Disguised as a man, the chief pet of the president

Chapter 439

"Xiao Nuo, can I like you?"

At this moment, I was suddenly glad that there was no light here. I must have looked extremely stupid.

It can be said that he was dumbfounded.

I froze for a long time without making a sound.

Tang Qiuyan didn't say much, and seemed to be patiently waiting for my answer.

At this time, my brain's reaction was a little slow, and I chewed this sentence carefully.

It took me a long time to understand that Tang Qiuyan was confessing to me...

Confession...

I was inexplicably sad, but the ecstasy couldn't be concealed from the bottom of my heart.

but……

"Tang Qiuyan, haven't you always liked me very much, am I not your most beloved sister?"

I'm not stupid enough to be that idiot.

Tang Qiuyan specially made an appointment at such a place, and asked me in such a serious manner if he could like me.

Of course I understand the kind of liking he mentioned, and of course it's not the kind of liking between ordinary siblings.

However, I still want to make sure. ,

"That's right, you are my sister. I loved you very much since I was a child, and I didn't hate you or bully you. However, I never just regarded you as my sister."

Tang Qiuyan suddenly fell silent, his voice seemed a little low: "I knew you didn't understand."

I don't understand, actually I understand.

Because I knew since I was a child that Tang Qiuyan was not my biological brother, and it was this kind of knowledge that made me feel a little "unreasonable" about Tang Qiuyan.

It's just that the concept at that time was very vague.

Because, we will never take that step between us, because there is a person in between, that is Zishuang.

Zishuang is my older sister, and I knew from the beginning that Zishuang would be Tang Qiuyan's future wife, because it was her grandpa's betrothed.

Therefore, I have been enjoying Tang Qiuyan's special favor as a younger sister.

After she turned 15, Tang Qiuyan said she was completely tired of me being her sister.

That was the biggest blow in my life.

Because only when I am Tang Qiuyan's younger sister can I justifiably like Tang Qiuyan.

If I don't even have this identity, what right do I have to like Tang Qiuyan?

As if the rose has lost the sunshine forever, how can it not rot in a dark place.

At that time, I started to complain about Tang Qiuyan.

Why do you want to deprive even such a qualification, why do you want to leave my side.

But, I hate myself more.

I hate myself for making Tang Qiuyan, who has always been tolerant and gentle, completely bored.

"If so, four years ago..."

I can't help but bring up old things again.

Tang Qiuyan seemed to be smiling, but I could tell that he was smiling sadly, even laughing at himself: "Xiao Nuo, as I said, I'm completely tired of you being my sister, I'm just tired, no! I hate you! I hate that you are my sister, because in the eyes of all people, all relatives and even all friends, you are my biological sister. You and I can only be brothers and sisters forever. Do you know this pain? , I don't want you to be just my sister, I want you to be my bride, my future wife, the only woman I love in my life, Tang Qiuyan."

Every word of Tang Qiuyan is like a heavy hammer hitting my heart one by one.

These are things that I have never thought about before. I was stunned, shocked, and there was an inexplicable feeling similar to surprise.

"You will never understand how sad I am to leave you, but if five years can be exchanged for the next 50 years, I think it is worth it, so I want you to return to the Mo family, and I want your Your name is Mo Ziqing, and I want everyone to know that you are the daughter of the Mo family."

Tang Qiuyan paused: "I thought you would understand a little bit, but you didn't. In the past five years, you have started to blame me, hate me, and even alienate me. Xiao Nuo, I can no longer stand that you are by my side. But I can’t touch it, I can’t stand that the person beside you who gives you happiness is not me, I swore a long time ago that I will give you happiness with my own hands, because I don’t trust others.”

Tang Qiuyan's words really shocked me too much.

I really didn't think that he left me in the first place because of such a reason.

At that time we were only fourteen or fifteen years old, or a child.

At that time, why would you think about these things?

"However, you obviously hated me a while before you left, and even forbade me from entering your room. I can feel that this was not an act. At that time, you obviously hated me."

At the time, I didn't know what I was thinking.

I just want to express all the doubts in my mind.

Now that the matter has come to this point, I can no longer hide in the dark and watch him secretly, I want to understand everything thoroughly.

Tang Qiuyan suddenly fell silent.

I know he was hit by me.

I know, at that time, he obviously resisted me very much.

So, he said he was tired of me, and he told me to go back to Mo's house, so I didn't think about it elsewhere, and I still think that I made Tang Qiuyan work too hard.

Tang Qiuyan didn't speak, and I felt a little uncomfortable.

Could it be that those words just now were all a cover made up by him, because it feels absolutely impossible to deceive people.

long time……

For a long time, I thought that Tang Qiuyan would definitely not answer this question.

He only spoke slowly, but his tone was indifferent, but I felt that he blamed me: "Because at that time, I already knew what love is."

When he said this, I was a little baffled: "So what."

He seemed to smile: "I knew you didn't understand."

I am not convinced, what I do not understand, of course I also know what love is, I am not a child anymore, in a few days, I will be twenty.

Tang Qiuyan continued to speak quietly: "Because I always want to kiss you, do you understand?"

(End of this chapter)