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Chapter 26 February Fourteenth

If you get a call from a girl on Valentine's Day, and she invites you out, and more importantly, the girl is very beautiful, then you must be very, very lucky and happy.Today, I got a call from Rose asking me out.

As night fell, the crescent moon climbed into the night sky. "On the willow branches on the moon, after dusk when people make appointments", almost every boy on Huaihai Road held a bunch of flowers in their hands.A [-]-year-old flower girl passed by me. I looked at the bouquet of roses in her hand, and it was most suitable for ROSE, but I hesitated for a while, but I still didn’t buy flowers because I suddenly thought of it. Huang Yun, the shadows of the dead are often more entangled than those of the living.

At the door of Monsoon Bookstore in South Shaanxi Road Subway Station, Rose in white clothes waved to me, I was a little embarrassed with empty hands, and grinned at her.We got out of the subway and headed east.

"Where are you going? ROSE." I asked her.

"Walk around, I like to walk around." She smiled at me.

After walking a few steps, I suddenly remembered something. I knew I shouldn't say this today, but I had to tell her: "Dr. Mo has an accident, do you know?"

"I already know."

"Oh, so have you found a job now?"

"I'm currently applying for a computer program job in an internet company. I don't know if they want me."

"Then I wish you success."

"Thank you."

At the gate of the Cathay Pacific Cinema, I saw the little girl selling flowers again, and ROSE bought a bouquet of white roses from the little girl.I really regret why I didn't buy it before, but now I let Rose buy flowers for me.

"I like roses." ROSE put the rose in my hand.

I thought she just asked me to hold it for her, but she said, "I gave it to you."

"give to me?"

She blinked and smiled at me.

Is it a hint?
I immediately denied it, men are always pretentious.All fantasies are superfluous, I secretly said to myself.All the people passing by us were in pairs and pairs, and I was always separated from her by about 20 centimeters.As a result, several pairs of people passed between the two of us, so Rose leaned closer to me on purpose. The wind was very strong at night, and her long hair was blown by the wind and brushed against my cheek. Smell that familiar fragrance.

I finally couldn't help it, and asked her softly: "ROSE, what brand of perfume do you use?"

"Perfume? I don't use perfume."

"That--"

"Are you talking about the scent on my body? I was born with this scent. The doctor said that I may have some genetic disease. Hehe, I am so happy to have such a disease."

But I didn't speak, my heart was filled with the shadow of another person, that person was neither Rose nor Huang Yun.That person from many years ago, but this smell has been haunting me, I lowered my head.

"What's wrong with you?" she asked me.

"I'm fine." The fairy forest arrived, and I was tired from walking, so I walked into the fairy forest with Rose. There were many couples and it was very crowded. I drank milk tea on the chair.

I stare at her.

"Why are you looking at me like this? It's scary, ha ha." She moved her face closer to me, "Does my face have pimples?"

"No no no. I was just thinking about something."

"What are you thinking? Tell me."

"Something that happened recently."

"What happened? Is it about me?"

"ROSE, it has nothing to do with you, these things are terrible, you'd better not know." I was determined not to let her get involved in these things of mine, "Let's talk about something else. For example—your past."

"I'm very ordinary, just like all the girls here." She looked at the people around her.

"What about your parents? Don't live with you?"

"They're all dead," she said flatly.

"Sorry." I said the wrong thing again.

"It doesn't matter, there is actually no difference between dying earlier and later. As long as there is no pain, a 20-year life is the same as a 70-year life. Some people live a long, long life, and they are not worth anything Fortunately, because his (her) pain must be very long. If a baby dies before it can cry, it may not be a bad thing for the baby itself. Hehe, you may not understand ’” She took a sip of her tea and shook the chair, swinging the rope back and forth like a Korean swing.

"ROSE, go on."

"You really want to hear it, then let me tell you my feeling, human life is not measured by time, you know, a person who dies at 20 is not necessarily shorter than a person who dies at 70, in a sense, Life can be extended infinitely. For example, in my heart, my parents live forever. I can always feel that they are alive. In this sense, they are still alive. But this is only a very small aspect, a bigger aspect Yes, to exist independently of other people's feelings, because time, time is a straight line in the eyes of ordinary people, but from the perspective of cosmology, time can be distorted, and space can also be distorted, just like Black hole, don’t think that black hole is something very far away from us, maybe, black hole is around us, maybe in your eyes, I am a black hole, hehe, just kidding.”

I scratched my head and said, "I don't understand, Rose, didn't you study computer? Why did you start physics again?"

"It's not physics, it's philosophy. In college, in addition to my computer science major, I also took many philosophy courses. I'm more interested in propositions like time and space. Let's not talk about it." She shook her head again.Her face was far and near from me, clear for a while, blurred for a while, and I suddenly felt a little sleepy.So I put my head on the table and looked at the night scene outside the window. There were still many red men and women shuttling under the neon lights outside. When I saw them, I somehow became more tired.On the glass, rose's face was reflected, still swinging in a swing, like the pendulum of a great clock.She swayed so evenly that my eyelids involuntarily followed her.My eyelids open when she moves closer to me; they close when she backs away.So, my eyelids were also running like a pendulum, only her eyes continued to flicker, and gradually, all I saw were her eyes.

My consciousness gradually faded, and after a long time, I opened and closed my eyelids, and I seemed to see Rose stretching out her hand. She asked me softly, "Are you sick?" Then, she stood up and helped her up. Me, my feet moved with her, she helped me out of the fairy forest, called a taxi, she asked me: "Where does your family live?"

I seemed to answer her, and then the taxi took me away, and she sat next to me, her hair brushed my face, and the corner of my eye was hurt by her hair tip, but I didn’t cry, my eyes Numb and numb to the nose because of the smell in her body.The taxi stopped, and she helped me down again, and then helped me upstairs. I subconsciously took out the key from my pocket and opened the door.She helped me in, put me on the bed, covered me with a quilt, and left me without a sound.My eyelids are still opening and closing, making a pendulum movement. In one black and one white, she closed the door for me and disappeared.

I finally closed my eyes.

(End of this chapter)