Distressed Concubine

Chapter 110 Shengxin Secret Words
It shocked her time and time again.

He was born in the royal family, and grew up in such an environment, how many opportunities does he have to make his own choices in his life?He can't be the master of his life at this moment, but how can he be the master of his marriage?For so many days, it was just her wishful thinking.

He has always been very clear, so he never promises anything easily, but for her daughter, he compromises and concessions time and time again.

And now, he even saved the lives of their mother and daughter from the hand of death.

At this moment, Su Ningyue made up her mind, her daughter, no matter whether he marries or not, loves or not, "her" mission in this life is to protect the lonely Rui'er, and accompany him all the way, forever. .

She is indeed a cruel mother, but she chose life for "her" without hesitation.

But Su Ningyue believes that this Ruier who has been taking care of "her" tightly since "her" was not born, as long as "she" takes a look, she will know that he is the person "she" must love in this life, And is the only one.

The moment she turned around, "she" opened her eyes for the first time in the shaking.

Bei Gongcheng watched them leave, watching the little "her" look around at him.

He smiled lightly and whispered with his lips: "Wait for me to find you."

In the wind and snow, the dimples at the corners of his lips were so dazzling.

Ningxue is happy, and Sheng's heart can learn from it.

Three days later, Bei Gongcheng kicked open the door of Jin Ming's room.

Jin Ming looked at the child who came out from the backlight with his hands behind his back, his eyes flashed with astonishment.

Bei Gongcheng walked in front of him, raised his black eyes coldly, and said word by word: "Use your blood to become my king!"

The tone that no one can refuse is like a millennium of ice, and the towering and immovable Tianshan snow makes people feel frozen.

The arrogant tone is like an eagle lazily looking down on the common people and raising its arms and shouting, which makes people feel the blood rushing.

This made Jin Ming's eyes filled with boundless joy.

Dazed for a moment, "Plop!" With a sound, Jin Ming knelt down on one knee, clasped his fists and said, "Yes! Gong Jinwei's 110th ninth-generation great-great-grandson, Jin Ming, takes the order of the sky and pledges his allegiance to the death!"

The tone is firm and decisive.

He's been waiting!

Since the early days of the founding of the country, the Beigong clan has formed the highest-level dark guard of the royal family, sharing Beigong's swordsmanship, known as Gong Jinwei.

Gong Jinwei's only mission is to guard the imperial tomb and protect the royal family.

The existence of Gong Jinwei is only when every emperor ascends the throne and pays homage to the imperial mausoleum, the tomb guard will bring the only Gong Jinwei who is waiting for the royal family this time. When the emperor lives, they live, and when the emperor dies, they die.

Women are not allowed to enter and leave the Imperial Mausoleum, to prevent Gong Jinwei's identity from being exposed.

A hundred years ago, the Beigong family was in turmoil, the royal family declined rapidly, and Gong Jinwei also withered very quickly every life.In a hundred years, Gong Jinwei killed 19 people.

From the moment Bei Gongcheng was carried into Ningxiang Palace by Xiao Yu, Bei Gongyue pointed to the gate of the palace and said to Jin Ming: "If he can come out of there alive one day, from the moment he finds you, he is The future king of Beichang!"

Jin Ming thought he would have to wait at least ten years, but he didn't expect to stand in front of him in just eight years.

Seeing his face with nothing but cold eyes, Jin Ming's heart seemed to be illuminated by the sun, his blood was surging and his blood roared.

The emperor has awakened, and he no longer needs to be silent!
Bei Gongcheng's black eyes half-closed, flashed coldness, he sneered and left for a moment, walked to the door and stopped, he said coldly: "You will only have one master from now on!"

"Yes!"

Jin Ming clearly remembered that the wind and snow were stagnant that day, and the scorching sun was shining brightly in the sky, casting thousands of golden lights on the vast land.

Sheng, the solution of light, Beichang, will usher in the first light after a hundred years of haze!

Bei Gongcheng calmed down from his thoughts, got up and blew out the flickering candles in the house, and hugged her tightly into his arms again, her body was still so cold, even if he hugged her even tighter, the pain around her could not be dispelled. cold.

That was the cold brought out from birth, the cold that accompanied her in this life.

Falling into the water when she was a child only aroused the coldness in her body temporarily suppressed by Su Ningyue's medicine.

She curled up, and lazily cuddled closer to his warm body temperature, a trace of indescribable loneliness fell into his deep black pupils.

Xue'er, I have traveled thousands of miles, across north and south, and have been chasing you for 18 years, do you know?
From the first time I saw you, from hearing Qingfu say you have a birthmark, from hearing your name is Rui Xue, I couldn't restrain the excitement in my heart.

In 18 years, I met and found too many women, but none of them were you. I asked myself more than a thousand times, can I still see you?
In the past 18 years, I have searched too many places, and I have been to Hongmen Village no less than a hundred times, but it was all news that you and your mother had no news. I looked up at the sky more than ten thousand times, and asked where are you?

18 years, I want to wait for you to reach Ji, but it seems that God made me wait for too long, so long that I think you must be married.I touched the jade pendant representing engagement more than ten thousand times and asked fate, should I continue to wait?
I used to think that everything depends on the fate of heaven. If there is fate, we will meet again in the end. I also believe that as long as you give me a chance, I will definitely make you fall in love with me, follow me, and be my only woman.

But as time went on, I became less sure.The reality is crueler than I imagined, I still have my unfinished mission, and you... Are you also experiencing your different life?
Until that rainy night, when you stood in front of me again for the first time, at that moment I wanted to stop you in my arms and ask you.

Are you married yet?

Is the same waiting for me?
But fate made a joke with me, you are actually a "man", a "man" who is as famous as me in the world, a "man" who is opposed to me in this life.

I guessed that my mother would raise you differently, allowing me to recognize you in the vast crowd, but what I didn't guess was that my mother raised you into a "man", which made me search hard for 18 years. An identity that cannot be guessed...

I came to find you for the sake of the world, but you rejected me for the sake of my country.The determination in your eyes to defend Nantong to the death makes me hesitate.

life?At that moment, I really wanted to scold the sky, can you play me a little harder?

I can tolerate Su Mo's rejection of me, but how can I accept your rejection?

The rejection of "him" is nothing more than that I will conquer the world alone in this life, and your rejection will completely push me out of your life.

If you have the heart, I will live up to it.But you have no intention, what should I do?

What's more, you are too good, too outstanding, too attractive to me, how do you let me let go?

Even if it was the arrangement of fate, I still fell in love with you completely at the moment my eyes met, without any impurities, and put aside the matchmaker's words and 18 years of longing.

It's just the cold you, the shy you, the wise you, the angry you, and... the you who has faint feelings for me.

I fell into obsession, lost in that rainy night, intoxicated in that peach blossom day, confused under that ginkgo tree, and finally, I was completely emotional when you boldly kissed me.

I want to possess you, really possess you.

Your body, your love, your heart.

You are like an elf who has fallen into the mortal world, a gift from heaven to me.

But you are so smart, so savage, I can imagine that if you find out, if I force you with the words of a matchmaker, you will let me go away.

Then, bet your heart... Since fate has forced this step, then let fate make a new choice.

May my innocent heart be replaced by yours.

I guess you must have silently chanted Shameless thousands of times in your heart, bastard!What can I do?I just want to cover your whole body with my own mark.

You are mine, you are mine, and you will always be mine.

Regardless of whether you have Nan Feng who makes you feel heartbroken, or Ye Yun who makes you stay and depend on each other, no matter whether you will meet someone who likes you in the future, I will firmly dominate you in my arms.

Whether you like it or not, I'm just that overbearing.

But I chased so hard all the way, when I finally took a place in your heart, fate separated us again.

When I saw "The years don't bully, the king's employment is returned." When I saw it, my heart was broken.

I have loved you so much, leaving you, how should I go on in this life?And you, how can you be so cruel?

what should I do?At that moment, I was speechless and choked, and asked the heaven with tears.

Everyone around me couldn't understand why I fell in love with a woman in just two months after being ungrateful and ungrateful for 26 years.

That is the place that has been vacant for you for 18 years, waiting for a woman to move in.

From the moment you were born, it has been faintly beating for you for 650 days.

Even Qingfu can see it, but you don't understand.

Do you think you are the stupidest woman in the world?

Xueer, my Xueer, my stupidest and most stupid woman, what should I do with you?
Your determination, your indifference, your disdain, your Cypriot woman... and your suddenly broken hair.

At that moment, my heart was sad, and I dreamed of breaking the blue bridge.

Because I can't fight fate, because I can't catch up with your pace, because I can't melt your determined heart.

I crushed the golden seal of being your only concubine, burned Qianpin's extravagant hope of marrying you, and finally... If your wish is to wait for Nantong in the end, then I will return your pure land.

With nine thousand prosperity, how can it be better than keeping you alone?Just let me fight the whole world and protect your life in Nantong.

If you have the heart, I will not bear it.But you have no intention, then, all I can do is leave.

I don't want to force you, I don't want to from the beginning to the end, I dare not promise, not because I can't afford the promise, but because I want to obey your wishes.

How much I want to hear you say it yourself: "The ends of the earth, I will go with you."

Letting go is the last love I can give you.

I would like to keep you safe forever, I would like to empty this world, empty this Jinling, empty this coffin.

A hundred years later, I will be buried with your spiritual seat.

Forgive my last selfishness, I will still shamelessly engrave "Bei Gongcheng's wife——Nalan Ruixue" on the spiritual tablet.

Don't need any titles, just simple, how about the two of us?

Name it with my surname, make it known as your name, and bury it in a coffin.

Let the dust obliterate my unbreakable love in life, and the unforgettable love in death.

The proud woman who likes the woman I call by her first name.

The wife I never married, the lover I lost...

But you appeared, at that moment, I can't describe my mood.

When you cried and yelled at the valley to destroy my whole family, I couldn't help but chuckle.

My family... just you.

When you threatened not to let me die in peace, I couldn't help but chuckle.

How can I be safe without you?
(End of this chapter)