Peasant women who keep their wives and make money should be self-improvement

Chapter 4
Looking at Sijin, Leng Han felt for the first time that this child is very pitiful but also very strong.

He opened his mouth to take a bite of the rice ball, and then pushed the rice ball to his mouth with Sijin's hand.

Sijin looked at Leng Han, but burst into tears, "Mom, Sijin doesn't like to eat balls, but Sijin likes to eat steamed buns!"

As he spoke, he turned his head away.

Inhale hard, exhale, then turn around and smile at Leng Han.

Laughing so sadly.

Leng Han could tell that this child really needed someone's care, otherwise, he wouldn't cry.

Thinking of this, Leng Han thought of himself when he was a child.

"If you don't eat, I won't either!" Leng Han said.

This is the first time she has spoken since she traveled through time. More and more, in fact, it is not that difficult to speak.

"Mother..." Sijin looked at Leng Han.

I think his mother is different.

What is the difference, Sijin thought for a while, but couldn't figure it out, and couldn't figure it out.

Leng Han didn't speak, just put the rice ball to Sijin's mouth, looked straight at Sijin, and waited for Sijin to open his mouth.

Compared with stubbornness, Sijin is not as good as Lenghan after all. He opened his mouth and took a light bite, but pretended to take a big bite, purposely inflating his mouth.

Then he handed the rice ball to Leng Han, and said vaguely, "Mom, you eat!"

Leng Han ate half of a rice ball, and Sijin ate a small piece, but Leng Han could tell that Sijin was very satisfied.

Late at night.

colder and colder.

Sijin hugged Leng Han tightly, and kept rubbing Leng Han's hands, "Mother, is it cold?"

Leng Han didn't make a sound, and Sijin wasn't discouraged, she said to herself, "Mother, you know what, I almost couldn't leave the city today, it's that one, King Jin passed by, he asked someone to open the city gate and let me out , I was chased by a vicious dog on the road, and that vicious vicious dog actually took my flesh away, mother, I want to learn martial arts, then I can protect my mother, and I don’t have to be afraid of the vicious dog anymore!”

Sijin always thought that Leng Han would not understand what he said.

It wasn't until Leng Han hugged him a little tighter that Sijin smiled, "Mother is better to Sijin, only mother will hug Sijin, and only mother will not abandon Sijin!"

Sijin fell asleep, but in her sleep, Sijin was still extremely restless and kept talking, talking a lot, a lot.

Leng Han has been quietly hugging him, this child who doesn't get along much, but she makes her feel sorry for him.

Gently unbuttoning Sijin's clothes, looking at the bloodstains on his shoulder, Leng Han touched it lightly, but accidentally hurt Sijin, so painful that he couldn't stop shaking.

Just leaning against the cold wall, Leng Han thought about what to do in the future.

Do you want to be alone, or bring this child named Sijin with you?
Think again, think again...

At dawn the next day, Sijin woke up. Seeing that Leng Han had her eyes closed, she gently put her small hand under Leng Han's nose. Seeing that Leng Han was still breathing, she breathed a sigh of relief and ran out to pee, but I found a field with a few scattered sweet potato leaves.

Sijin didn't read much, so he quickly broke off the branch and started digging. A huge sweet potato appeared.

It's just that when Leng Han returned to the ruined temple with the sweet potato in his arms, looking at the empty ruined temple, the sweet potato in his hand rolled to the ground.

"mother……"

His mother is gone.

Lost again, as before.

Sa Yazi ran outside, looking at the footprints on the snow, Sijin quickly chased forward.

Leng Han walked very slowly, asking herself several times, is she really going?
Leave that kid behind?

Turning back several times, seeing the ruined temple behind him, turning back again, walking forward, until hearing that desolate and mournful voice, Leng Han could no longer walk.

He froze in place until the little arms wrapped around his waist tightly.

"Mom, where are you going alone? It's cold outside and there are so many bad people. When the weather gets warmer, Sijin will go with your mother, okay?"

Hearing this, Leng Han turned to look at the child behind him.

He was very thin, his nose was red from the cold, and his eyes were filled with tears, but he stubbornly refused to cry or let the tears flow.

This child, he would be better off without her.

Almost with all his strength, he was pushed down to the ground, and then walked forward cruelly...

Sijin fell to the ground, stunned for a moment, but ignored the pain, got up and quickly ran to Leng Han, blocking Leng Han's way, then hugged Leng Han's waist, raised her head, her eyes were red, and looked Looking cold, he asked shyly, "Mother, no matter where you are going? Take Sijin with you, okay? Sijin promises to be good and never run around. Although the world is so big, if there is no mother, Sijin Can't survive!"

Hearing this, Leng Han lowered her head and looked at Sijin. She was about to push Sijin away, but when she saw the tears in Sijin's eyes, her heart softened.

Turning around, he walked back holding Sijin's muddy hand.

One big and one small, follow the footsteps when they came, and walk back step by step.

Arriving at the gate of the ruined temple, looking at the scattered sweet potatoes on the ground, Leng Han didn't speak, walked slowly into the ruined temple, sat in the corner, and closed his eyes.

Leng Han knew that if he didn't leave this time, he would have no chance to leave in the future.

Sijin looked at Leng Han, her mouth flattened, and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, but she tried her best not to cry out, and when she turned around to pick up sweet potatoes, her face was already in tears.

Sijin doesn't know how many times Leng Han has been lost like this. Every time he finds her in fear, and begs her to take him with him, wherever he wants.

but……

Turning around, she took a peek at Leng Han who had her eyes closed, and after Sijin picked up the sweet potatoes, she sat beside Leng Han.

silence!

Except for the whistling cold wind, neither of them spoke.

Cold and hungry, Sijin is also hungry.

"Mother..." Sijin called out, seeing Leng Han open her eyes, Sijin whispered, "Mother, are you hungry?"

Leng Han didn't speak.

In fact, she didn't know what to say at all, and she didn't know what Sijin wanted to say.

Seeing that Leng Han didn't even talk to him, Sijin was extremely discouraged.

In the past, Leng Han would say a few words to him in a daze, but now... Thinking of this, Sijin was bitter, but tried hard to make herself look not so sad, not so concerned, and took out a steamed bun from her pocket , broke off a small piece, and brought it to Leng Han's mouth, "Mother, you can eat steamed buns!"

Leng Han looked at Sijin, and for a while, it was neither good to eat nor not to eat.

"Mother, let's eat. After eating, we pack up and go to the city. It's still New Year's Eve, and many people have food. With Sijin here, Sijin won't let mother starve to death!"

(End of this chapter)