get married

Chapter 88

On the weekend, Yang Jinning also returned to her hometown.This time it was particularly lively, because Feng Juan's parents and elder brother also came, which seemed to imply that Feng Juan and Yang Yisen's good things were coming soon.Yang Jinning didn't feel much about it. She couldn't say she was happy, but she couldn't say she was uncomfortable. She just listened to the older generation talking about their feelings at that time. Anyway, the two were tied together, and then they lived a lifetime. As free as these people are now.

After dinner, Yang Yisen hugged Yang Yixuan and sat in the yard outside. Feng Juan went over and whispered something in Yang Yisen's ear. He suddenly laughed, and the two talked about some interesting things.

Yang Jinning stood far away, watching this scene, lost in thought.

Before returning here, Yang Jinning accidentally ran into a scene where Feng Juan was flirting with a man. It seemed that the relationship between the two was very unusual.Out of curiosity, Yang Jinning followed Feng Juan, wanting to know what happened.She also always felt that Feng Juan looked simple, and she should belong to the kind of good woman with no scheming, just like everyone's common point of view, she is a good candidate to be a wife.

But Feng Juan seemed to have an unusual relationship with that man.

After the pair had been entangled for a long time, the man left. Feng Juan stared at the man walking away before preparing to leave.Yang Jinning couldn't control herself, and went directly to stop Feng Juan, "Let's talk."

The bus that Feng Juan was waiting for had already arrived, but she just looked at Yang Jinning blankly, and then laughed.This smile confused Yang Jinning for a while, and she didn't understand, because Feng Juan's expression was not the embarrassment and self-deprecation of being bumped into "adultery", but a very ordinary smile.

But this smile made Yang Jinning feel extremely vivid.

Feng Juan pointed to a small shop on the side. It was a well-made milk tea shop. There were vermilion tables and chairs outside, which was very stylish.Yang Jinning nodded. There are not many people at this time, so it is indeed suitable for conversation.

Feng Juan ordered two drinks, and Yang Jinning was served a vanilla black forest milkshake, which made her look sideways at Feng Juan.For a long time, Yang Jinning loved to drink milkshakes with this flavor, and even studied whether she liked the flavor of vanilla or the side ingredients, and finally came to the conclusion that she likes the flavor of vanilla, which is creamy but not greasy. The sweet taste touches the tip of the tongue, filled with a taste of happiness.So she loves it very much, but she seldom drinks this kind of drink anymore.

After Feng Juan sat down, Yang Jinning couldn't help but look at the person opposite. She wondered whether the person bumped into her by accident or really knew her preferences.

Feng Juan behaved very calmly, and met Yang Jinning's scrutinizing gaze with this calm gaze.

"What's the relationship between that man and you just now?" Yang Jinning thought for a while, and decided to say it directly, instead of doing Tai Chi or hinting at the other party, the effect would be too slow, and she likes direct things, even though many times she couldn't get what she wanted.

"Ex-boyfriend." Facing Yang Jinning was also Feng Juan's calmness.

"Are you still dating in secret?" Yang Jinning frowned, it was hard not to think this way, and the following text of this thinking is that Feng Juan is not the same as what they thought, and from this it can be concluded that the appearance is not the same as the inside conclusion...

"No." Feng Juan denied, but explained, "There are still some problems that cannot be resolved."

"what is the problem?"

"You always like to ask the bottom line so much?" Feng Juan's face didn't change much, but it was obvious that she was not very happy, at least she didn't like others asking herself like this, "It doesn't matter if others are Willing to say."

"What are you afraid of if there is nothing you can't see?" Yang Jinning frowned. Since she bumped into her, she didn't say it was all over. Besides, if Feng Juan was really that kind of woman, she wouldn't just watch Yang Yisen walk away with her. close.

Feng Juan closed her eyes, "The man you saw was my ex-boyfriend. To be precise, if I hadn't met Yang Yisen, this man would have become my husband." She glanced at Yang Jinning, "His family I bought him a wedding room. In order to show their importance to this marriage, my name was written on the wedding room. I suddenly regretted it. He came to me several times, and now he asked me to go and remove it with him. My name on the house."

Yang Jinning's expression was not gloomy after listening, "It means that if you hadn't met my brother, you wouldn't have divorced that man?"

"Yes."

Yang Jinning smiled, "That's right, with my brother, there is more than one house..." There was an indescribable sarcasm in the smile.

Feng Juan was not angry, and looked at Yang Jinning calmly, "Are you so habitual to judge the facts according to your own bias?" She didn't care what Yang Jinning was thinking, she continued, "I know you like drinking vanilla the most Black Forest milkshake, because when you were in high school, you liked to sit at the milk tea shop opposite the school and only ordered this kind of milkshake. The person sitting next to you was Yang Yisen. At that time, you always He will have an expression of great enjoyment, and he will stare at you with a doting expression. I have never seen such a gentle smile. But that does not belong to me, I can only be a spectator, and then when I have free time Anytime I go to that milk tea shop, I just hope to run into you. I am like a voyeur, peeping at your happiness all the time, but I have no idea what to do. After graduation, I took the university entrance exam step by step, and then went to I wanted to find an ordinary man to marry and have children, but God let me meet him again, even if his leg was seriously injured. I accompany him to recover every day, encourage him, and accompany him, not because I am so kind, but also Not because of how caring I am, just because he is Yang Yisen. He is just a man you give up casually, but for me, that is the only rainbow in my life for so many years. Being with him is my only Faith, this is my only chance, I can't give up, and I can't give up."

Yang Jinning moved the corner of her mouth, she wanted to say, she didn't give up on that man casually.But what's the use of saying this now?

She found that she was really not qualified to say anything about Feng Juan. If it was her, she would probably be more decisive than Feng Juan.Women, when facing love, always want to give it a try. Unless they are desperate, they are unwilling to give up, especially when there is hope.

She never thought that her past years would be imprinted on other people's lives in this way.

Seeing that Yang Jinning didn't speak, Feng Juan just spit out calmly, "You can tell Yang Yisen what you want about me, and it's up to you."

Feng Juan rarely showed a hint of helplessness, which made Yang Jinning feel a little sentimental. That helplessness was Feng Juan's lack of confidence in herself. It seemed that after Yang Jinning went to say something to Yang Yisen, that man would only listen to Yang Jinning's words, so as to pull herself away long distance.

Yang Jinning was silent, she didn't say she would tell, and she didn't say she wouldn't tell.

In fact, there is nothing to say.

It's just that Yang Jinning thought that the truth we thought might not be the same as the real one, but most of the time we think we must figure it out, but is the truth really that important?
Yang Jinning came back to her senses, and Feng Juan who was beside Yang Yisen was called in again.

Only then did Yang Jinning walk up to Yang Yisen, "Brother."

When the little guy saw his mother, he acted like a baby and let Yang Jinning hug him.She reluctantly took her daughter, while Yang Yixuan pointed to the stars in the sky, pointing out which one was the biggest and which one was the smallest.

Yang Jinning shook her head, and simply let Yang Yixuan play by herself.

Seeing the little guy run away, Yang Yisen smiled helplessly.

"Have you really thought about it, do you want to get married?" Yang Jinning was a little cautious. Although Feng Juan told about the secret love history, such a beautiful thing was only based on the double excellence of Yang Yisen's good family background and good appearance.

Women are always realistic, and in many cases are willing to add reasons to move themselves and others to this reality.

"We must get married." Yang Yisen smiled.

Yang Jinning didn't talk about this topic again, she seemed to have forgotten that Yang Yisen was the one involved, and he should have the most right to speak.What's more, Yang Yisen may not really be the pure and innocent boy in her heart in the past, maybe he has done things that she can't understand in places she can't see.It’s just that we often take what we see as the truth, and we can’t wait to tell the whole world the real face of that person. Maybe that person’s real face is just like that in front of others, and you just accidentally met her appearance in the most embarrassing time.

Yang Jinning chatted with Yang Yisen about some things about her childhood, which was really worth remembering, even if she was very stupid at that time, of course she is not much smarter now.

The meal was a joyous one, and the result was a great satisfaction for both parties.Yang Jinning didn't ask about it. Later, the feelings belonged to others, and she didn't want to interfere more.It's just that Zuo Qinfang and Yang Lihai decided to go on a trip together in a few days, which surprised Yang Jinning. After thinking about it, she was very supportive.In the big environment of China, in fact, their age is the best age to fall in love. They don’t have to bear children, don’t need to raise parents, and there are really not many factors that can affect themselves.

Yang Jinning took the little guy with the intention of sending them a distance, but in the car, Yang Yixuan heard her grandfather say that the scenic spot was so beautiful, so she immediately asked to go together, Yang Jinning naturally objected, but the two old people were very happy to take them with them. This little burden.After a long ideological struggle, Yang Jinning finally decided to fulfill Yang Yixuan's little dream.

The little guy hooked Yang Jinning's neck, "Mom, I love you."

Yang Jinning curled her lips, "If you want it, it means 'I love you', and if you don't like it, show me face."

The little guy pursed his lips, "It's better than you. When you listen to your words, it's 'Xuanxuan is good', and when you don't listen, it's 'You poor boy'."

Hearing what the little guy said, everyone in the car couldn't help laughing.

Along the way, Yang Jinning told the little guy to listen to his grandparents and not to do too much, and the little guy resolutely followed the nodding policy.

After sending them away, Yang Jinning found that she was quite sad. She thought about it, how could her parents think about taking the little guy but not herself?
Sure enough, children are favored more, but when they are older, they are ignored.

She got into a taxi and was about to go back to her single life again. It was really lonely. One and two were paired, but in the end she was still alone.

After the car drove a long distance, she looked out the window, but her eyes fell on a car.That car seemed very familiar, she stared at it for a while, and finally remembered that it was Gu Chengdong's car.

Looking away, she told the driver, "Follow the car in front."

I don't know how long it took, but the car in front finally stopped.Yang Jinning also got out of the car, and hid aside after giving the money.While wondering what Gu Chengdong was going to do, she told herself that she ran into him by accident, and definitely not following him.

She stood aside, stretched out her head, and found that Gu Chengdong had been standing there after getting off the car, not knowing what to do.She shifted her gaze and found that this place turned out to be a very famous hotel. What is he doing here?And he was the only one, not accompanying clients or anything...

Maybe he was waiting, she told herself.

Just a few minutes later, her smile froze at the corner of her mouth, he was indeed waiting for someone... but the one who came was Mu Shuangling.And Mu Shuangling's hand was on Gu Chengdong's arm, and she whispered something ambiguously in Gu Chengdong's ear, but Gu Chengdong was actually laughing.

Yang Jinning was stupid for two seconds before she came back to her senses. In this second just now, she was thinking more about the fact that the man just now was not Gu Chengdong, but just a man who looked like him.

But the feeling of self-deception is too uncomfortable.

Could it be that this is the way Gu Chengdong and Mu Shuangling get along?They have always had this side, and they get along very well, but she has never seen this side, so she takes it for granted that their relationship is not very good, and is more willing to believe that they have no relationship at all.

In fact, in the previous question-and-answer game, what she wanted to ask most was: Have you ever had other women.

She's a coward because she doesn't have the guts to ask.

She has been standing here, has been standing, and she doesn't know what to expect.Two hours passed, and none of them came out of the hotel they entered together.

She felt that the time had never been so long, and she stared at it for a while before turning to leave.

(End of this chapter)