Disguised as a man, the chief pet of the president

Chapter 442

I looked up, smiling with tears on my face: "Okay."

I didn't think about anything anymore, I didn't want to think about anything, I threw everything to Tang Qiuyan, just like every time I got into trouble before, he would clean up the mess for me.

I know he must have a way, he is omnipotent.

After Zishuang came back, I never went back to Moyuan. I lived in Qingquan Villa, and Tang Qiuyan and I lived together.I still go to school with Tang Qiuyan during the day, and watch the stars with Tang Qiuyan at night.

I still live like this.I don't care about anything.

Although, I know she met Zishuang several times.

I don't know how he will tell Zishuang, I don't know how Zishuang will react.

I didn't ask, I didn't ask at all.

Until I knew that Zishuang had entered the hospital.

Mom and Dad rushed back from abroad overnight, grandma rushed back from the charity base in Africa, and Hua Qiangu also flew back from abroad.

I know I can no longer fool myself.

I know that my fate with Tang Qiuyan is over after all.

There were many people around in the hospital, his father looked serious, his grandmother hugged his mother, his mother Luo Xiaofan was crying, Yunzhou and Qingqing stood together, looking at the door of the emergency room from time to time, Hua Qiangu was quiet Sitting on the bench, his face was covered with dark clouds, and his face was gloomy and frightening.

Zishuang committed suicide.

He would commit suicide.Swallowed half a bottle of sleeping pills.

They are being rescued inside now, but they are not out of danger yet.

I stood at the door of the hospital in a daze.

I also told Tang Qiuyan about this just now, and he is still on his way.

It was Qingqing who called me.

I walked over mechanically, I didn't know what was waiting for me.

Everyone saw me too.

When all eyes were on me, I felt the pain of being lingering.

Yes, what I can't bear the most is this look.

For so many years, I have never been able to integrate into this family.

Maybe it wasn't their fault at all, maybe I didn't want to.

They are all very kind to me. Even if Zishuang committed suicide at this time, they all know that it is because of me, but no one will scold me, even grandma will only sigh and say helplessly: Another bad relationship .

My mother, Luo Xiaofan, gave me a look. I don't know what that look contained, but I could tell that she didn't blame me, but seemed to be blaming herself, which made me even more uncomfortable.I seldom see her shed tears. Since she was a child, she shed tears because of my illness, and Zishuang is her pistachio, cute and well-behaved.

Father Mo Yinfeng came over and took me into his arms: "Don't worry, your sister will be fine."

Yep, they've been so nice to me, so nice to make me feel like a sinner.

But this kind of goodness is different from that of Zishuang.

Zishuang will be scolded by his father if he does something wrong, and then his mother will come out to protect Zishuang.

Sometimes Zishuang would ask Mommy to lie to Dad when she did something wrong.Then cheat.

I just watched her and Mommy cheat on Dad with a lot of lame reasons.

I just watched the show by the side like this.

Dad Mo Yinfeng is an extremely smart person, he can see all their tricks at a glance, but he never exposes them.

I suddenly felt that that was a family, and I had never been accepted by them.

They love me, pamper me, and even indulge me in everything.Offered me like a bodhisattva, but never scolded me, not even a harsh reprimand.

Therefore, I don’t need to find any reason for doing something wrong, just tell the truth, and even be confident, and then naturally someone will clean it up for me.

In Mohism, I am a unique existence, but I can't find my own sense of existence at all.

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The doctor came out, and everyone surrounded him.

"It's all over now, thanks to the timely rescue."

Everyone breathed a sigh of relief.

Zishuang still had to be hospitalized for observation for a period of time, because she hadn't eaten for many days and had her stomach washed once more, and she was riddled with holes.

Tang Qiuyan also came over.

Now he was sitting beside Zishuang's hospital bed, and Zishuang fell asleep peacefully.

Mom and Dad went back to Moyuan to pack some of Zishuang’s daily clothes, and grandma also went back to Lanshan Bieyuan to cook porridge for Zishuang. Brother Qiangu was just like me, sitting on the bench outside the ward, and the rest of the people had left. .

From the window, I could see Tang Qiuyan's hand holding Zishuang's.

He sat there motionless.

He probably regretted it too.You should regret it as much as I do.

In fact, even if I can not think about it these days, I still have to understand many things clearly in my heart.

The last thing I want to admit is that Tang Qiuyan and I will never be together.

Because Zishuang will never give up.

Zishuang is stubborn, I know this since I was a child.

It can be seen from the extent of her obsession with chocolate.

Over the years, all the gifts she gave me were chocolates, and chocolate was her favorite thing.

However, she loves Tang Qiuyan more.

She is very stupid, she can't remember something when she learns something, and her academic performance was not very good when she was a child, but she was able to be admitted to Cambridge University in England because of Tang Qiuyan. Her attachment to Tang Qiuyan is not understandable by ordinary people .

However, I can understand it because we are twins.

If I have a healthy body, if I have the qualifications to love Tang Qiuyan, I will never give up.

but……

If now, if there must be someone between Zishuang and me who gives up.

This person can only be me.

She conquered me with her life.

I'm sorry, Tang Qiuyan, I can't just look at you anymore...

(End of this chapter)