Rong Zhi, a dumb girl: the warlord husband loves her

Chapter 196 The Finale
Do you know what it's like to be alive?
You know that feeling where you thought you could capture all your happiness, but lose all your feelings overnight?
Do you know the torment and torment of wanting to love but not being able to love, like hating not being able to hate?
The churning fire devoured the flowers and the people on them.

Her soft and smooth hair, her body as white as jade, her favorite pink dress, her favorite doll, and the shallow dimples that she can no longer show.All of them turned into a cloud of bewildering and decadent smoke, and went west.
Xu Fanyi turned sideways, and saw Rong Zhi standing beside him with blank eyes.

The pale white dress, the pale face, like a decayed gardenia, withered with Ji Nian's death.

"Xu Fanyi, do you think that God accepted and took Xiao Nian away after hearing my poisonous oath that cursed you to be helpless?"

He clenched his fists, the pain was unbearable, "I'm sorry"

"Heh" her tears rolled down her face silently, "When she was in Songping, she said she wanted a floral dress, but I was busy seeing doctors in the village every day, so I didn't have time to do it. I came back later. Here, I'm in such a bad mood that I don't even want to eat, let alone make a dress. I didn't wear the flowery dress she wanted me to make for her until I died. Do you think she will blame me? "

"No." He said hoarsely, "You have always been a good mother."

"I often think, if I died in a place where no one was around six years ago, would you all have a happier life? You can live a happy life with Lu Lixin, and Lu Chongning will not die. Mingo said no. She must have married a wife and had a child. As for Xiao Nian, she should have died in my stomach just like that child. Such an ending may be the best ending."

"Stop talking." He closed his eyes, his heart hurting.

"Fanyi, give me a letter of divorce." Her pupils reflected the raging fire, but her eyes were as sad as water, and she said calmly: "In this life, I really don't want to have anything to do with you again."

He opened his eyes, tears poured down from the bottom of his eyes like a mountain spring, after a long silence, he said: "Okay."

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"One difference and two wide, everyone is happy"

"One difference and two wide, everyone is happy"

She read the words in the divorce papers in a low voice, and suddenly, a drop of clear tears fell on the paper with a "click", blurring her name.

After a long silence, she folded the divorce papers and put them in the suitcase.

After leaving the small building, the courtyard was full of flowers, and it had already entered the early winter season.

She was wearing a thick woolen overcoat, without gloves, and her fingertips were slightly red from the cold.

After leaving the gate, I saw Xu Fanyi waiting there with frost on his eyelashes, obviously he had been waiting for a long time.

"I'll take you to the station." He picked up the suitcase from her hand. It was a huge black leather suitcase, but it was too light. "Didn't you bring a lot of winter clothes? The clothes in the closet were originally bought for you." Yours, you are gone, no one else can wear it, you wait, I am a servant."

"No need, just buy clothes again." She said, the mist in her mouth dissipated in front of her eyes, like a small cloud.

"That's right, just buy it again." He suddenly fell silent and stopped talking.

They didn't drive, they walked all the way from the small building to the train station, passed by the familiar green brick streets, passed by the familiar low-rise houses, and walked through their youth and memories again like an old movie shown.

The train stopped on the platform, the railroad tracks in front stretched endlessly, and the cold wind was blowing, penetrating into the bone marrow.

"Thank you, I'm here." She took the suitcase in his hand, polite and distant.

He let out a soft "um" and opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything.

She got on the train, sat by the window, looked around, Jiangbei in winter was desolate and decadent, it was no longer what she remembered.

"Clang clang clang", the train began to move forward.

She looked at the scenery outside and retreated a little bit, and her mood was turned back and forth.

This painful city, this time, really goodbye.

Just as he was thinking, a figure suddenly ran over from the window, with short black hair neatly covered with frost, and a pair of eyes as black as mist.

He struggled to follow the train and slammed on the window.

Sitting in the warm compartment, she watched his thin lips open and close.

Suddenly, tears flowed down.

He said: "Xiaozhi, I love you, in the next life, don't meet me again."

After saying this, he stopped and watched the train move along the track until it was gone.

She withdrew her gaze and said with a desolate smile: "Yes, in the next life, we will never meet each other again."

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He went back to the small building.

This year's winter seemed to be very cold early. After seeing her off, the sky began to snowflakes intermittently.

He went to the glass greenhouse in the backyard to look at the gardenias. There were hundreds of gardenias, dead and broken, and none of them survived.

The snow outside was getting heavier and heavier, like fluttering feathers, and in a short while, it covered the roof of the entire glass house tightly.

He took out the gun at his waist, which was the one given to Rong Zhi six years ago.

Small and exquisite, also embedded with gems.

He finally understood what she said to him at the wedding, "Love has come to an end, but hate never ends. In fact, living is the greatest punishment for you and me."

"One day you will understand that you will live in more pain and helplessness than me."

Yes, living is too painful, and living without her is even more painful.

But he was no longer qualified to keep her.
Thinking of this, his muzzle rested on his temple.

With a bang, everything is silent
Strands of scarlet light flashed before his eyes, and he seemed to have returned to the summer six years ago, when a girl in a blue school uniform walked by his side with a toast of red jasmine, and when she laughed, her mouth There are also two shallow pear dimples.
Scarlet blood gurgled out, turning into nutrients and seeping into the soil.

It's just a pity that these gardenias still couldn't survive this cold winter.

　This is the finale of "Rong Zhi", I want to write something extra, if you have anything you want to see, you can leave me a message~
　　
　
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