get married

Chapter 80

On the weekend, Yang Jinning brought Yang Yixuan back to Yang's house.Zuo Qinfang has already bought vegetables and is preparing to cook a table of delicious food.And Feng Juan is also here, it seems that her good business with Yang Yisen is getting closer.As soon as Yang Yixuan got home, she ran over to let Yang Yisen hug her. She thought it was not fun, so she asked Yang Yisen to stretch out one leg, and she sat on it and swayed, so that she could have fun.

Yang Jinning looked at Yang Yixuan helplessly, but didn't stop her.Yang Yisen was shaking his legs while pulling Yang Yixuan's hand, afraid that she would fall to the ground if she didn't pay attention.

After Yang Yixuan finally had enough fun, she asked her grandfather for this week's QQ candies.

Yang Lihai carried Yang Yixuan into the yard, then put her down, squatted down, and took out a pack of QQ candies, "Is our family Xuanxuan being good these days?"

"Of course you're very good." Yang Yixuan puffed her cheeks as a matter of course.

"Should the good boy listen to his grandfather?"

Staring at the bag of QQ candies, he nodded resolutely.

"Grandpa asks you, is there an uncle who often comes to see you during this time?"

Yang Yixuan thought for a while, then nodded.

"Is that uncle treating Xuanxuan well?"

"Very good, bought me a lot of delicious food, and took me to play a lot of fun..."

"Then is he good to mom?" Yang Lihai continued to guide.

The little guy thought for a while, "I don't know, but he didn't buy delicious food for his mother."

Yang Lihai frowned, "Did that uncle stay overnight? That is, did he stay at your house?"

The little guy frowned, "Why does that uncle live in our house? Didn't you say that only mom and dad can live with me?"

Yang Lihai patted the little guy's head and put the candy in Yang Yixuan's hands, but he couldn't help but sigh.Last night, he was discussing this matter with the old woman.Parents are always so anxious. They used to worry about their son's affairs, but now that their son's affairs are settled, they start to worry about their daughter's affairs.

Yang Jinning had never mentioned this matter before, and their persuasion was useless.But now that Gu Chengdong is back, this matter has reached the point where it has to be mentioned.If Gu Chengdong reconciles with Yang Jinning because of this child, of course it is the situation they would most like to see.But now that Gu Chengdong is doing well in "Shengen International", how can he easily give up what he has now for the sake of his children?

He shook his head, knowing that this matter was really helpless.

The food was cooked by Zuo Qinfang and Feng Juan, and it was very delicious.Yang Jinning kept praising Feng Juan's superb cooking skills, and she got better every time, implying that Yang Yisen has a good vision and will be blessed in the future.

Yang Yixuan also nodded again and again, "It's better than mom's cooking."

Of course, the result was that the little girl was flicked by her mother's finger.

After dinner, Feng Juan took the initiative to collect the dishes and wash them, because she could see that Yang Lihai and Zuo Qinfang seemed to have something to say to Yang Jinning, after all, she was not very well here.

Yang Yisen carried Yang Yixuan to play in the yard.

Zuo Qinfang looked at Yang Lihai and motioned for the old man to speak.

Yang Lihai frowned, and looked at Yang Jinning who was sitting on the side as if nothing to do with him, "Chengdong came back to look for you, right?"

I knew that since Wednesday I had been calling to make sure I would come back this week, something must have happened.Her hunch is quite accurate under normal circumstances, but she can't lie yet, because they must have understood something.Lying means that they will guess more randomly, and they will be more annoying.

Had to nod.

Zuo Qinfang was more concerned about another matter, "What is his attitude towards Xuanxuan?"

At this moment, she regretted coming back very much, and had to face this question, "What attitude can I have? That's it."

"What do you mean?" Zuo Qinfang was very dissatisfied with such an answer.

"It's what it was before, and it's what it is now." This question is really cruel. That man didn't intend to pay anything for the child, nor did he think that with this child, there would be something more between them.It's still the same as before, no one affects anyone.

Yang Lihai signaled Zuo Qinfang not to get excited, but Zuo Qinfang couldn't help it, "Before you took the child alone, we treated you as waiting for Gu Chengdong to come back, so we just turned a blind eye and closed one eye, and let you go. But now Well, since Gu Chengdong has come back, and his attitude has been made clear, he does not intend to continue to maintain the family, and he also has a fiancee. Then he should think for himself, you are not a teenager now, you should know that you cannot continue to be self-willed gone."

Yang Jinning was silent, holding a pillow in her hands, not knowing what excuses she could use to refute.

Yang Lihai looked at his wife, and then shifted his gaze to Yang Jinning, "Jin Ning, you have to take to heart what your mother said, she is doing it for your own good, even if the words are not very nice. Chengdong's child, I I like it too. But since you have been divorced for so many years and he has his own life, then don't continue to entangle him, it will be of no benefit to anyone."

She knew all of this, they were already divorced, and they had already left each other's lives.She knows everything clearly, and she even knows better than anyone that she should give up and choose another person to live a good life.The world is so big and there are so many people, who can really be inseparable from whom?Those idiots complaining about women are just immature products, and when I think about it many years later, I just laugh at myself as being so innocent and naive back then, which doesn't mean anything.

Her marriage, the initial entry, and the final exit, she has been proving that she can live a very good life, and it also proves that she can indeed do it.

But what does she have?
Her heart was empty.

"Dad, Mom, what do you want me to do?"

Seeing her let go, Zuo Qinfang took out a photo, "This is my classmate's son, he is working in a very good company now, he has a successful career and a good family background, please find a time to come out and have a look... ...I have seen the young man, he is also a good-looking talent..."

Yang Jinning didn't listen too carefully, but she just thought, if the other party is really so good, would he like her?But she didn't say anything, she just nodded, agreeing.

The agreed place was a restaurant with a good atmosphere, but she arrived earlier than the man.Now there are not many men who are punctual, but she doesn't feel angry at all, and her mentality has changed for the better.

After a long time, someone walked up to her, "Hello, Miss Yang." The other party gave an apologetic smile, "There is a traffic jam on the road, I'm sorry to keep you waiting."

Yang Jinning looked at this man, he looked 27 or [-], and there was an indescribable comfort in his gestures.The man's appearance is definitely the type that can have countless fans in college. He looks handsome and elegant, but he can see the "bad" side of him from the eyes of this boy who looks like a good boy.It belongs to the kind of good boy in the teacher's heart, the good baby in the parents' heart, and then in private, he does the things that the teacher objects to and the parents are annoying, but the teacher and the parents will never see the real boy.

"I didn't wait long." Yang Jinning summoned the waiter and prepared to order.

As soon as the waiter left, there were only the two of them left, and the atmosphere was more or less a little awkward, not to mention that the other party didn't belong to that kind of wretched type, who would only look at her face, which made her feel a little stressed.

"You look much better than in the photo." Yang Jinning picked up the topic casually, and didn't want to ask about boring topics like her work.

Chen Zihan smiled slightly, "You are just like the photo, otherwise I wouldn't be able to find you so quickly."

Yang Jinning turned around, and sure enough, there were already many people in the restaurant, so he didn't say anything wrong.

Like other people on a blind date, I asked some questions about interests.While Yang Jinning was still thinking about what to ask next, the man opposite suddenly stood up and ran out of the restaurant without thinking about anything.He ran very fast, as if he was chasing someone important...

Yang Jinning was stunned for a moment, then glanced at the coat on the opposite chair. It was of good quality, and it seemed that the salary should not be too bad.In fact, what she thinks the most is that he will come back to get the clothes anyway, so she doesn't have to pretend to be curious to catch up and ask what happened...

really.After a few minutes, the man came back again.

He was still panting slightly, even though he was well controlled.

He sat down again, but there was a deep pain in his eyes, which flashed past and made it impossible to grasp.Because soon, he smiled at Yang Jinning again, "Sorry, I thought I saw an acquaintance just now..."

By saying this, he meant that he didn't want to bring up the topic, and proposed it on his own initiative, intending to slip it by with a word.

But how could an acquaintance run away in such a hurry...

"People who are very important to you?" Yang Jinning seems to be interested in this. Men of this age, especially after they have a certain status, always pay attention to their own image in public. such an action.

Chen Zihan froze for a moment, "I don't know..."

Yang Jin was a little puzzled and frowned.

"My first love." Fortunately, he took the initiative to answer.

"You still think about her?" Yang Jinning put down her chopsticks, "Or, do you still love her?"

Chen Zihan shook his head, "I don't know, I don't know if I miss her or not, I don't know if I still love her or not. I just know that when I can't see her, I don't think about her on purpose, and I still work as usual But once I see her, I can't help but wonder how she is doing, how is she doing now, is there anyone taking good care of her. I don't know if I still love her or not, but I know that only she can Let me catch up without thinking about anything."

Yang Jinning was silent for a moment. She originally wanted to ask why she broke up if this was the case.There are many reasons for breaking up, and the environment and personality are all decisive factors, so what can it explain?
"In that case, so what if you catch up?" Yang Jinning frowned, since she didn't intend to reconcile anyway, so why bother to chase.

This question seemed to be asked by the man opposite.

"Have you ever eaten Xixiguo?" Chen Zihan said, seemingly unintentionally, "I liked eating it when I was a child. At that time, it cost a dime a bag, and I even saved a dime to buy it. I always thought that It is my favorite snack. When I grow up, sisiguo has become a pack of four or five yuan. I know that maybe this kind of sisiguo is more delicious and tastes better than the previous one that costs a dime a pack. But I I will never save a penny to buy it again. Even if I have millions of dollars, I don’t want to buy the more delicious sisig in the supermarket. I can’t find the feeling of craving for sisi again. I won’t save money to buy it. To me, she is that bag of sisiguo. It will never be replaced.”

Yang Jinning stared blankly at the man sitting opposite.

Inexplicably, she understood what he meant, even if he would meet another woman in his life, that woman was far more beautiful and even gentle than his first love, but it was neither her nor the original person.

Some people just cannot be replaced, they occupy the original beauty of your heart, no matter what you become, they cannot be erased from the original memory.

Yang Jinning nodded, "I understand what you mean, so why are you today..."

"My mother forced me to come here, and I just happened to be here on a business trip, and I'm going back to Yanchuan City tomorrow..."

Yang Jinning understands very well that the other party is so honest that she doesn't even need to ask about her conditions, family situation and work. He has no plan to be with her, maybe he has no plan to be with anyone now.

"I understand you."

This meal was good, and they parted at the end. They didn't ask for each other's phone number.

She stood where she was, watching the man go further and further away.Perhaps, there are still people chasing their original beauty, they may succeed, they may fail, but they are all chosen by themselves.First love is always so beautiful, but there are not many people who are willing to protect it and have the opportunity to protect it.

She didn't know whether Chen Zihan's first love girlfriend was really in this city, and whether he would have a chance to find his first love girlfriend to reconnect with him, but she wished them well.

It was also at this moment that she understood that some people are truly irreplaceable.

Because no matter how excellent she met, she couldn't see that she could have a future with a stranger. She couldn't imagine that she would spend her whole life with another man.

Some people's life, choose a person who will do, until old age, until death.

Some people are trying to find the only one in life, that must be him.

She was still standing, and countless vehicles slid by in front of her eyes, and the neon lights were shining on the whole street.Closing her eyes, she knew that all she wanted was to have that man by her side in the crowd.

Opening her eyes, she smiled to herself, and she knew, that was what she wanted.

(End of this chapter)