how far is Forever

Chapter 12

"Isn't there a statistic that two-thirds of the boys in the department are your ex-boyfriends? Have you forgotten, hey, I'm really sad for those boys." Ding Jiaqi turned to look at me, "Su Ruo, go back and persuade me Does your brother know? A flirtatious girlfriend is no good."

I nodded, staring blankly at the two of you coming and going and fighting with each other.

"Hmph, it's ridiculous for two losers to get together and lick each other's wounds. I'll wait and see how long you two can laugh." Ji Nuannuan stood up and snorted coldly, then turned and left.

I watched her leave, and my mood suddenly brightened. Ding Jiaqi stood up and patted me on the shoulder: "Facing someone you don't like, you must never wrong yourself."

Ding Jiaqi's eyes were exceptionally quiet and penetrating. I looked at her back and nodded silently.

When I came out of the library, I still saw Ji Nuannuan, she seemed to be waiting for me.

Ji Nuannuan glanced at me with a sullen expression: "Come with me, I have something to tell you."

I stood there without moving, "I'm sorry I'm busy and don't have time." After I finished speaking, I turned around and was about to leave.

"About Su Luoyan."

My footsteps stagnated, and my heart fluctuated because of the three words "Su Luoyan". I stared blankly at Ji Nuannuan, trying to find some clues from her face, but she just looked at me and smiled coldly. , not to mention anything else.

About Su Luoyan, what exactly is she trying to tell me?Said that she and Su Luoyan had a good relationship?Or is there another purpose?
I followed Ji Nuannuan and left the school. The sun shone through the dense forest on both sides and formed a beautiful light spot on the ground. Ji Nuannuan moved in the light spot. She didn't seem to walk into the sun with every step. I don't know if it was intentional or unintentional. , I always feel weird.

In the end, I followed her into a nearby coffee shop. Ji Nuannuan sat by the window and ordered a cappuccino, while I ordered a lemonade.

In fact, Ji Nuannuan is very beautiful, and there is a kind of sexy in her bones, but I don't know how Su Luoyan thinks of her.But it is such a Ji Nuannuan, but his dislike for me is also obvious. When facing me, he is always cold, and I am the same.

"What are you looking for from me?"

She snorted coldly: "I thought you would follow Ding Jiaqi's example, with eyes reaching to the sky, but I didn't expect that, for Luo Yan, you still came with me."

I frowned: "Because he is my brother, I have no reason to ignore his affairs."

"Brother?" Ji Nuannuan laughed suddenly, her eyes filled with sharp light, "What a brother, Su Ruo, Su Ruo, you are so ridiculously naive!"

I was in a daze uncontrollably: "What did you say?"

Ji Nuannuan didn't rush to say, but slowly looked at me for a while, this short wait made my thoughts suddenly messy, after a while, Ji Nuannuan continued: "Luo Yan is really your brother ?"

I opened my eyes wide in disbelief, and there was a sudden needle-like pain in my head.

Ji Nuannuan looked at me with thorns in her eyes, she said again: "Su Ruo, what do you think is the relationship between Luo Yan and you?"

I was slightly taken aback, the words my father said kept echoing in my ears, but my heart became more and more chaotic: "What on earth do you know?"

What on earth does she know?How much does she really know?What about Su Luoyan?Does he know?I suddenly had an unimaginable feeling.

"Su Ruo, you are so naive." Ji Nuannuan smiled strangely. She lowered her eyes and stirred the coffee. After a long time, she didn't speak again.

Time and space seemed to be frozen.

Seeing her leisurely look, I frowned, as if my heart had been bitten by a poisonous snake, I suddenly shouted: "What on earth do you mean!"

Ji Nuannuan raised her eyes and glanced at me, just one glance, I felt her eyes focus on the necklace around my neck, as expected, she asked: "Is that from Luo Yan!" She smiled and suddenly stretched out her hand to hold me The necklace was pulled from his neck, "Huh, I thought it was a gemstone, but it turned out to be an ordinary stone."

"Are you jealous, you don't even have an ordinary stone!"

Ji Nuannuan's body stiffened, she closed her eyes, probably trying to adjust her mood, and when she opened them again, her eyes were sharp as piercing: "You'd better stay away from Luo Yan from now on."

"Why?"

"Just because my girlfriend doesn't like it! If you dare not listen to me, you will be responsible for the consequences. Moreover, you have to think about every word I said to you just now." Ji Nuannuan suddenly stood up, and I Staring at her blankly, he suddenly lost his mind.

Ji Nuannuan's eyes became gloomy, a transparent string stretched in the air, and the atmosphere became solemn.

I clenched my hands desperately, trying to restrain the trembling all over my body, but a chill passed from my fingertips to my toes in an instant!I don't know, I was suddenly so afraid to face her, so afraid that she really knew about that matter, and so afraid that one day she would tell Su Luoyan about that matter.

I stared blankly at Ji Nuannuan, she was still smiling at me, looking down at me condescendingly, as if she wanted to empty me out.

"Give me back the necklace."

"impossible!"

"Ji Nuannuan, don't go too far."

"I'm going too far." After she finished speaking, she strode out, and I hurriedly stood up to chase after me, but the waiter stopped me to pay the bill before it was settled.I can only watch Ji Nuannuan take my necklace and walk away.

When I went out after paying the bill, Ji Nuannuan was nowhere to be seen. At this time, the phone beeped, and when I opened it, it turned out to be a text message.

"15 minutes, see you at the school's artificial lake."

15 minutes, it takes at least 10 minutes to get to school from here, no matter, let's get the necklace first.

The night wind was gentle, and the lake was slightly rippling. I panted slightly and ran over, only a street lamp reflected her figure.

"15 minutes, just right."

Behind Ji Nuannuan's voice, she seemed to be smiling very proudly, but my voice was full of uncontrollable anger: "You are very happy to play me, aren't you!"

Ji Nuannuan smiled: "Actually, you don't have to come." She took out my necklace and played with it in her hand. The shining necklace is particularly eye-catching in the dark night.

"Be careful!" It was my most precious necklace, and it was the only gift Su Luoyan gave me.

"You like what he gave you so much?" Ji Nuannuan looked at me coldly.

"Don't you like it? Didn't you tease me on purpose because you were jealous that I had a gift from my brother?" I even changed my voice.

Ji Nuannuan's complexion sank, she looked at me, there seemed to be a turbulent undercurrent under the calm surface, after a long time, she hummed softly: "So what? You can never get close to him."

I was slightly taken aback, and Ji Nuannuan said aggressively again: "You are sad, you know? I admit that Su Luoyan treated you very well before, but it will never be possible between you two!"

"He's my brother, always will be, and you could break up anytime!" I sneered.

I didn't expect my words to completely irritate Ji Nuannuan, she gave me a vicious look and said, "Su Ruo, you will regret it!"

As she spoke, she waved her hand, and the necklace drew an arc like a shooting star, fell to the bottom of the lake, and made slight ripples.

"Look, Su Ruo, there's nothing left now."

Really, no more.

I took a deep breath and felt like I was suffocating.

That was the only gift Su Luoyan gave me. If I don't even have this, how can I comfort myself that he will be my real brother all his life?
Did I really break up with him?My brother, my Su Luoyan.

The night wind was so cold, my hands hanging on both sides trembled slightly, and slowly tightened again.If you can get the necklace back, is there something else you can have?
The distant leaves trembled and swayed in the wind.

I climbed over the bridge railing and jumped straight into the lake.The icy lake water irritated my eyes, I dived into the water, the dim light reflected on the water surface, couldn't make any ripples.

Water, so cold, so cold.

At the bottom of the dark lake, I could no longer see anything, but the pain of being about to suffocate made me have a splitting headache, and there seemed to be countless clear or blurred pictures flashing past in front of my eyes.

When I was six years old, I met Su Luoyan. Until a few days ago, I finally realized the fact that he is not my real brother!But what if you know?If it really counts, my relationship with him has changed from a brother and sister to an enemy.

If I knew that there would be such a day, I would rather be a brother and sister with him for the rest of my life.

I blinked my eyes slightly, the lake filled my field of vision, the cold breath made my consciousness blurred, and his appearance appeared in front of my eyes, but I couldn't touch him with my outstretched hand.

Su Luoyan Su Luoyan Su Luoyan, he is like a frothy fairy tale, is he leaving now?If he knew about that, would he hate me?Will you hate your parents?

My chest was in severe pain like a knife, but I couldn't cry out, and my body gradually sank into the lake.

I felt water rushing towards me from all directions, pouring into my mouth, my chest seemed to be squeezed hard by someone, and I couldn't breathe sadly.

Suddenly, I felt someone holding my hand and pulling me up.

I can't just give up, I need to find the necklace.

A little bit of light pierced into my eyes, it was a necklace!I broke free from that person's hand and swam vigorously, just a little bit, just a little bit...

I got it.

"Crazy." She pulled me to the surface and said this.When I was lying on the ground, she continued, "I must be crazy to go down and save you!"

"Why...why save me?"

"I just don't want to make someone sad. After all, you are his relatives."

This was the last sentence I heard before I fell into a coma. It turned out that she liked Su Luoyan so much that she could jump into the water to save a person she hated very much in winter.

03
After I woke up, I was already in the dormitory, and my roommates were not there. I was very disturbed lying on the bed alone.

I hate Ji Nuannuan, I hate her being close to Su Luoyan, I am even more afraid of the truth she knows, but I have to thank her, because she saved me!

I close my eyes, what should I do...

After hesitating for a long time, I decided to give Su Luoyan a call.

The phone was broken, but I still remembered Su Luoyan's phone number. After hesitating for a moment, I finally pressed his phone number.

The dormitory became silent.

After a short wait, the person on the other end of the phone connected.

"Hello."

I was silent, holding the microphone tightly, not knowing what to say.

"Is it Su Ruo?"

I was slightly taken aback, why did Su Luoyan know it was me?
He seemed to have guessed my doubts, and continued: "It's your dormitory phone number, I wrote it down when I went to your dormitory last time."

Su Luoyan was still as careful as before.

"Brother..." I finally said, "I want to see you."

Su Luoyan asked nervously: "What's the matter? Is something wrong? Your voice is a little strange, Su Ruo, are you okay?"

I shook my head, trying to sound normal: "I'm fine."

"Are you in the dormitory? I'll go find you right away." Su Luoyan hung up the phone while speaking.I held the phone blankly, listening to the busy tone of "beep", not knowing how to react.

Soon Su Luoyan appeared downstairs in the dormitory. Hearing him call my name made me feel warm.

I hurriedly dressed and went downstairs. He stood under the tree with his hands casually in his pockets. When he saw me going downstairs, he walked up to me anxiously and asked, "Are you okay? I hear your voice is weird. Could it be that you have a fever again, do you want me to take you to the hospital?"

"I am fine."

It turns out that he hasn't given up on me. It turns out that he hasn't given up on my sister because of Ji Nuannuan.

It's just my sister, and it's because of this that I can brazenly say that I want to see him in front of him.

Hearing what he said, I suddenly wanted to cry, "Brother, so you still care about me."

"Of course I care about you. You are my sister. I don't care who you care about? Silly girl." He rubbed my hair as he did when he was a child, and said softly, "Su Ruo, let's stop arguing, okay? What happened last time It's my brother who is wrong, I should understand Song Junmu's problem with you after I understand it clearly, do you think this is okay, find time for everyone to have a meal together some other day, and let me get to know him too."

I nodded in a daze and asked, "Brother, you really don't blame me? Don't blame me for leaving with Song Junmu suddenly that day, or blame me for arguing with you?"

"Nonsense, you are my sister!"

Yes, in his eyes, I am his sister, his blood relative...

But, Su Luoyan, do you know?I'm not your sister, and I don't want to be your sister, you know?

"Brother, will we be brothers and sisters for the rest of our lives?"

"Silly girl, what are you thinking about? Even if I don't want to, things like blood relationship can't be changed. Besides, I'm very happy to have you as my sister." He patted my head and said with a smile.

"Then if there is no blood relationship, wouldn't it be okay?" I asked after him relentlessly.

"I'm thinking about it again. Even if there is no blood relationship, you are still my most beloved sister." He touched my hair, his eyes were far away, and I looked up at his side face. It was as beautiful as before, as beautiful as it seemed. Not plausible.

Su Luoyan, if you knew everything, would you still smile at me as gently as you do now?Am I still your most beloved sister?

"Brother, can we pull the hook?"

The hook is suspended for 100 years and cannot be changed.

Su Luoyan, I don't ask you to stay the same for a hundred years, I only ask that you can fulfill the eternity you promised me in your lifetime.

"Okay, Lagou, I was defeated by you."

We hooked our index fingers together, said childish words, and then smiled silly at each other.Everything is so similar to when I was a child, I almost thought we were still children who hadn't grown up.

I insist that as long as he promises me, it will not change. This is the Su Luoyan I know, the Su Luoyan who grew up with me in the past ten years.

Su Luoyan scratched the tip of my nose with his finger like he did when he was a child: "My Su Ruo is still like a child, how can I be a big brother at ease."

My heart trembled slightly, as if the previous unhappiness was all a dream, as if what I was worried about before was just a misunderstanding, he was still that Su Luoyan, the gentle Su Luoyan, the Su Luoyan who loved me and spoiled me .

"elder brother……"

I looked at him and suddenly felt the urge to cry.

Su Luoyan's eyes fell on me quietly again, and he looked a little dazed: "Su Ruo, have you lost weight recently? Have you lost any pocket money? My brother will give it to you." As he spoke, he took the money from his wallet Come out to me, I know those are his hard earned money as tutors.

I stared at him blankly, and tears flowed like a gate.

"Why are you crying? Did someone bully you?" Su Luoyan looked at me nervously.

I shook my head: "No, I just remembered the past..."

"Silly girl, silly Su Ruo."

He still hugged me like he did when he was a child, but I cried even more fiercely in his arms. Su Luoyan patted my back gently: "Su Ruo doesn't cry."

Su Luoyan is still the same Su Luoyan, but maybe he has someone he likes, but at least he is still my brother, the same as when he was a child...

I hugged him and cried even more violently, calling "brother" over and over again.

Su Luoyan hugged me tightly, the previous estrangement and misunderstanding seemed to disintegrate in each other's arms.But vaguely, I seem to feel that there is liquid dripping on my head and falling into the hair...

We chatted a lot that day, and I found that he seemed to be a different person. He no longer prevented me from dating Song Junmu. Maybe he figured it out, or maybe Jiang Chuan said something to him.The relationship between Su Luoyan and I was reconciled in this way, and we changed back to the way we were before.

That day, he and I were walking together, and the trees on both sides were full of plum blossoms, like bright clouds, and the petals falling with the wind seemed to melt in the sunlight.

In any case, Su Luoyan and I reconciled just like that. The relationship of more than ten years is not so easily wiped out.

We changed back to how we used to be, he used to come to me for dinner and I would smile at him.

Of course, sometimes there will be another girl named Ji Nuannuan between us, she will always stare at me viciously when she sees me, and she will smile warmly when Su Luoyan looks over.

(End of this chapter)