Distressed Concubine

Chapter 66 Missing 1
Why give promises you can't afford?Is it because his eyes are too deep, or has she sunk too deep?
In the cold snowflakes, she raised her head slightly, looked at the wanton Ling Mei in the sky, the corner of her eyes finally rolled down the first teardrop in the past few days, her heart was instantly empty, and her twitching pain was so painful.

Even when she stopped breathing, she couldn't hold back the tears rolling down her eyes. She clenched her fists tightly and trembled slightly.

"Why is it snowing? It's cold, so cold."

"I hate snow..."

The ethereal voice and thin body seemed to disappear between the heaven and the earth at any moment.

She murmured, accompanied by unstoppable sobs, the tears rolled like broken beads, and she could no longer stop.

She covered her face with her hands, but she couldn't hide the boundless pain in her heart.

Why?why is it like this?

She squatted on the ground, hugging her knees and weeping bitterly. Hundreds of feet away, their embracing bodies were still so clear.

It's just that her eyes are already blurred.

Why?She howled with tears, but each time she was dumb in her throat.

The snow gradually piled her into a snowman, and Ye Yun stood beside her quietly, but he was unable to hug her.

At this moment, he finally understood why Bei Gongcheng would rather stand at a distance than step forward that night.

The sound of him crying for another man was enough to crush all his heartbreak.

The air in her mind became thinner and more blurred.

The sky was spinning, and there was a burst of darkness. She fell into the endless black hole, and she didn't want to think about these disturbances anymore.

Tired, so tired, ten days of running around exhausted all her energy.

Let the body fall limply in the snow.

The last breath he held on to suddenly collapsed at this moment.It was like a mountain collapsed in an instant, crushing all expectations and trust into debris, which drifted away with the wind.

Before losing his mind, he could only hear Ye Yun's low growl beside his ear.

"Cher! Cher!"

Tears streaming down her face, at this moment, only Ye Yun, who hurt her the most, will never leave her.

Five years ago, she lost herself.

Five years later, she lost herself again.

She didn't blame him for his unfeeling, but hated her own ignorance.

Trust is the most precious thing in this world. Last time, she was ruined by reality, and this time, she was ruined by him.

Forgive me for having the most beautiful dream. In the dream, there are only you and me. You said, "Use the matchmaker of the sky to hire your heart."

I gave you my heart, but... where have you been?
Bei Gongcheng, who was wandering in deep thought, seemed to hear something shouting?
Cher?

He raised his eyes and looked around in an instant, but he could only see the crowds and the wanton snowflakes in the sky.

There was a faint smile on his lips, he missed her so much?They can all hallucinate.

It's snowing again.

Think of the loneliness in her eyes. "I've never seen snow."

Thinking of Qingluo's message: "I heard that the snow scene in Hanshan Mountain is very beautiful, I really want to see the snow, I really want to think about it."

Think of her usual smile.

Thinking of her name that fascinated him.

He raised his hand slightly, watching Liuling Snowflakes flying across his fingertips, Lingluo.

Two pear dimples gradually appeared at the corners of her lips.

The handsome face and the charming light smile blinded the eyes of everyone present.

A breathless exclamation, no one has ever seen a man who can show such gentle eyes when gazing at the snow scene, as if he is alone in the world, ignoring all the noise, only immersed in his own world.

Like an elegant breeze, like an ethereal fairy.

Many years later, when the world mentioned Qiangu Yidi, what impressed the most was the picture scroll of looking at the snow at the door.

Such a strong man, looking at the snow with gazing eyes, melted everything in the world.

Who is he looking through the snow?Who is in the snow?Who else is in mind?

Who is the fate of who, who can solve it?Who is whose robbery, who can avoid it?

When Nalan Ruixue woke up, it was already two days later, the collapse and severe typhoid fever almost cost her half of her life.

The doctor who saw the doctor shook his head again and again. "If it wasn't for his mental toughness and his bones, he would have died of this disease."

Ye Yun thanked the doctor, walked into the pavilion of the inn, and looked at Nalan Ruixue who was looking at him lightly.

They looked at each other for a long time, then hugged her in his arms. "Xue'er, this time, from now on, forever, forever, I will never let you leave me again, whether it is your person or your heart."

Ye Yun's domineering announcement made her turn her empty eyes back a little, and lightly patted him on the shoulder.

"Let's go, go home." The hoarse voice seemed to have broken her throat, and the burning feeling in her throat was so clear.

I cried for too long, even after two days of slowing down, I was still so hoarse.

Although she spent these two days in constant high fever and coma, her mind was still clear, and she thought a lot these two days.

Going home, this is the most correct decision for her.

When she rode her horse to Mingcui Mountain at the junction of Beichang and Nantong, she reined in the horse, held the rein tightly, and was stunned for a long time. Suddenly, she kicked the horse's belly hard and continued to run forward. look back.

Only when she blinked slightly, the teardrops in the corners of her eyes were blown down by the wind, and under the sunlight, thousands of rainbow lights were refracted.

The woman riding the horse is heroic, her spine is straight, and the corners of her lips are tough.

Nalan Ruixue is dead, and Su Mo is back!
The two galloped back to Zhuoyulou, and when they passed by Shangjing, she went to the homes of Li Shilang and Xue Fuyin, and fed them some medicine, one for acute and one for chronic poison.

Li Shilang has always been suspicious and can no longer stay, but Xue Fuyin is greedy for life and afraid of death, so he can still use it again.

I am very grateful to my mother for leaving her a large amount of wealth. When she looked back, she realized that the medicine her mother left for her was an out-of-print Soul Renewal Pill, not to mention that there were thousands of undocumented records. poison.

It's just that this back-and-forth delay took her a lot of time, and the matter of secret whistle could not be delayed any longer. She planned to meet Nan Shijun in person in three days!

As night fell, Xu Ying pushed open the door of Huage Pavilion again. She had only been looking at Duanduan for more than ten days, and she was so thin that her chin was so thin that her chin was frighteningly painful, her heart ached.

Seeing that she was still burying her head in confirming the accuracy of the map over and over again, the information listed on the desk had been buried into a mountain, and the dinner was at hand, still untouched, her clear and cold expression made people feel chilled at first glance.

Xu Ying sat beside her, looking at the sudden return of a clear light that was colder than frost in her eyes, she was puzzled.

But after all, she is someone who has experienced it, and she can tell at a glance that she has been emotionally wounded and her heart is closed.And this time, she didn't shed a single tear, which further showed that this time, she was really hurt to the bone.

The hurt is too deep, so I won't cry.When Rui'er left, Xu Ying couldn't shed a single tear. She didn't shed tears for the first time until Xue'er cried.

It was a kind of despair that was too regretful and too hateful.

But she still seems to be on good terms with Ye Yun, so who was her light smile a few days ago for?Who is the current coldness for?

"Xue'er, I'm going to marry Ye Yun in ten days, have you really... decided?" Xu Ying looked at her with a calm face sadly, and her heart tightened.

Nalan Ruixue raised her eyes, looked at Aunt Xu's dark and gentle eyes, her eyes blinked slightly, the corners of her lips trembled, extruding a slight arc. "Isn't it always the decision? Then I have to trouble Aunt Xu to give me a haircut."

After speaking, he buried his head in the map again, not daring to meet her concerned eyes.

Xu Ying nodded: "Naturally, when a daughter gets married, she should be given a haircut as a mother."

Her heart trembled when she heard the words, she let go of her work, turned around and buried her head in Xu Ying's arms. "Aunt Xu, although I call you aunt, you are just like my own mother. In the future, Rui Xue will not be by your side, so you have to take good care of yourself, you must take good care of yourself."

"Hey, yes. You are too. Once you get married, you should stop. Although I don't know who lives in your heart, it is my greatest wish that you can be happy."

Xu Ying's words made her startled slightly, her eyes dimmed.

It's broken, it's broken, everything will be broken, except for breaking, she can't do anything at the moment.

Silently speaking in his heart, he snuggled into Xu Ying's arms again.

Xu Ying hugged her, stroked her hair lightly over and over again, and said with a faint smile: "Xue'er, do you know that you are almost my daughter-in-law?"

Daughter-in-law?A trace of surprise finally appeared in her cold eyes.

Xu Ying smiled gently, her eyes cast far away.

"I once had a son who was eight years older than you. When you were just full moon that year, your mother and I carried you and went to make an engagement. Do you still remember the phoenix match your mother left for you? That is your token. You When Mother conceived you, we agreed that if it was a boy, we would become brothers, and if it was a girl, we would become husband and wife."

"and after?"

"Dead... in my arms..."

She was stunned, hugged Aunt Xu with her arms back, and said softly, "It's all over..."

But she felt sad in her heart, it would be great if she could die in Aunt Xu's arms, I'm afraid God would not even give her this luxury.

"Yeah, it's over, but fortunately there is you."

The two hugged each other and did not speak for a long time.

The night grew deeper and deeper, until the lights of all houses were extinguished, there was no moon in the sky, and the stars in the sky blinked slightly. Nalan Ruixue slept on the Arhat's couch with her clothes on, looking out the window at the deep sky, another sleepless night.

In the early morning, as soon as she closed her eyes, Qingluo hurriedly knocked on the door and entered, her brows and eyes couldn't stop her joy.

"Miss, the letter from Prince Cheng has arrived again, and the trip to choose a concubine has been postponed to five days later."

"En." She said lightly, without any expression in her plain pupils.

Seeing Miss's appearance like this, Qingluo's heart trembled, she gently sat down on the side of the couch, and said slowly: "Qingluo knows that Miss has never liked to rely on others, and she doesn't trust people easily, but this time, it's better to try bravely, Maybe Prince Cheng will have a way to protect you, Bao Nalan family."

"Believe it?" Nalan Ruixue sneered, as if she had heard the biggest joke in the world.In the end, he said lightly: "Go out, I'm still sleepy."

The young lady's tone made her read the young lady's desperation for Prince Sheng.

"Miss……"

"Go out, if you have nothing to do, go out with Ye Yun to buy a dowry." Waving her hand lightly, she fell asleep on her side.

"Miss……"

Qingluo still wants to say something, but the young lady has already become like this, she sees her rapid weight loss and Qingluo is anxious in her heart, presumably the endless waiting makes the young lady completely chill.

I don't know where Prince Sheng has gone...Why didn't he even have a message?
With a slight sigh, she had no choice but to close the door silently and back out.

The sound of the door being closed was heard, and Nalan Ruixue slowly opened her eyes, a trace of sadness still flashed through her cold autumn pupils.

For men, she felt that she could no longer trust anyone.

After believing in Nan Feng, she was met with an overwhelming humiliation, and behind the humiliation was endless conspiracy and murder.The precarious situation of Nalan's family made her physically and mentally exhausted.

(End of this chapter)