Rich and wishful

Chapter 25 is not the text, but just my own words

Probably everyone who has read too many articles written by others will have the urge to write their own stories, right?This story has been circling in my heart for a long time, and I have always had the urge to write it down, but it was only when I started to write it that I felt the difficulty. I only wrote less than [-] words intermittently in a few years , When I read it myself, I still feel that I am not satisfied no matter how I look at it, so I changed it back and forth no less than a dozen times.

Several times the idea of ​​putting it on the starting point came up, and it quickly went out again.Because I can't guarantee that I can finish it, I don't want to release it easily.I always feel that if one day I upload it, I can’t give up halfway. Even if I am faced with dismal results, I have to follow my expectations and finish it seriously, otherwise I will not be able to pass my own. one off.

It's not just a matter of my slow typing speed.Sitting in front of the computer, the more than 2000 words every day can be completed in three to four hours when it goes well, and can’t even complete a hundred words in five or six hours when it is not smooth, and the problem of thinking stuck will pop up from time to time , the more you write down, the more difficult you will feel, and the more difficult you will be, the more you want to escape.So often for one, two, or three days, not a single word came out.

My brother said that writing a book is not that simple.

It's really not that simple.So every time I persist, I have to grit my teeth to survive.So it is really important to have a belief in your heart.

When I got the news of the signing some time ago, I was very excited. In any case, the first step I took for many years was recognized by others.Even knowing that the threshold for being recognized is actually very low.

But that day, I still sat down again because of the excitement and the urgent sense of responsibility, forcing myself to calm down and continue typing on the keyboard.

I was stuck for a few days because of another "bottleneck" encounter.For several days, no new text was typed out.The news of signing the contract brought me a sense of responsibility besides being happy, a kind of determination that I once again reminded myself that I must not withdraw.

I told my family and friends that even if no one will approve or read this first book, I must grit my teeth and persist in completing it.The goal I set for myself is to finish the first book no matter what.I'm learning as I write and I can't believe I can't make my way.

In fact, I told myself in my heart that it is not just to complete, but to complete it seriously, even if the grades are poor, it must not be perfunctory to end it.So I specially picked the time to upload it on February 2016rd, my birthday.I hope this is a good start, I will first give it to myself as a birthday present in [-], and always remind myself, no matter what, insist on not giving up easily.

I hope that when I look back many years later, I will be thankful and grateful for my persistence today.

Every time I say I don’t care but I can’t help but always pay attention to my click-through rate, favorites and recommendations, I can’t help but feel lost when I see the numbers above, and then comfort myself that this is the first book, don’t worry, stick to it, It will always get better. Everyone can improve themselves through continuous practice.

Tonight, opening a new chapter, no inspiration came out for a long time.So I couldn't help myself to click to see the results, and then I couldn't help thinking, how many people are actually watching with such a low click-through rate, and how many of them are actually clicked by myself?

2016:2
(End of this chapter)