Rebirth Seven Zeros

Chapter 58 I don't want to live anymore
Ning Zhijian didn't expect life at home to be like this, and he felt really uncomfortable after sitting for a long time.

Lin Minrou was sitting at the table reading a book, but her mind was drawn by Zheng Guiling's desolate cry, "Hey..."

In fact, thinking about it, Zheng Guiling is really pitiful, but a poor person must have something to hate. Although she pities her, she doesn't want to meddle in her affairs anymore.

"Xiao Rou, why don't I go out and have a look? Second brother, if you go out like this, nothing will happen to you!" Ning Zhijian was a little worried.

Lin Minrou naturally couldn't stop him from going, so she nodded, "Then be careful yourself!"

Ning Zhijian went out to look for Ning Youzhi, asked a few people and said they didn't see him, and finally he walked to the pond at the east end, and vaguely heard someone gasping for breath and crying suppressedly.

He grumbled in his heart, is it because some people don't want to throw himself into the river?He quickly ran over and grabbed the man's shoulder. Just as he was about to speak, the man turned his head.

Through the moonlight, he saw the man's face clearly, it was actually Ning Youzhi.There were tears all over his face, and the snot was dragged to his mouth. His legs were spread apart, and his feet had already been put into the pond.

"Second brother, what are you doing?" Ning Zhijian dragged him out with all his strength, put his shoes on, and helped him to sit on the stone slab beside the laundry.

Both of Ning Youzhi's legs were weak, and he lay on Ning Zhijian's body and cried bitterly, "Third brother, what do you think the second brother is alive for? He can't make money, and he owes a lot of debts outside. Now even I don’t even have the money to spend my son’s full moon, I’m ashamed to live!”

Ning Zhijian was terrified when he heard it, but luckily he followed, otherwise something big would happen!

"Second brother, you can still make money if you lose the money, but if you lose the man, it will be over! Think about it, he is still so young, how can you leave him alone? You must not do stupid things!" He tightly held his arm, "Did you hear that, second brother?"

Ning Youzhi shook his head vigorously, "Zhijian, I really don't have the courage to live anymore, these days are pitch black, so where is there any hope?
You know that I still have a debt of nearly 2000 yuan, how can I pay it off?My parents don't understand me either, they just scold me, say I'm worthless, I'm not a good son, and let them suffer!
Now that I'm gone, it's enough for their two elders to have you as their son to take care of them! "

"What nonsense are you talking about!" Ning Zhijian held his head in both hands, "How could you have such an idea? If something really happened to you, how would you let your parents live?
White-haired people send black-haired people, how can they bear such pain?Did your parents raise you so big just to see how decadent you look?

Ning Youzhi, you are sober and sober, a manly man, you owe some money, and you can still drive you to death! "

Ning Youzhi grabbed his clothes and just cried, how could he look like a man in his 30s?

Ning Zhijian dragged him to the road with one hand, "You stand still for me!"

As soon as he loosened his hand, Ning Youzhi slid on the ground like a soft noodle.Ning Zhijian kicked in the past, "Ning Youzhi, you are not a coward, stand up for me!"

His kick was not light, he just kicked Ning Youzhi to the ground and couldn't get up for a long time.

"Ning Youzhi, let me tell you, the Ning family can't live without you, and neither can the parents! If you want to die, have you ever thought about what will happen to the second sister-in-law and Duo Duo? What will the parents do?
How can you be so selfish?If you die, the second sister-in-law will remarry, and Duoduo will call someone else father, are you willing?If you feel that you have a clear conscience, then go to hell, I won't stop you! "

Ning Youzhi was shocked, he couldn't die.

"Brother, help me." He threw himself into Ning Zhijian's arms like a child, crying like a child.

Seeing that he had no intention of seeking death, Ning Zhijian breathed a sigh of relief, and patted him on the shoulder, "Of course I will help you. You are my brother, and we are brothers."

After Ning Youzhi calmed down, recalling his embarrassment just now, he couldn't help feeling regretful.

"Zhijian, I'm under too much pressure, I can't do anything without money, I'm really driven crazy by life.

My parents think I'm sitting at home all day, who knows the depression in my heart?I only regret that the third sibling gave me such a good opportunity, but I didn't cherish it. "

"Brother, now is not the time to say regrets, things have already happened, and it is useless to regret any more, let's think about how to solve it?"

Ning Youzhi buried his head between his knees. After being scolded by Ning Zhijian just now, his mind became clearer.

"I want to work in a big city, where there are many opportunities to earn money and the wages are high." Ning Youzhi expressed his thoughts.

The money owed always has to be repaid. If it relies on farming, it will have to be repaid until the year of the monkey.

Ning Zhijian nodded, and said: "Well, you can indeed earn money by working outside, even if you are far away from home, you can't go back home several times a year.

But a good man has ambitions in all directions, so he should go to the outside world to have a look. I still have 300 yuan here, you take it.

A lot of full moons must be spent, otherwise our parents will feel uncomfortable, and you can treat the remaining money as travel expenses. "

Ning Youzhi looked at him gratefully, and held his hand tightly, "Brother, I will never forget the kindness you have for my brother."

"We're brothers, so don't say things like this." Ning Zhijian looked at the sky and pulled him up, "It's getting late, let's go back, or the family will be worried."

Ning Youzhi patted the dirt off his body, and the two returned home together.

"Are you back?" Lin Minrou put down the book and looked at the watch on the wall. It was almost twelve o'clock, "Why have you been here for so long?"

"Oh, my second brother and I had a conversation outside. By the way, Duoduo is over the full moon, what should we prepare?"

Lin Minrou was laying out the quilt, and said, "We prepare whatever other people prepare. I don't know much about it. I'll just ask Mom tomorrow."

On the second day, Ning Youzhi went over to Ning Shoude and Miao Fengju to tell Ning Shoude and Miao Fengju that he was going to spend the full moon with Duoduo in two days, and that he was going out to work.

Seeing that he was no longer depressed, Ning Shoude naturally would not stop him.

Zheng Guiling disagreed desperately at first, but when she thought that there were still so many debts to pay, she could only grit her teeth and agree.

On the day of the full moon, the yard of the Ning family was very lively, because it was the first grandson of the Ning family, Miao Fengju valued it very much, and specially bought a delicate small silver lock for her grandson.

Lin Minrou knew that they were short of money, so she directly wrapped a big red envelope of 100 yuan. Zheng Guiling secretly saw it, but couldn't tell what it was like.

"Ouch, my good grandson, come, give me a hug from grandma."

The night before, Ning Youzhi went to his mother-in-law's house to invite Xifeng, but Xifeng kicked him out angrily and said he would not come.

But I still rushed over early this morning, and I also prepared a lot of small bags for babies.

"Mom..." Zheng Guiling couldn't help crying when she saw Xifeng.

"Silly girl, why are you crying? How can I not come when my grandson is full moon?" Xifeng held the child in one hand and wiped her tears with the other. "Don't cry, there are so many people here, don't make people laugh."

Lin Minrou came in and put the quilts from relatives on the box, and went out without greeting Zheng Guiling.

Xifeng gave her a sideways look, and said angrily, "You look like a dead person, you don't even say a word when you enter the door."

Zheng Guiling gave her a hand and said, "Forget it, mom, don't talk about it. It's good that she can come to this point. After Duoduo's full moon, she and the third child will go to the army. That's okay, out of sight Don't worry, I feel uncomfortable when I see her."

Xifeng sighed, thinking that no matter whether Lin Minrou left or not, she would not get any benefit anyway, so she stopped asking.

The banquet this time was not as good as the opening of the jerky factory last time. Although many people who came to congratulate were happy on the surface, they didn't say anything good behind their backs.

The people who went to the banquet last time inevitably showed off when they went back, and those who did not go last time also came to eat after the full moon this time, and they regretted seeing the banquet.

"Hey, didn't you say that the banquet at Ning's family is the best in these ten miles and eight villages? I just looked at it, I knew I wouldn't come, and I wasted two yuan of money."

"I'm also wondering. It wasn't like this when the jerky factory opened last time. There were just a few meat and vegetables. Otherwise, why would I have to drag you here? If I knew this, I would not coming."

"Shh, haven't you heard? This old Ning's family is divided, and the meat jerky factory is owned by the third daughter-in-law, and the second daughter-in-law has no money. His family spends the full moon, and you still expect to come here to eat and drink. Isn't it a waste of effort to drink?"

When the people at the table talked, they just talked about each other, and they brought up the old things of the previous days for a long time.

Miao Fengju ran back and forth between the main house and the second room, and it was inevitable that she heard a sentence or two, which made her feel very uncomfortable.

He felt that it was because of Lin Minrou that Lao Ning's family was ashamed, so he simply didn't say hello to Lin Minrou.

Lin Minrou didn't have the same knowledge as her, anyway, since she was leaving tomorrow, there was no need to be angry with her.

She hasn't been married for a long time, and she doesn't know some relatives she hasn't met, so she can only ask Miao Fengju to come over and say hello.

"Mom, you go to the main room to say hello, I'm here to help." Lin Minrou said.

Miao Fengju snorted coldly: "You can go by yourself if you have the ability, what do you want me to do?"

"Mom, I don't know many relatives from that house, so I don't know how to address them. If you're not afraid of people saying that our Ning family has no manners, then I'll go." Lin Minrou said coldly.

She really had enough, as the hostess of Lao Ning's family, she was not afraid of shame, so she had nothing to be afraid of.

"You will be eloquent." Miao Fengju dropped the bag in her hand, snorted and turned around to greet her in the main room. She couldn't let people say that their old Ning's family didn't understand etiquette.

(End of this chapter)