Distressed Concubine

Chapter 183 If You Can't Go to Heaven 2
Under his connivance, her unscrupulousness was gradually buried by guilt. Does he still have prestige in the army by doing so?When she came here yesterday, she heard individual soldiers talking about him in private, and what she said was... extremely uncomfortable.Although he is not from the Qinglong Department, it is Beichang's army after all. He has lived and died with him for so many years. Only after he came here, he began to question him in just over a month... This made her feel heartbroken, and she didn't know if it was a good idea to do so. .

"Dissatisfaction is only temporary, and it is better than bloodshed and sacrifice. There is no need to fight a battle like Nantong itself, and the best way to solve it is without bloodshed." Aware of her guilt, two swirls formed on the corners of his lips, said in relief.

"What do you mean that the battle in Nantong itself is unnecessary?" She was a little annoyed, and said in a low voice, "Do you look down on me in Nantong?"

Bei Gongcheng was startled, and smiled lowly: "You, you are really a combative person!" The doting words made her blush a little, and she snuggled up to his shoulder blades in embarrassment, in exchange for his warmer Hug. "I'm actually quite afraid of war. It's a crime to disrupt people's livelihood like this..."

Ok?Afraid of war?Nalan Ruixue blinked her eyes several times, and after making sure she heard correctly, she turned over and lay on his chest, resting her chin with her hands and asked, "Aren't you..."

"God of War?" He chuckled noncommittally, with some snort.At the end, the smile was a bit bitter, and the eyes were even more misty and distant. "Apart from the fact that I kill people like hemp, what else can it explain? Sometimes I wonder whether people like me with too much blood on their hands will have a next life on the road to longevity, and will they be beaten into the eighteenth century?" Layers of hell can never be reborn."

"Sheng...you." Her heart trembled, and she didn't know what to say.How could he hate himself so much?And is what she is doing at this moment accelerating the knot in his heart?Is it right to do this?she asked herself silently.

Bei Gongcheng glanced at her with deep black eyes, and said with a smile, "This matter is none of your business, even if you don't help, after I finish beating Xiyan and Dongnu, the war will eventually reach Nantong Come on, even if you don’t like it, you will still go on this road.”

The firmness of the words made her curious, as if she was suppressing some painful feelings in such words.Very contradictory, right?Since he felt that it was a crime to fight, why did he continue to fight?

There was a wry smile on the corner of Bei Gongcheng's lips, and his eyes drifted further away.

"Ten years ago, I was brought out directly from the sky prison..."

Nalan Ruixue quietly listened to him tell the story of the past until tears streamed down her face.

"When I was 16, I put on armor for the first time because I was the one who started it...

Dongnu launched a war on the pretext that I didn't want to be a child prostitute and killed the white tiger. In just over a month, Beichang itself's precarious foundation quickly collapsed. The friendly Xia Kingdom is unwilling to borrow troops, and Beichang is at stake... The Empress Dowager imprisoned me in the prison for more than four months, and wanted to trade me for peace...

The emperor tried his best to stop him, and finally selected sixteen handsome children from the country to send them over, but Dong Nu was determined to pick things up, so he refused...so..." Bei Gongsheng's voice started to soften when he said this. Trembling, the hand around her waist unconsciously exerted force secretly, pinching her a little bit, she just looked at him quietly, without saying a word.

Taking a deep breath, Bei Gongcheng was unable to close his eyes, his breathing was so slow that he had no strength, and his other hand was completely clenched into a fist.

"They were all sent back... made into human pigs."

Human pig?Nalan Ruixue trembled in shock, and the waves in her heart beat like tides, and each wave was more victorious.

In the darkness, his tightly closed eyes gradually warmed up. The nightmare he had endured for many years finally collapsed in the dead of night, facing the only reliance in his life. He buried his head in her shoulder blades without saying a word. .

For the first time, she faced him who was so fragile and lonely, she let go of all the aura, and was no longer the man who could support the whole world in the past, but an extremely helpless child, her heart seemed to be torn open, and the pain I can't find a place to fall, so I can only hug tighter, tighter...

"Sheng, it's okay, it's all over..."

Bei Gongcheng closed his eyes, feeling the clear and unforgettable pictures in his mind, and smiled wryly. "In the past? How did they go? They were gouged out, their tongues were pulled out, their limbs were removed... soaked in medicinal wine, only one head was exposed outside, and the empress dowager placed them in the sky prison where I lived in order to punish me. Let me face day and night..."

They were in so much pain, but he couldn't do anything. At that time, his limbs were tied by thick and long iron chains, and he could only look at the remains of those severed limbs when the palace servants changed the potion... He couldn't do anything. can not do this……

Nalan Ruixue was so surprised that she couldn't make any sound. Faced with such a horrified scene day and night, what kind of mental torture was that?Was the old woman trying to drive him crazy?Empress Dowager?That was his own grandmother!sky!What has he been going through all these years?She thought the back injury was already his most painful memory...but...

It was as if a huge boulder weighed on his heart, and inexplicable anger also swept into his mind.

Empress Dowager?Is it Xiao Yu?Qiu Tong half-closed, a sharp cold light flashed, as sharp as a poison-quenching blade, and the coldness gradually filled the entire pupil.

Her sudden tense coldness did not alert Bei Gongcheng, who was immersed in memories, he took a long breath and continued to speak slowly.

One of those children had a tongue that hadn’t been completely pulled out, and could barely make a sound intermittently. Later, the child told him that they knew this was the end before they went. Don't regret it once.

That child only hoped that Beichang could be revitalized, resist foreign thieves, rebuild a prosperous capital, and give other children a future where they would not be displaced.

Later, they all died, and in order not to let them suffer any more, the only thing he could do was to condense his breath into a knife and kill them all with one blow.Later, he stared at their corpses for three days without eating or drinking, until Bei Gongyue took him out, he finally came back to his senses.

It turned out that Xiao Yu still insisted on sending him out. After Bei Gongyue caught him on the general platform, he summoned the three armies, pressed Yuxi on the table, pointed his sword at him in front of the three armies, and said: "You There is only one chance, either to persuade them to go out with you, and I will take the throne to protect you, or I will kill you now... I will never allow the heirs of the Beigong family to become someone else's plaything! Never!"

The tears in the eyes and the trembling of the palms made everyone present feel the depth of fatherly love.

Hearing this, Nalan Ruixue felt a sense of admiration in her heart, what kind of father is this?That kind of determination and cruelty, is it a kind of deep love that hopes for success?The protection of the throne shows how difficult it is to take this step.

But this didn't move him at all, he silently and ruthlessly looked at Bei Gongyue for a long time, then glanced coldly around, and when he raised his hand, he snatched Bei Gongyue's sword like a light and shadow, and reached the opponent's throat.

Perhaps before the 16 people, Bei Gongyue could still impress him by doing this, but at this moment, as long as he thinks of those sixteen faces, all that remains is an indestructible iceberg!

There was an uproar in the audience, and all kinds of words accusing him of treason and immorality came out impressively.

He sneered for a moment, and said lightly: "If the king is not strong, the country will not prosper. Protect me? If you can protect me, you should have done it since I was born 16 years ago! Kill me? If you want to kill me, you should have 16 years ago Don't let me be born!"

The overflowing sarcasm and arrogant disdain made everyone gasp. In the past 16 years, the treatment the fourteenth prince has received is obvious to all. His inspirational growth has always been secretly admired, but no one expected How dare he despise Tianwei so much!The emperor took the throne to protect him, but he actually dismissed it!He also uttered wild words, trying to kill him, it is impossible!
The more Bei Gong knew what he meant, he staggered back a step in disbelief.He didn't believe that he could protect him, and he didn't bother with this kind of love... let alone accept his own arrangements for his fate.

The uproar around him seemed noisy, he looked back sharply coldly, everywhere his eyes went, there was complete silence, Bei Gong looked at the scene in front of him in astonishment, his heart was shaken.

After looking back, he continued to say calmly: "How can the restless family secure the world? If it doesn't shake the king's prestige, how can it shake the world? Take the throne to protect me?" He chuckled disdainfully. "I need it? The Beigong family needs it?"

The arrogant words have completely shocked the audience.

The edge of the sword was cold, so he raised the sword and threw it sharply. The blade of the sword went straight to the stone pillar in the middle of the platform. The force was so great that it penetrated three points into the stone. The scene was in an uproar again. He turned his head to face the three armies and spoke coldly.

"Foreign invaders invaded the country, the mountains and rivers fell, and the big man defended the family and defended the country, and it was his duty to protect his wife and children. The thousand-year-old foundation of Beichang, the same clan of hundreds of families, this battle, the family reunion, and the fame of death will last forever, not insulting the blood of the clan. The country will not perish, the three armies will be ordered! Go to war!"

Accompanied by the stern voice at the end, without a word, he jumped on his horse. At the same time, the amazed soldiers were shocked by the scene in front of them. For no reason, Qi Tian shouted: "Yes! Swear to die!"

They didn't think too much about the good military discipline and the shouts that filled the sky like mountains and seas. Only at this moment, they were completely subdued by the majesty of a 16-year-old boy, and his aura, that kind of vain arrogance ignited them all. The deepest blood in my heart.

If the sky is strong, the country will not perish. A simple sentence has established a lifelong determination to fight this battle!With such a powerful monarch leading them, they have even more hope for the future!

There is no reason, but the moment they faced him, everyone believed that as long as he was there, everything would come true!
Home, the place everyone yearns for...

After he left in fluttering white clothes, Bei Gongyue finally understood one thing, that only the Anqi family can rule the country.These years, I have been wrong, my mistake is to admit defeat to fate and compromise life.And he didn't try to convince anyone, and he didn't need to convince anyone, he just stood there upright and being himself, that is the bearing that a king should have, and the indomitable blood that the Beigong family should have.

As the people expect, they will naturally surrender.

For Bei Gongsheng, that day...he carried the burden of the whole country!From then on, it was a long and thorny road, and I went forward bravely alone.

Later, he became a mythical being handed down from generation to generation, not only resisting foreign thieves, but also counterattacking half of Dongnu's territory.The speed shocked Xiyan, but Xiyan was helping the army, and Dongnu had a truce, so they had no reason to continue attacking.

He had no choice but to retreat in shame. A few years later, when he knew that the instigator of this near siege was Xia Guo, after that journey, the picture of Beichang's people selling their sons and daughters and their families ruined all these years emerged in his mind more clearly.

A few years ago, Xia Guo wanted to instigate Xiyan to make a comeback. He got angry and led his troops to take over the entire capital of Xia Guo for more than a year. Tell a fact.

The heart of our family will never die if the thief perishes, and our dream of peace will never be extravagant.

He has never bothered to be manipulated by others, so in this life, he is destined to fight for his life!Gods block and kill gods, Buddhas block and kill Buddhas!
Hearing this, Nalan Ruixue didn't know how to describe his mood. The memory of such horror was so deep in his mind, he didn't choose to escape and collapse, but chose a different life!

And she finally understood the reason why he insisted on conquering the world, a world that would no longer be displaced!It was the paradise of his dreams.

(End of this chapter)