, and you can still bask in the sun. It kills two birds with one stone.

Leng Feng has been guarding the gate all the time. He knows exactly where Songxiang Court is, so naturally he doesn't have to worry about the safety of the young mistress inside, but now looking at the eyes of the young mistress, he knows that she wants to go back to Haitang Court, and she doesn't even have eyes Looking at the sedan chair parked aside, do you still want to walk there?

Leng Feng's eyes twitched, and he said bravely, "Second Young Mistress, it's sunny outside, you should go back in a sedan chair."

(End of this chapter)