Chapter 163

Leng Yuesheng didn't care either, and said without hesitation: "There used to be a girl whose parents died in an air crash. At the funeral, she didn't shed a single tear, because her father said that as long as he heard her laughter, he would cry." I was able to find her, it was like this every time I played peek-a-boo, so in the grief of everyone, she smiled at the two big photos, and everyone seemed to see a monster. After the funeral, there was no People were willing to adopt her, so she was sent to an orphanage, when she was six years old,

She is still smiling every day, smiling at the sky, smiling at the big tree, and smiling at the lotus pond.

In fact, she was still very scared, she wanted to cry.

However, she didn't dare, she was afraid that as long as she cried, her parents would not be found.

Then, one day, she was locked up in a small dark church for sneaking out of the orphanage again.

She finally cried, and she finally knew that her parents would never find her again.

She finally knew that there was only one person left in this world.

At some point, there was a beautiful child standing in front of her. The child squatted down slowly, wiped away the tears on her face, and said to her: "Don't cry, don't cry, it won't be pretty if you cry. .”

She slapped the child's little hand away vigorously.She just feels sad, and she doesn't want others to disturb her.

But I didn't expect the child to cry out with a wow.

As if he had been wronged so much, he cried so hard that he was about to hold his breath.

She froze for a moment, and even forgot to shed tears.

Later, the child cried and fell asleep beside her.

In that small dark room, I suddenly felt less sad.

Luo Xiaofan opened his eyes and looked at Leng Yuesheng.

"Is it Aze, that's why you love him so much?"

Leng Yuesheng's eyes are still fixed on the large expanse of chrysanthemums, the bright moonlight seems to have covered her body with a layer of white veil, her cold temperament has been restrained a lot, and there is still a hint of faintness at the corners of her mouth. Wu smiled: "No, that person is you."

Luo Xiaofan was really surprised, she really didn't remember clearly.

Leng Yuesheng continued: "You are the child who is heartless and never knows what sadness is. You are born with a kind of lovable thing. It seems that it is a matter of course to spoil you and spoil you. Later, It took me a long time to understand, because you are like a child, whether you are growing or not, your appearance, your personality are all like a child, carefree and happy like an angel."

Are you happy like an angel?

The corner of Luo Xiaofan's mouth showed a trace of sadness.

Such a day seems to be far away from her.

Now she can't remember the happiness in the past.

Maybe she laughed too much before, and those happiness were obtained too easily, so now all her happiness has been confiscated.

Leng Yuesheng raised her lips lightly: "Later, Aze came. From the first time I saw him, I saw the sadness hidden in his eyes similar to mine. Like me, he always thought that mother would come to pick us up, but , he looks sadder than me, and needs more hugs than me, just like this, I often look at this boy, this boy who is calm on the surface and sad inside, I think, I finally found someone in the same world."

Leng Yuesheng lowered her head, with a smile on her lips: "I remember that day, the only time I saw him crying under the old pagoda tree behind the yard, I knew, he also knew that his mother would never come again, and I was the same. I just looked at him like this, crying with him from a distance. But, you appeared. "

Luo Xiaofan's heart suddenly moved.

That was the first time she and Aze met, and it was also the only time in her life that she saw him cry.

In the past, the little friends would laugh happily when they were swinging together, so she said to him: "Brother, help me push the swing."

Seeing her expression softening gradually, Leng Yuesheng must have remembered the past when she was young.

Her voice became a little helpless: "That is to say, since that day, you seem to have become the same person, and there is no place for me anymore. I can only watch from afar. I feel that the only person who can enter my world But you snatched it away, I really envy you."

Luo Xiaofan looked at her slightly surprised, she really didn't know at that time.

Leng Yuesheng turned her head and looked at Luo Xiaofan: "Now I have figured it out, Aze and I are people from the same world, we both have a lonely heart, so we yearn for the warm sunshine more than ordinary people, and You are the ray of sunlight that pierces the darkness, Xiao Fan, you are born with the magic power to heal wounds, even though I am so jealous of you, I still have no way to hate you."

Luo Xiaofan's tears were about to overflow, now that she heard such words, she didn't know whether to be happy or sad.

"Xiao Fan, go back to Ze Han's side." She spoke earnestly, as if she had thought it through carefully, but she still couldn't hide the desolate helplessness no matter what.

Luo Xiaofan bent down to pick a small white chrysanthemum, and smiled slightly at the corner of his mouth: "We can't go back, we can't go back a long time ago, the child in your stomach belongs to Aze, but the child in my stomach is not. His, if I stay by his side, what will you do?"

Leng Yuesheng's eyes dimmed, and she put her hands on her lower abdomen: "This is a gift from God, it is enough for me to have it, but now I want to return Aze to you, I can't stand it anymore gone."

Leng Yuesheng laughed miserably: "There were so many troubles at the beginning, but it was because of that photo of Mermaid Bay." She paused: "I sent that photo to the newspaper."

Luo Xiaofan's fingers twisting the chrysanthemum suddenly trembled.

But Leng Yuesheng smiled lightly: "At the beginning I wanted to separate you, I thought with your personality, if you knew how much trouble you had brought to Aze, you would definitely quit. So, I gave the photo to the newspaper , I tell you not to be a stumbling block for Aze."

Leng Yuesheng's voice became darker: "On the night of Mo Yinfeng's wedding, Aze slapped me for you. For the first time, my heart hurt. Do you know that even though he and I don't have a lover? But he is the best partner, the most tacit confidant, I am really not worth it for him, he likes you so much, when he entered the entertainment industry for you, he did not hesitate to get into trouble with his most cherished father, that day, He pulled me out because he didn't want to embarrass you any more, and later he went back to look for you, but you had already been taken away by Situ Yue, and that day, Aze was drunk, so drunk."

Leng Yuesheng seemed a little tired from standing, she sat down on the bench in the garden, closed her eyes, and said, "It was that night we had sex, and he regarded me as you."

Luo Xiaofan was startled when he heard that.

She doesn't know, she doesn't know anything.

Why tell her these things, she doesn't want to know anything.

She felt that she was slowly sinking into some emotional quagmire again.

"Aze really doesn't know anything. I dealt with everything before he woke up. I think he just thought it was a dream. But, for me, this night is enough. At least I have It was a memory that I will cherish for a lifetime.”

She said sadly: "Later, Aze proposed to you. At that time, I found out that I was pregnant. I knew that I should leave, but when I gave you a wedding gift that day, your wedding had already ended early, and you were moaned." The wind took it away, and left such a big shame and hurt on Ze Han."

Luo Xiaofan's heart began to throb.

She wants to protect him, she just wants to protect him.

Leng Yuesheng continued: "Perhaps there is some reason why you are unhappy. You are afraid of hurting Aze, but you never thought that your leaving is the biggest harm."

She looked at her: "Actually, you don't love him that much. Your love is not one ten-thousandth of mine."

She turned her head again, her eyes suddenly sank: "It's just that my love is still not one-tenth of what Aze has for you, so you should go back to Aze."

Luo Xiaofan felt very uncomfortable, returning to Aze's side, it was impossible, sometimes, the moment he turned around, Molu's life was doomed.

no longer possible...

What's more, you've told me so much, if I can stay by his side safely, I'll be really heartless, she's not the Luo Xiaofan she used to be.

She said that regardless of appearance or heart, she used to be a child, but now she has grown up, and she doesn't know when it happened.

"A Sheng, I will leave A Ze's happiness to you. I don't have the strength to be responsible for his happiness anymore." Her words were a little indifferent, as if what she just said had no effect on her at all.

"You are too heartless." Leng Yuesheng seemed a little excited: "Didn't you realize that Aze from the past has slowly disappeared? Didn't you realize that Aze, who was as gentle as jade, has died? Those who have been there since you left During the days, he drank very drunk every day, and then stayed in the baby room you set up together until dawn, and his eyes gradually changed. Would the former Aze marry a woman he didn't love at will? The former Aze Will Ze use his father's relationship to get close to you? Tell you, today's family banquet was planned by him. You found out, didn't you? But, if you found out, why are you still so indifferent? Could it be, You really don't care at all?"

She cares, she cares, but so what if she cares, it's impossible for her to come back to him, just because she cares, can Aze come back?
"Everyone changes." Her voice was suddenly a little cold: "It's cold here, you should go in earlier."

Her heart was really hurting, she was about to die.

Why tell her these, some truths, she would rather not know, never know...

After finishing speaking, she turned around and walked into the room. The white chrysanthemum in her hand was randomly thrown on the ground. She ran over it without even looking at it.

Leng Yuesheng stared at the little chrysanthemum, looked, it was more like A Ze's love for her, more like his own love for A Ze...

Dedicated to the beauty of a lifetime, without a trace of pity.

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Entering the house, the heating inside will come from the surface.

The attendants had already started to tidy up, Luo Xiaofan glanced at it slightly.

Only Tang Zehan and the old man were gone in the hall.

Today is the most tiring day for her these days.

She turned and went upstairs.

The moment the door of the room was opened, the door of the old man's study was opened.

Tang Zehan walked out like this.

Luo Xiaofan's heart skipped a beat, she was actually a little worried.

What does the old man want him to do.

Tang Zehan watched her walk slowly.There was a coldness in her eyes that she was never familiar with.

Maybe I could see what she was worried about.

When passing by her side, he said lightly: "Don't worry, I didn't say anything."

"Aze—"

The moment she rubbed shoulders, she took his hand.

Tang Zehan froze all over and stopped in his tracks.

(End of this chapter)

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