Distressed Concubine

Chapter 123 Uneasy 2
A faint smile appeared on the corner of her lips, she nodded slightly and said: "Okay, when I have time, I will bring him and let him kowtow and offer tea to you."

Xu Ying smiled lightly when she heard the words, she was as beautiful as a nine-day fairy, and the two dimples at the corners of her lips made her slightly dazed.Gently stroked her blue hair and said with a smile: "What do I want these fools for? There is no need to serve tea, if you can call me mother together with him, that is my greatest wish."

mother? …When I mentioned this, I couldn't help but think of the woman in my memory who was bluffing, chasing her every day for nothing, teaching her how to catch snakes, raise centipedes, how to set an abacus, and bargain, and couldn't help laughing.

Nalan Ruixue doesn't like noise, her mother and father are people who like to be lively, but she has a quiet temperament, no matter how lively she was when she was young, she still likes to be alone when she has nothing to do, painting by the water , Ning Xiang reads.

Maybe it has something to do with her liking Aunt Xu more than her mother, Aunt Xu is always gentle and charming.In her heart, the mother should be an image of long lines and dense seams, warm soup, soft and curly hair, singing nursery rhymes a cappella.

Instead of being like her mother...

It's time to call Aunt Xu a mother, but there's always been no chance, maybe when she comes with Bei Gongcheng, it will be better for the two of them to change their minds together.

"There will be such a day." She hugged Xu Ying's waist behind her back and said with a smile. "By the way, Aunt Xu, do you like Beichang?"

She made up her mind, if she can survive this battle, she will definitely go to Beichang with him. At that time, she wants to take Aunt Xu with her and support her until she dies. If she has a child in the future, she can also comfort Aunt Xu in this life. sorry.

Xu Ying was startled suddenly when she heard the words, her black pupils shrank rapidly, and finally said in a trembling voice, "I don't like it."

The quick answer and the stiff body caused a moment of doubt in her mind, she raised her eyes and successfully grasped the sadness she had no time to hide.

"I'll go and see if the crystal glutinous rice cake is steamed, you can eat some." Seeing her scrutinizing eyes, Xu Ying hastily let go, turned and went out.

Nalan Ruixue Qingdai frowned slightly, thinking for a while.

Beichang?Could it be that Aunt Xu and Mother are both from the north?Thinking of her grandfather's house that neither her father nor Aunt Xu wanted to mention, she finally had some clues.

Sue?sue!She thought about it, maybe find a time to ask Su Zian if he knows the Su family, a family in the Pharmacopoeia.As for Aunt Xu's matter, after so many years, she was not inquisitive, but she just couldn't bear to uncover the scar in Aunt Xu's heart.

If she doesn't want to mention it, forget it...

While thinking, a dead man from Zhuoyulou came back to report.She put aside the troubles and continued to work with concentration.

In the kitchen, Xu Ying looked at the rising white mist on the steamer, and tears gradually came out of her eyes.

Beichang...the place where she would feel pain when she dreamed of it, that Rui'er who used her body to protect her and Xue'er at a critical moment...

That sharp slash across the waist, the bright redness of the ground, the life that is gradually fading away...and his last eyes full of sadness...

Touching the face without a mask at this moment, she burst into tears, how many times, how many times she regretted, she never let Rui'er see her true face from the beginning to the end.She didn't have the courage to face his indifferent eyes before.

Thinking about it today, the last trace of disappointment and sadness before his closed eyes is so clearly visible.

He was waiting for her, but she kept holding back.He was so disappointed, so disappointed that there was no color in his pupils, at the end of his life, he chose to look up at the sky, with a wry smile.

"I'm not going to give anyone a second chance to ditch me...never."

He didn't forgive her, and she didn't deserve it.

His last words were like a sharp awl piercing into her heart, it was an eternal pain, an eternal nightmare.

Time flies, since Su Ningyue left with her child, Bei Gongcheng's life has completely returned to tranquility.

The Empress Dowager still did not agree with him to go to school, and she was blushing while arguing with her father.But he didn't care anymore, and he wouldn't go unless he was given. Jin Ming sent a lot of books, and every night in the dead of night, he would either teach him how to read or how to practice martial arts.

Every time Jin Ming went back to report to Bei Gongyue, he would sigh.The fourteenth prince is too smart, but also too hard-working, you can see his rapid progress every day, he grows rapidly at a speed that ordinary people can't reach.

He is not ashamed to ask his subordinates, and he studies hard.Jin Ming is sure that he learns more in one month than a child his age can learn in three months.And all of it comes from his hard work, he often only sleeps two or three hours a day, no one cares about him, he is just strict with himself.

But sometimes, he hardly regards himself as a human being. When he doesn't eat for a day, when Xuewu is injured, and when he is ridiculed by the palace people, he doesn't even frown, as if none of these have anything to do with him.

This made Jin Ming, a gentleman, often feel inexplicably distressed, and occasionally couldn't help crying sideways.

There is only one emotion revealed on his face, it doesn't matter, there is no fear of sorrow or joy.

After meeting Jin Ming's sad eyes by accident, Bei Gongcheng blinked his slender eyelashes, and the corners of his lips curled into a dazzling arc. "Hey, Jin Niangniang misses the emperor? She's crying so much."

Jin Ming was so angry that he held back for a moment, Jin Niangniang... Missed the Emperor... thanks to him saying it.The more Jin Ming gets along, the more he feels that there seems to be an unusually stubborn soul living in his belly, and he often keeps talking in silence.

Looking at Jin Ming's pale and red face, he smiled lightly, and his deep eyes swept Jin Ming up and down, and the moment he passed by, the curvature of the corners of his lips dissipated and stretched into a straight line.

"Put away your worthless sympathy, I don't need it!"

His cold words are like cold snow quenching ice, making people terrified and no one can reject his Ling Wei.

Jin Ming was startled, then lowered his head and cupped his fists and said, "Yes!"

The shock in his heart hadn't dissipated yet, and the wind brought his words again. "What do I need, you should understand."

Jin Ming turned his head and looked at the young child with a straight back, with a smile on his lips.

Sure enough, why does becoming a king need these?It's my own overthinking.do you need anythingJin Ming thought for a while and understood.

The lonely lamp is bright at night, and the long wind is rustling.

Standing behind the pillar, Bei Gongyue looked at the candlelight in the distant room, and asked in a low voice, "Does he study so late every day?"

"Yes! Occasionally stay overnight." Jin Ming replied with cupped fists.

Bei Gong Yue clenched his fists, and finally said in a deep voice: "I will find a way to bring him to my side."

"My subordinates feel that he needs to be alone." After pondering, Jin Ming said truthfully.

"Oh? How do you say it?" Bei Gong was more surprised.

"Learn your salary and taste your courage, be wise and protect your life."

"Try your guts...Try your guts... I haven't done enough in my life! That's my son, the future emperor! Why did you do this?" Bei Gong turned back with an angry look, his eyes were full of scarlet blood.

He was very excited and his hands were trembling badly.His whole life was ruined on this, love, family, friendship...

These are too extravagant for him, he wants to take good care of his favorite son, but the reality forces him to ignore it for eight years...

The harem mother covers the sky with one hand, and the relatives of the former dynasty are authoritarian and chaotic.The past hundred years of the Beigong family have been extremely precarious.I am used to seeing the royal family's intrigues and fratricide, so I cherish Xu Ying's pure heart even more.

It's a pity that she was obliterated by the mother's impure blood again... He thought she had really died for her ex-husband, but he didn't expect that after more than seven years, he would run into her again while stalking his son.

At that moment, he wanted to take their mother and son away desperately. Unexpectedly, she hated him so much and hated him for not taking good care of his son.From that day on, the family of three drifted away.

He hated himself for being incompetent, for not being able to protect them well...but he could only go on for Bei Gongshi without hesitation, be cold, be ruthless...

His anger and sadness made Jin Ming shut up. Jin Ming understood that this might be the emperor's sorrow, after all, he had to choose between responsibility and himself.He didn't want Sheng'er to be the emperor, because this road was extremely lonely, he was lonely all his life, and he didn't want Sheng'er to be lonely all his life.

But he also wants Sheng'er to be the emperor, because this is the only thing he can give as a father, and as a man, he hopes that his son can grow up in a direction, be able to take responsibility, be able to resist responsibility, be worthy of the world, not be a coward, and carry the backbone of a country.The Beigong family needs him, and Beichang also needs him...

After a pause, Jin Ming gritted his teeth and said truthfully, "Your Majesty, maybe... you should ask him what he thinks."

Beigong smiled wryly. "Why does he need my father to ask about his life... If I get close to him, he will hate me even more."

"He will understand you." Jin Ming said with discretion.

"Would it be?" With a wry smile, he turned around and left with his hands behind his back. At the end, he resolutely ordered: "Find a chance and take him to the Bingyue Cold Cave."

Jin Ming was startled, his eyes full of disbelief.After Bei Gongyue left, he looked worriedly at the window of the lonely fire.

He... can bear it?
Time passed quickly, a full month had passed since Su Ningyue left, and today the sky was snowing heavily again, Bei Gongcheng was wearing a brocade cloak that the concubine did not wear, sitting quietly on the stone steps and staring at the snowflakes.

Jin Ming stood beside him, looking at him with interest, his eyes looking at Xue were deep and peaceful, and the lines of his body were infinitely soft without the coldness and indifference of the past.

Who is he looking through the snow?Jin Ming was curious.

Five days ago, the emperor issued a decree, saying that the concubine had made great achievements in conceiving a child, and she rewarded a lot of good things, including a cloak made of snow fox, which is rare in a hundred years. After leaving the servant, he finally remembered Bei Gongsheng.

Jin Ming originally thought that he would feel ashamed and throw it away, but he just smiled and put it on directly, not forgetting to thank the servants summoned by the concubine repeatedly.

Jin Ming didn't understand what he was thinking... But two days ago, after the Queen Mother's order and the news that Baohua Palace was closed, he understood what he was thinking.

He was even more shocked in his heart, he could already quietly start to use Xiao Yu's thoughts?Looking at the majestic palace in the distance, Jin Ming smiled lightly.

Your Majesty, he has an exquisite heart, he will understand you...

When Su Ningyue pulled Xu Ying and climbed into the palace wall with the child in her arms, she saw a man standing beside Rui'er from a long distance away, and she immediately became vigilant.

But Xu Ying pulled his arm out. "It's the golden guard, it's okay."

Jin Ming saluted, and was surprised to see Bei Gongcheng get up and walk towards them.

Xu Ying's heart trembled, was he missing her?Hastily stretched out her arms, wanting to hold him in her arms.

Bei Gongcheng glanced at her silently, passed by, and walked up to Su Ningyue in front of everyone's astonishment. He tiptoed to look at the baby girl in her arms, raised his eyes and asked, "Is she okay?" Bar?"

Xu Ying's hands trembled in the air, letting the snowflakes chill her fingertips, and her heart was broken into thousands of pieces.In the autumn pupils, crystal tears rolled down...

Su Ningyue didn't care about so much, she just thought that he would be very happy to think of seeing her daughter for the first time.Hehe smiled and squatted down a little. "Damn boy! Come! Meet your daughter-in-law!"

"I just asked her if she was okay!" Bei Gongcheng frowned, his black eyes flashed a little bit of displeasure, but it was hard to hide the blush on his face.A quick glance at the baby girl, don't start.

(End of this chapter)