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Chapter 29 February [-]th

I dreamed about Xiangxiang again.

I really couldn't stay at home, I went out, it was getting late, and I was wandering the streets of Shanghai.I don't know how far I walked, and suddenly I saw the famous Pushkin statue standing in front of me.Seeing the pensive poet, I knew where I should go. I crossed two roads, turned into the alley, walked into the small building, and stopped in front of a door on the third floor.

I wish ROSE was at home.

My God, Huang Yun's face appeared again. I admit that I am a person who tends to forget the past, like all men, but what I will never forget is Xiangxiang.

I knocked on the door.The door opened, it was ROSE.She was surprised and then smiled at me.Her room was the same as the last time I saw it.It's just that the computer is on, a system software interface.

"Please sit down, why are you here?" She sat on a rocking chair.

"Just passing by." I don't know if this counts as passing by.

"You lie. Hehe, you will blush when you lie." Her soft laughter filled my ears, as well as the familiar scent.

I touched my face, it was very hot, it was indeed red, I wanted to change the subject, stared at the computer and asked, "What are you playing?"

"I was writing a program, and I was accepted by that Internet company."

"congratulation."

"It's nothing, just editing some software to prevent hackers and viruses."

I was speechless again, and finally came up with a sentence: "Thank you for sending me home last time."

"I don't want you to spend the night in the Tea House in Xianzonglin. Did you fall asleep that day?"

"No, I fell asleep when I got home."

"Oh, you also know that even though you are thin, it is quite difficult to support you."

"I'm so sorry, why am I in such a mess, don't think I'm sick, I'm pretty healthy, this kind of thing has never happened before, I really don't understand. ROSE, why do I watch you shake Go, there is a feeling that the pendulum clock shakes and time stops, and then my eyelids move with you."

Rose spread his hands towards me: "I don't know."

"Can you try again?"

"Whatever you want." She sat on her rocking chair and swayed, just like the last time in the Wizard Forest.One after the other, her face moved closer to me and farther away from me, from clear to blurred, and then from blurred to clear, even her natural fragrance became stronger and weaker with her shaking.My eyelids were controlled by her again, and my vision went from bright to dark, and then from dark to bright, and in the middle of bright and dark were her eyes.

But my will is clear.

It's time, I have to say it, these two words have been brewing in my heart for a long time, finally, I said softly to Rose with my eyes blank: "Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang, Xiangxiang."

Rose's eyes brightened, I could see something else in her eyes, she was silent for a while, and then I heard her answer: "Listen—"

Half asleep and half awake, I replied: "Listen to what?"

"Shh, here we go again, listen—"

"I only hear your voice." There was no other sound in the room, and my vision was a little blurry, but my ears were perfectly fine.

"Well, it's gone now, that person has passed."

"Which person? Who passed?"

"Didn't you really hear it just now? It's the sound of slippers. Listen to it-ta-ta-ta, I can hear the sound of walking through the mud clearly. Why didn't you hear such a clear sound? arrive?"

My God, these few words are so familiar, they have been locked in the depths of my memory for many years, those painful memories.That's right, that's what Xiangxiang said, that night, by the pond, in the reeds, the night before she died.

How did it come out of ROSE's mouth?
She continued: "This afternoon I heard from the country people here that many years ago, this pond drowned a female educated youth who came to jump in the line and settle down. They said that every night since then, there will be the sound of slippers by the water here. , because the female educated youth drowned wearing slippers."

What's going on, has time really turned back?Isn't this Rose's home, but a night in the reeds in northern Jiangsu when I was 18 years old.

She continued, her voice getting lower and lower: "The country people say that most people can't hear it, and if anyone hears it, the person will die soon."

I listened quietly, my eyelids closed and closed, but my ears could hear clearly, and I would never get it wrong.It drives me crazy.I know, there is another sentence——

"Hehe, I won't believe it. I lied to you, but I really heard the sound of the slippers." Rose said the last sentence.

Then, she stopped shaking.

My eyelids returned to normal, I opened my eyes wide and looked at her, yes, she is Xiangxiang.She is Xiangxiang.Her eyes, her face, her fragrance, her words, everything, she is Xiangxiang.

"ROSE, what's your name?" I moved closer to her, my eyes fixed on her.

She pursed her lips and said quietly, "My name is Xiangxiang."

"Please say it again." I was in some pain.

"Xiangxiang, my name is Xiangxiang."

I'm shaking, I don't know whether I should be happy or afraid, I only know that Xiangxiang is dead, I have seen her body with my own eyes, she is indeed dead, and has been cremated in that small town in northern Jiangsu , I couldn't understand, so I said painfully: "This is impossible."

"There is nothing impossible in the world." She approached me, and her fragrance stimulated me, "I came back, swam out of that pond, I went ashore, went home by myself, and got into college. I finished college again, I went to work, and I met you again—the one I love."

Hearing her last words, all my defenses collapsed, and my heart broke completely. Yes, I admit, she is Xiangxiang, she is definitely Xiangxiang, no one can pretend to be.My Xiangxiang, my Xiangxiang is alive again, my Xiangxiang is not dead, she is not dead.Xiangxiang is ROSE, and ROSE is Xiangxiang.

I began to believe her words that life can last forever.

I believe in the resurrection.

I believe in the black hole of time.

Now, my Xiangxiang is in front of me, she is close to me, she is with me, there is no one else, I have endured it for so long, because I have a strong urge, I want to get her.I used to think I would never have her, now I know I was wrong, I can still have her, have her, now.

Let the world collapse, it's just me, and her.

Xiangxiang, here I come.

This night, she and I accomplished everything we should have accomplished.

She is very happy.

After everything was over, under the dim and soft light, I looked at her, and she also looked at me. When my eyes touched her smooth belly, I saw a faint scar, reddish, like a straight line It seems to be inlaid on the white skin.

I put my head on her soft belly, smelled the fragrance, and fell asleep like a newborn child.

I slept soundly, very soundly.

(End of this chapter)