Distressed Concubine

Chapter 145
Is it fated that I love you?So search and search, the flowers bloom and wait.

But even though I have fallen more and more into your love, I still have a sliver of reason left.

You are the laughing stock of the world, even if you are willing to marry me, how can I let you bear the world's jokes and talk about marrying a notorious woman like me?Instead of this, I'll stay in Nantong, at least, when you come to see me, you are a man who belongs to me alone.

I don't care about fame?Which woman doesn't want to be married by Ming Media?But I care more about your reputation... Especially after seeing your scars all over, and seeing your more and more doting eyes, I can't be selfish and become your confusion.

But I vaguely hope that you can give me a miracle, and that fate can give me a chance.

But I seem to think too much...

The trip to Beichang completely broke my heart. I stared at the picture of you holding hands with another woman. At that moment, I burst into tears.

I am sorry for your deceit, and for your good match.

But what makes me even more sad is that after I was deeply involved, I suddenly discovered that the distance between us is like the line between the sky and the sea, never intersecting.

If you are promoted to a high position, you will become a great treasure in the next step. You will become emperor in the future, what role should I play in your life?
Ning Yuran is Grand Master Ning's daughter, the biggest power in the Beichang court other than the Xiao family, and the Nalan family will be wiped out, and I will have nothing.

The door is wrong, the door is wrong, the palace wall is too high, I can fly into your heart, but I can't climb into that piece of golden tiles.

What can I do for you?
She can promise you a stable life in the past and a worry-free life in the future, but I can only make you float around and make your life turbulent.Even if I try my best to flatten the territory for you, which common people can bear the bloodthirsty hands of the mother of the country, killing people like hemp?I can be your good general, your military adviser, but I can't be your queen in this life...the only woman who can stand side by side with you.

What more can I ask for?
Cut off the blue hair and remind myself that when I woke up from the dream, I thought I was away from you because of women and children, but who can tell me that I can't even be by your side, so what qualifications do I have to care about your other things?

I'm not as strong as you think, I'm just a woman...a woman waiting to be loved.But the reality made me understand that this extravagant love is just a dream of prosperity in this life...

Sheng, it's so hard to get to your side... I've climbed mountains and ridges, it's so hard to stand by your side... I'm looking up to the sky.

You are the only one in the coffin... That is the most beautiful love story I have heard in my life.

This is the fate of you and me, life cannot stay together, maybe only death can embrace each other.

At this moment... I have brought you into such an unsolvable situation. I didn't expect you to come here alone. I didn't expect you to fulfill Nalan's family and me in this way.

I don't hate you for making my heart hurt, but I hate you for making me push you away again and again.

It's so hard to come to you, do you know how much I want to hold your hand?But you let me push you away again and again.

At this moment, facing so many killers, am I qualified to join hands with you?Can I stop being Su Mo and just stand by your side as a woman?Face the future together?
I forced you, as long as you reject me, you should understand that in this life, the gap between you and me is not only Yin and Yang, but also a gap that I can never cross in my whole life.

I am a proud woman, and all my pride disintegrates in our growing distance the moment I meet you.

I compromise now, please.

On Zibai Mountain, I would rather bury the world with you than betray you and compromise with others. Do you understand me?

Sheng, give me a chance, this is the only time I can stand by your side in front of the world as a woman, don't refuse me...

But...you completely chill my heart...you would rather I make jokes all over the world than allow me to stand by your side...

You think I'm not qualified too, don't you?

Just like my fate, to be a man, the world looks forward to it, and to be a woman, the world laughs at it.

Is Su Mo all you need?
what should I do?God, who told me, what should I do?
How do you let me watch you die by someone else's knife?Bei Gongcheng, you are amazing, you have even prepared your last words... Take good care of yourself?Didn't you say he was responsible!

Your responsibility is to let me take care of myself?

Who cares... Bei Gongcheng, who cares...

That being the case, let me give you a ride. Since you don’t want me to accompany you to live and die, then only after death can I hug you tightly. Maybe we will all be messed up in the world, but at least, I can share with you on the road to the underworld. Row.

King Beicheng is gone, so what's the point of keeping Nansu Mo?
Bei Gongcheng is gone, so what's the point of keeping Nalan Ruixue?
Your love is deep in the world you care for, and I break up in the heaven I am obsessed with.

You fulfill the beautiful dream you created, and my nightmare is when my heart is twisted.

Life and death are far apart, the other shore of dreams, looking at the way you came from, is so close to the end of the world.

The wind lifted the broken hair on her forehead, and she half-blinked her eyelashes as she watched the cold current of light and shadow passing through the field in front of her.

The scene was very intense, but she was not interested in watching it. The figure was heavy, but she no longer had the mood to care about it.

As long as he understands her last persecution...

When Bei Gongcheng turned around, he caught a glimpse of her almost empty eyes, and his heart trembled. Is she really sad?Because he pushed her away?

With a bitter smile, in this life, he has never been driven to such a dead end. She does not accept his arrangement, does not accept his perfect peace, she holds a dagger in her hand and looks at each other silently, telling him silently that if he dies, he will not live.

This woman really forced him to have no way out at all, grabbing his biggest weakness and playing with it wantonly.

But at this moment, his blood was surging, his limbs were getting colder and colder, and gradually he couldn't hold on anymore. A whirl was half a beat slower, and someone immediately found a flaw and slapped him. He was hit on the back by someone, and a mouthful of blood "poofed" Spurting out, faster, the two men flanked him, one from the left and the other from the right.

Nalan Ruixue came back to her senses, and said leisurely: "Play slowly, the Prince Regent finally came to Nantong to serve him better, maybe the service in the past was not good enough to make the Prince Regent dissatisfied, so he does not want to marry me, today is the last day Once, don't let the regent down."

"Yes!"

Everyone exclaimed, how cold-blooded is this woman to be so calm?How shameless do you have to be to say such a thing?
She glanced lightly, stood up and bowed in Nan Shijun's direction. "The daughter of the people resigns, I hope the emperor will leave me with a dead body for the sake of my love affair with the regent."

Nan Shijun smiled in satisfaction and nodded slightly. "Come here, take Miss Nalan to Mingyue Nunnery."

"Yes!"

Bei Gongcheng was startled, and watched her calmly walk by with black eyes in amazement. As he walked, he took off the beaded flowers and gold ornaments on his head and threw them away one by one, until the finally tied up blue silk covered his shoulders again, and the breeze blew Come on, dance with the wind.

He unbuttoned the red belt, and slowly untied the bright red wedding gown against the astonishment and screams of the world, revealing the snow-white clothes inside, which was as white as him, like an orchid in an empty valley, his favorite appearance.

When she came to the front, she squatted down, turned her head and said with a smile: "Lingshan Yanyu Temple, floating in the vast expanse of water, the king's promises are pure and simple, and this hatred will never end. Today, I will be a concubine and wear mourning as a prince."

Sneering for a moment, she smiled sideways, her eyelashes trembled slightly, and the last trace of nostalgia flashed across her eyes, and she left without hesitation.

This year, it should be a good day and a good time. Even if there are thousands of styles, who can tell?

Bei Gongcheng couldn't see anything at this moment, only the last figure that was fading away was reflected in his black eyes.

Is this hatred endless?Did he disappoint her?Because he doesn't love himself?Because he didn't join hands in the end?

Facing her persecution, he has compromised, and he will try his best to achieve 100% of things that are not 100%, but at this moment, she has completely driven him into the abyss... If he dies like this, she will also go against her on the road to Huangquan go?She didn't even give him the last chance to forgive.

Love so decisively, hate so decisively, leave so decisively, hurt so decisively.

Xue'er, I just want you to live in peace. Although I will not become an emperor in this life, I will regret it for the rest of my life, but if I can't hold you in my arms again, what should I do?
His swaying spirit gave the killer the best chance to win, but after she ordered, the killers began to give up their blades and punched each other.

The cruelty of the punches and kicks made people tremble, Bei Gongcheng was beaten like a sandbag, Su Zian looked at the scene in front of him, clenched his teeth, bleeding profusely, hatred gradually enveloped his heart.How could she treat Sheng like this?Can't she see that Sheng doesn't want her to die with him?She actually...remembered what Cheng had told him, Su Zian half blinked his eyes, and the moment tears choked into his throat, his murderous intent darkened.

Nan Feng, Xiao He and the others watched Bei Gongcheng being beaten up like this, and felt indescribably happy in their hearts. They had never seen him in such a mess.Nan Shijun stroked his beard and looked at everything in front of him, feeling secretly refreshed, but at the same time his heart was also shocked with terror.

This woman is too ruthless, if someone really angers her, how will she treat him?

In the light and shadow, two palms began to slap into his armpits, and the feeling of needle pricks hit him, and an abnormal excitement rushed into his mind along the armpits.

As if realizing something, the dim eyes gradually filled with a touch of anticipation.

At this moment, Bei Gongcheng could see all the "killers" swinging their fists, and the silver needles hidden in their palms in the high fives. Every time the fists and feet met each other, a few hands would unintentionally sweep across his acupuncture points, causing acupuncture pain .

Knowing her intention, he stopped struggling and let them slap the acupuncture points and prick the consciousness.

It's just for outsiders to see that he is on the verge of dying, struggling and unable to move, everyone can't bear to look down, and they feel that Nalan Ruixue is the cruelest laughing stock in the world, the most vicious woman in the world!Such a woman really deserves to be killed by a thousand swords and killed quickly.

Ye Yun looked at the eighteen Qingdan killers, and suddenly remembered why she was able to ignore Bei Gongcheng's alternately cold and hot body and left resolutely that night. She must have gone to Zhuoyulou, because there were eighteen acupuncture points left by her mother there. Soldier.Her body is afraid of the cold, and every year, someone regularly gives her acupuncture to open up the meridians, and the surrounding heat flow.

It's just that he didn't expect that she would be able to bring those medicine monsters out of Zhuoyulou. She must have exhausted her means, right?After all, the Eighteenth Acupoint Soldier seems to be her mother's close subordinate, and he comes from some more mysterious place. He does not belong to the 72 dead soldiers, and only obeys her mother's orders.

After her mother left, the [-] acupoint practitioners closed their doors. Apart from giving her regular acupuncture every year, she didn’t see anyone. They seemed to have made strange vows in this life, as if they only saved one person. If they save others, they must abandon this person. .

He didn't know how many ways she had used to persuade those old guys to come to rescue Bei Gongcheng at this moment. All he knew was that what Xue'er gave up was the guarantee of her life.

At this moment, Nalan Ruixue had gone farther and farther, followed Nan Shijun's people into the soft sedan chair, and walked along the green mud road towards Mingyue Nunnery.

Until now, she was powerless to lean against the soft sedan chair and let it go up and down, just like her life, ups and downs.

(End of this chapter)