get married

Chapter 77

Yang Yixuan's words successfully dissipated the feeling of suffocation and depression in Yang Jinning's heart.In fact, she wanted to use this anger to say enough at once, what does it mean that she, as a mother, does not pick up her children.Let's not talk about whether she has asked someone to pick up the child. It is her business to play mahjong, and she is free to do whatever she likes.Why should she care how she treats and educates her children?Maybe others still have a bit of gossip qualification to accuse her. Why does this man speak of her?The child she gave birth to, the child she raised by herself, has to be blamed by this man who has not done half of his responsibility?
It's hilarious.

It's like a wife who cooks at home every day. The husband doesn't have to do anything, but every day he dislikes his wife's cooking.People who have no credit are not qualified to complain and dislike, this is Yang Jinning's theory.

Now, Yang Yixuan looked at Gu Chengdong with puffed cheeks, then slowly walked to Yang Jinning's side, grabbing Yang Jinning's clothes with her small hands.

Yang Jinning curled her lips, "I know how to raise my own child." Don't worry about it.

Gu Chengdong's expression became even uglier.

She didn't mean to be against him on purpose, but she just hated his self-righteous appearance, so she explained kindly, "Look at how spoiled children are nowadays? You have to give what you want, and you will be happy if you don't like it." Crying. I will not spoil my child, and I have a limit for everything. I just didn’t pick her up today, can you make it? It seems that I made an unforgivable mistake..."

Gu Chengdong pursed his lips, maybe she was right, but when he faced that little face...

Seeing that she was silent and there were more and more people around, Yang Jinning opened her mouth, "Would you like to sit down? It's very close..." Still can't really follow her personality, after all, in the past...

Yang Yixuan stared at Gu Chengdong, and then at her mother, looking very confused.

Gu Chengdong stretched out his hand, wanting to take the small schoolbag for Yang Yixuan, but he stretched out his hand and remembered something, and withdrew his hand, which made the little guy even more confused, his eyes rolled around several times, and finally he stretched out his hand to pull Gu Chengdong as well.

Yang Yixuan stared at Gu Chengdong. In fact, she liked this uncle quite a lot, because he would buy her food...

Entering the apartment, Gu Chengdong looked at the room.Yang Jinning looked at him with uncomfortable eyes, but she didn't speak, she just served him a cup of tea.

While Gu Chengdong was looking at her, Yang Jinning pulled Yang Yixuan aside, tortured her daughter to extract a confession, and told her what she had done today.You must know that when Gu Chengdong comes back, she will definitely not go to play mahjong, she will definitely be a loving mother, and she will also be a good wife in the hall and in the kitchen. I regret her to death.

Yang Jinning pointed in Gu Chengdong's direction, "Do you like him?"

"like."

Yang Jinning's heart skipped a beat, could it be that there is really some feeling between father and daughter?Is the relationship between father and daughter will be particularly good?Yang Jinning frowned, then why she didn't feel it every time Yang Yixuan ran out to play, and she had to travel many places to find this guy, thinking about it made her stomach angry.

"why do you like it?"

"He will buy me delicious food."

"..."

No wonder it’s popular nowadays that daughters should be rich, and it’s not good if they are not rich. If your daughter who has been raised for more than ten or twenty years is coaxed by a man for hundreds of dollars for food and clothing, wouldn’t it be a big loss?

Yang Jinning pointed Yang Yixuan's forehead with her finger, this little heartless person.But for the sake of her helping herself today, she still needs to focus on encouragement.

"Go do your homework." Yang Jinning patted Yang Yixuan on the shoulder and let her into the study.

Yang Yixuan secretly glanced at Gu Chengdong, then at her mother, "Are you guys going to whisper?"

Yang Jinning made a gesture, Yang Yixuan didn't dare to stay any longer, and went as a good student with a small schoolbag on her back.

After letting Yang Yixuan go away, Yang Jinning went out again.She didn't know how to face this man. It was she who said those words back then, and she was the one who forced him to file for divorce first.Even if it wasn't her intention.Between them, it's like two rivals facing each other, but they don't know what they are competing for, and they don't know what the other party wants to do, so they have to bump into each other.After getting the wound, he took it for granted that he was injured, but forgot that the other party was also bleeding.

But people are always selfish. After all, the wound is on their own body, and only they can feel the real pain.

From the moment they got the divorce certificate, there was no relationship between them.She even wondered if he thought she was that kind of person, knowing that he had nothing, and gave him a knife when he was in the most pain.None of that was what she thought, but she did it, in that way.

We often say that we hope that those who love me can understand me, but we forget that we are all mortals, and we can't see through other people's hearts, we can only guess.And most people will not spend time just to study a woman's mind.

Too demanding, always torturing others while torturing myself.

They no longer have any relationship, but she still doesn't want to accept others.It's not that others are good or bad, it's not that others have insufficient advantages and too many disadvantages, it's just that she doesn't want to.

She wanted to wait for this man to appear, just like she had dreamed, one day he would stand in front of her, and she would tell him that she had a child for him, a very lovely daughter, but it was a pity for the daughter Doesn't look much like him.

These imaginary things are all shattered by reality.No matter how confident and unrestrained she is, she still can't change the fact that she doesn't know what his attitude is or how he sees herself.When she was thinking of telling him that she gave birth to his child in a surprise way, he already knew this fact and still didn't take any action.

Child, it wouldn't be a bargaining chip for him to return to her immediately and live a happy family life, but she no longer has any bargaining chips.

She walked to Gu Chengdong's side, trying to calm herself down, "How do you feel about this house?"

Living here is mainly because the community is crowded and lively. She doesn't want to stay in a lonely environment and treat herself like a slowly withering flower. Such loneliness is too hurtful.

The house is very tidy, it can be seen that the owner cleans and organizes frequently.Things are generally placed higher, probably because they are afraid that children will play with them as toys and break them at will.There are many and exquisite decorations in the house, the owner should have confidence and hope in life...

His eyes fell on Yang Jinning, "It's okay."

The tea on the coffee table was still steaming. His eyes fell on the cup, but he didn't take it to drink. He just sat on the sofa silently.There are two pillows on the sofa, which are not matched with the sofa, as if they were custom-made after embroidery.He didn't know that she had such a hobby before, also, he didn't really understand her.

Yang Jinning bit her lip, and sadly found that there was nothing to talk between them, and the only topic was probably the child.As for the past, how could she say that it was just her way of venting her anger, and hoped that he would understand?Then they can go back in time?The gap of a few years is not an instant distance, not to mention they were so unhappy at the beginning...

Seeing that she didn't seem to have anything to say, he tapped his fingers on the coffee table, "Why?" His gaze was slowly placed on her, without any other emotions.

Yang Jinning frowned, the wrinkles disappeared slightly, she understood what he meant, "I don't know."

He wanted to ask her why she had this child, under the circumstances.

She didn't know, but she just wanted to give birth, to prove something with this stupid behavior.

Yang Jinning's eyes turned from gentle to aggressive, and after something was confirmed in her heart, she persisted, "If I told you, would you want me to give birth to this child?"

If he could hold back the child in the slightest, she would have the best excuse to refuse the divorce, why did she need an excuse, because she was that kind of person, she would rather make a mistake to the end.

"Yang Jinning, don't you find it ironic that you leave this question to me?" Gu Chengdong sneered, and his eyes turned cold when he looked at her.He is not a saint, so he also holds grudges.

Everything about her is fake, it's fake to marry him, it's fake to live a good life with him...Since all the feelings are fake, why do you want to have a child for such a man?So he never thought that she would be pregnant, even if she had, her personality would keep the child?Maybe it will be removed soon...

Yang Jinning let out a long breath, too, who would have believed that she really wanted to have this child?
She smiled, and her tone became casual, "I just thought, the child is half of you, after all, I can't conceive without you, right? So I should inform you if I'm going to give birth, so that you won't find out when you come back I killed your child without your consent, and then searched for me desperately. But I didn’t have your phone number, and I couldn’t notify you, so I had no choice but to hesitate. I had to hesitate. I was born without a father, so I have to Taking care of this child alone will drag down my life. But I hesitated for a long time. It was my first pregnancy and I had no experience. As a result, the child grew up and it was difficult to perform surgery. I was afraid of death, so I decided to Just be born."

She was telling him that she didn't want to give birth, there was no way, it happened that she had no choice but to give birth.

"Is this still interesting?" The smile on Gu Chengdong's mouth was somewhat mocking.

The child has already been born, and it is meaningless to ask how it was born, but some people like to do these meaningless things.

"Then what's interesting?" Yang Jinning swept the smile at the corner of his mouth, "My stomach grows little by little, and I can feel a life beating inside, and sometimes she kicks me, and then I thought, don't care. Whose child is she? Anyway, it can only come out of my stomach and be my own child. I just gave birth. Before the birth, the skin was quite bad, and there were always some ugly things on the face. Fortunately, after the child was born, these things It dissipated. When I gave birth in the hospital, I felt that I was going to die. It turned out that giving birth was really hard. Although I didn’t feel much in the operating room. But I’m naturally afraid of pain, and the surgical wound is under anesthesia After taking the medicine, it hurts like hell..."

Gu Chengdong's eyes fell on her, with some doubts.

Yang Jinning smiled sarcastically, "Do you think I'm talking nonsense again? Let me tell you, I'm just telling you how hard I worked and how much I suffered. After giving birth, I have to stay in confinement, and I can't take a bath for a month At most, it’s just to wipe her body... And do you think this little guy is so obedient? He can piss you off when there is trouble. Gu Chengdong, I have suffered so much to raise her so big, you can pick up a ready-made old one now. Dad, what qualifications do you have to accuse me?"

After Yang Jinning's voice fell, Gu Chengdong was silent for a while, "We are all adults." We should be responsible for what each other did, and if she wanted to have a child, she would have to bear the consequences.

Her excuses are completely meaningless. The real main reason is that she is willing to give birth, so no one else is to blame.

"You..." She wanted to say why is he so cold-blooded?She has to be responsible for herself when she does things, but she is also his child, so can't he show anxiety and guilt?
In fact, animals like men are often labeled as cold-blooded. Most of the time, they are only willing to escort the woman they love or the woman they approve of, and they are not willing to show more tenderness to others.

And now, she, Yang Jinning, is also irrelevant in his life.

She is no longer his, why should he care about her suffering?
Don't expect too much from a person who doesn't care about you, he won't do what you want him to do.

At this moment, she thought she was really hurt.

When he saw the child, he just knew it was his child, and he never considered her existence.He had already given up on her, long, long ago.But she was like a fool, looking forward to what kind of results would come out, but in the end she could only disappoint herself and get nothing.

She has been doing things she regrets all the time, and she has been doing them all the time, but she will never learn from them.

No one is qualified to ask another person to treat him wholeheartedly, he can only expect it.

(End of this chapter)