The surrogate princess of crossing

Chapter 34

The town under the night looked extraordinarily quiet. Lu Yan had already fallen asleep after a busy day, and Shangguan Qing came to the courtyard alone with a guqin.

It is always difficult for her to fall asleep at night like this. Since she left Yandu, she has always tried every means to make herself forget about Yunxiao, especially his desperate and cold eyes on the day of the wedding banquet, but people are always like this. If you want to forget something, the more clearly this thing will appear in your mind.She is not ruthless, she just doesn't want to let herself live in a cage like a canary. Yunxiao's love is too heavy, too heavy to let it show a single flaw, and it is precisely because of this that she chooses to leave. For such a man, She can't afford to love, but it's also very difficult to forget.

During the day, Nangong Le and Zhao Qian tried every means to please her. She had to laugh and pretend to be heartless. Those two men also made her heart ache. They were originally noble sons, but they gave up for her. After leaving her old life, she followed her to this remote town without hesitation.Sometimes, she really hates herself, hates her selfishness towards love, if it wasn't for her stubbornness, maybe she would be at ease as Yunxiao's Princess Yi, or even a favored concubine in his mansion. In this way, Nangong Le He and Zhao Qian will give up, and they don't have to leave their original life. It is more likely to marry a woman they are destined to live a happy and ordinary life.

Maybe, she is really a born bad woman. She cares too much about the uniqueness of love. Others always think that Yun Xiao hurt her. In fact, she hurt Yun Xiao and at the same time pulled Nangong Le and Zhao Qian As a base?
Stroking the Guqin, a piece of "Lonely Is Singing" floats gently in the air.

"It's dark and lonely and slowly cutting

Someone's heart starts to ache again

Love is far away, I haven't seen you for a long time
I can still live like this

You listen to loneliness singing softly and fiercely

The singing is so cruel that people can't help but cry like rivers
Who said people have to be happy
As if happiness is chosen by others
Will the person who cannot be found come?
Whose will I be and who will be mine?
You listen to loneliness singing softly and fiercely

The singing is so cruel that people can't help but cry like rivers
You listen to loneliness singing gentle and crazy

sadness deepens

How can it be stopped?
You listen to loneliness singing softly and fiercely

The singing is so cruel that people can't help but cry like rivers
You listen to loneliness singing gentle and crazy

sadness deepens

Can anyone help me to make it stop?
It's dark like it won't light up again
It doesn't matter if it's tomorrow or not
Just watch quietly youth is hard to let go

The tears are still hot and the traces of tears are cold"

Singing over and over again, crying over and over again, I don't know why she shed tears, Long Xiruo didn't shed tears when she humiliated her time and time again, Yunxiao in Yiwang's mansion was dressed as a bridegroom and the bride didn't let her cry, it wasn't that she couldn't cry, I just don't want to cry in front of people.

Zhao Qian didn't know when he stood behind her, and gently put a cloak on her.

"It's getting cold at night, take care of yourself, even if it's not for yourself, please do it for me, okay?"

He gently embraced her in his arms, heartbroken but helpless.

"Stop torturing yourself, many people will be heartbroken, if you want to cry, I will accompany you, my arms are open for you, this place will always belong to you."

"Zhao Qian, I don't deserve your kindness to me." He said in a low voice, with a nasal voice after crying.

"Hush! Don't talk, just lean on quietly like this, don't be afraid, I will send you back when you fall asleep." He knew that since she left Yandu, she basically hadn't had a full sleep. Jue, Lu Yan secretly told him that she always cried secretly in her dreams every night. Hearing this, he felt his own incompetence for the first time, and hated Shangguan Qing's stubbornness to death.

"Zhao Qian." Shangguan Qing called softly.

"Ah."

"Promise me, after spending this difficult time with me, find someone you love to spend the rest of your life with."

"My beloved? Hehe." Zhao Qian smiled helplessly.

"My heart has long been given to someone. If you have the heart, then you can love others. If you don't have the heart to love others, then the beloved one, Qing'er, don't you think that your words are cruel?"

"Zhao Qian, I'm just afraid that I won't be able to promise you!" Muttering softly, Zhao Qian was still waiting for her to say the next sentence. After waiting for a long time, he looked down and saw that Shangguan Qing had fallen asleep. Zhao Qian gave a doting smile , put on the cloak for her, and adjust her posture so that she can sleep more comfortably.He has always dreamed that one day, Shangguan Qing would sleep quietly in his arms like today. He used to think that she could only be a dream that he would never be able to touch in this life. There was a cloud between him and her, like a Across thousands of rivers and mountains.His heart aches for her, seeing her struggle in that relationship, he really wants to pull her out of the quagmire is himself, but Shangguan Qing obviously won't give anyone such a chance, it won't be him, it won't be Nangong Le, it will not be a dark night.

There is always a slight sadness between her brows, as light as a light smoke, every time he sees her slightly frowning brows, he always feels like being stabbed by a knife at the tip of his heart, gently but painfully so obvious.

Nangong Le sat on the roof, looking at the two of them silently. The night wind blew the chill all over his body, but it was not as cold as his heart. He never knew how to like a person. In his opinion, women are nothing more than two kinds : beautiful and not beautiful.He loves beautiful women, but only physically. Before he met Shangguan Qing, he was a notorious flower picker. He never cared about other people's eyes, just like he never cared about the woman under him. Who.Ever since he saw Shangguan Qing, he seemed to be possessed by a demon. There was never a moment in his mind that she had a smile on the corner of her mouth. Meeting her by accident on the street made his heart beat, never I have seen such a woman, when she encounters danger, she protects others first. When he saw the wooden stick in the hand of Master Jiu's hand fell on her mercilessly, he felt heartbroken, and before he could think about it, he threw a stone into his hand. Shoot those people.Later, he finally couldn't bear the thought of seeing her, so he entered Yiwang's mansion by some kind of ecstasy, thinking that she was a high-ranking princess, but he didn't expect her to live so hard in Yiwang's mansion.The misunderstanding of her lover, the indifference of her biological father, the framing of her biological sister, and the sarcasm of her father's wife and princess, in such an environment, she was able to calmly water the flowers and plants with her maid.But in Prince Yi's mansion, her dancing and singing revealed a kind of hopeless loneliness. She was not afraid of everything and told the reason of the incident. When Prince Yi threatened her mother, she panicked, which made him feel lucky that he had the foresight. , and rescued her mother first.In the end, she even read a poem to intercede for her father and half-sister, making everyone present feel ashamed with a generosity that is rare for a man.

This is the woman he fell in love with, beautiful and kind like a fairy, for the first time, he felt ashamed of his past, she is so beautiful, what should he do to be worthy of her!

(End of this chapter)