get married

Chapter 59

Yang Jinning stayed in the hospital until Yang Yisen came to his senses completely, and after a series of examinations, he found nothing wrong, which finally made her feel relieved.It's just that Yang Yisen's leg was seriously injured, and he is still unconscious, so he can only do rehabilitation after he recovers.

But having hope is better than having no hope. Both Yang Jinning and Yang Lihai are optimistic about this.

When Yang Yisen woke up, they did not hide Yang Yisen's illness, and he listened carefully with a very focused expression.Seeing that Yang Lihai and Zuo Qinfang looked very tired, Yang Yisen persuaded them to go back to rest. Naturally, they were rejected, but Yang Yisen himself insisted, how could he look at his elderly parents so haggard.Yang Jinning also asked them to go back to rest, and they were allowed to come to the hospital after they had rested.

Only then did Yang Jinning sit on a reclining chair on the side, which was specially provided for escorts.She stared at Yang Yisen's face, and the guilt in her heart rose again, especially after he woke up and looked at himself, the first sentence was: You are fine.

If it was moving before, this moment is grief.

She seems to be able to understand the feeling of "I can never go back" as the woman she used to say after having a child and marrying another person. No matter how nice you are, how nice you are to me. They are no longer the boys and girls at the beginning, and they can never go back, even if they still do impulsive things for each other, they can never go back to the past.They are no longer the only ones they believe in each other, or she is no longer firm, if the relationship between them has reached death, it is she who made the decision herself, and she is the one who moved on first.

It was because she wasn't firm enough that she personally put an end to this seemingly beautiful love.

Yang Yisen also looked at her, his eyes were not complicated, yes, he has always been so simple, he will not hide schemes, nor will he think of murdering others, he will only treat someone well in his own way.

"Don't feel guilty." He did this not to burden her, but at that moment, he chose to do it. At that moment, he couldn't think too much, it was just an instinctive reaction.

He has taken care of her for so many years, and he doesn't mind taking care of her one more time.

He is always so calm, even knowing that his legs...

"It's not like you don't know that I'm heartless." She tried to smile, but it was slightly bitter.The most helpless thing, I'm afraid this is it, there is a person who can treat me like this, but I can't give the same response.

Yang Yisen twitched the corner of his mouth, "Then keep it going."

Heartless people are self-centered and don't have to care about other people's gains and losses. Such people are more likely to be happy.

"Of course you will, otherwise, you can learn more from me."

"I'm afraid it has something to do with genes." He seemed to think for a few seconds, "Should I discuss it with my mother and send me back to the 'original factory' to have a fresh factory?"

He was able to say the content of this kind of joke so seriously that she didn't know how to respond.

It's just that this has something to do with genes, and I'm afraid it has a lot to do with the environment. Who will change from bad to good at birth?Living in a simple environment is not simple and difficult. Living in a complex environment, seeing all kinds of life, I naturally start to think about which way can make my life better, and gradually seek advantages and avoid disadvantages, so I become more and more selfish .

"You are a qualified product, so don't say such words that make me feel ashamed." She didn't want to continue discussing this topic, which would make her feel more selfish, even if those things were understandable from her point of view, but once Thinking of it, she still felt very disgusted, although it had already become a thing of the past.

As always, Yang Yisen respected her quite a bit, but the next topic made her feel even more uncomfortable.

"You've been in the hospital all this time?"

Before Yang Jinning could respond, Yang Yisen continued, "Let's go back, it's not good to stay here forever."

"He won't care."

Yang Yisen seemed to smile, "When you see Gu Chengdong with other women, even if they don't hug and kiss ambiguously, what kind of psychology do you have?"

She didn't seem to understand what he meant.

But Yang Yisen understood very well, "Your mood at that time was his mood when he saw you and other men."

Even if they all feel that they are innocent and have done nothing, but in the eyes of others, it is another matter. People are mutual, but people like to be Marxist-Leninist to others and liberal to themselves.

She opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything.

But she still refused to leave, especially when Yang Lihai and Zuo Qinfang went back to rest.Yang Yisen didn't force her, he talked to her about some more relaxed topics, he didn't like to refute, so he let her express her point of view better.

Yang Lihai and Zuo Qinfang finally rushed to the hospital.

Yang Lihai stood outside and did not enter the ward, while Zuo Qinfang brought the ready-made soup for Yang Yisen to drink.Seeing this, she walked out silently. She could understand their thoughts as parents at this moment, and always cared for their children.She thought, if she was lying on the hospital bed, they would definitely treat her like this.

She walked towards Yang Lihai.

In my impression, this was the first time she saw Yang Lihai smoking.

She had heard their stories before. Yang Lihai was actually just an ordinary man before, really ordinary, with a very mediocre appearance and less than 1.6 meters tall, but he struggled by himself and married Zuo Qinfang.After marriage, both of them are happy.When Yang Lihai was ill, Zuo Qinfang asked him to quit smoking, and he really did.

Until now, Yang Jinning still thinks they are very happy.It doesn't matter whether you are poor or rich, you can be so happy.In poverty, a man who can keep the women around him needs skills.When rich, a woman who can keep a man around her also needs skill.

"Dad." She stood beside Yang Lihai.

She rarely saw him frowning like this, so she must have a lot of troubles in his heart.

Yang Lihai threw the cigarette butts into the trash can on one side before sitting on the seat on the other side. He patted the seat beside him and motioned her to sit over.

"We haven't talked for a long time." Yang Lihai seemed to sigh a little, "How are you and Chengdong?" After glancing at her, he added a few more words, "To be honest."

Yang Jinning lowered her head. She didn't want to lie, but telling the truth would make them unhappy.

"There was a little conflict." I still chose the truth.

Yang Lihai nodded, but did not ask her what happened to cause it as she thought.

Yang Jinning seemed to understand in his heart that he wanted to say something to himself, so his heart became heavy.

"Jin Ning, are you really happy now?" Yang Lihai originally thought that he might never ask this question in his life. They were not completely ignorant of the matter between her and Yang Yisen back then, but there was repulsion in their hearts, and they didn't want their own. The son is involved with her.It's not that they have prejudice against her, but her character, in fact, doesn't seem to fit well with Yang Yisen, their son, they know better which kind of girl is suitable.

But what happened today made the two elders start to doubt whether they were wrong in the past.It is a kind of disrespect for them to use their own eyes to judge whether this pair of young people is suitable.

The night they returned home, they kept thinking about this question, whether their opposition back then ruined the happiness of the two children.Seeing Yang Yisen like this now made them regret even more. If they hadn't objected at the beginning, would the two children really be together instead of what they are now.

Whether the shoes fit or not, only the feet know. At most, the onlookers can judge whether the shoes are so good-looking and whether they match the clothes of the owner of the feet.

People live to live comfortably for themselves, not for others to judge good or bad.

Yang Jinning pondered the deep meaning of Yang Lihai's words, and seemed to be able to understand.

"Dad, it's hard to say whether happiness is happiness, because everyone's definition is different, and what they pursue is also different. But I am sure that all of this is my own choice. No matter what the consequences are, I am willing to make my own choice." Bear, all of this has never been related to others, it is my own decision." She stared at Yang Lihai, "Everyone has their own life path to go, what others play is just an accidental factor, all of this is decided by the person concerned, As for what is at the end of the road, I think as long as it is not too bad, it should be acceptable."

What Yang Lihai originally wanted to ask was completely blocked by her words.

She never blamed them. On the contrary, she was very grateful to them for giving her a warm home and treating her sincerely, making her feel warm and even moved.

As for her life, I can only say that everything about her is chosen by herself, no wonder others.What's more, even if others influence her, she is willing to be content with the status quo, and regrets are often useless.

If a pair of lovers do not come together, instead of blaming who stopped you, it is better to blame yourself for not being firm enough and not loving each other enough.No matter how greedy you are for the past, it's all about harming yourself and others.

Yang Lihai nodded. After he understood her thoughts, he also felt a lot more relaxed, "Small conflicts between husband and wife are inevitable, but don't be too fussy, otherwise if you are unhappy, the other party will also feel tired."

Yang Jinning nodded, "I know." It's just that when the petty temper comes, reason goes to hell.

After talking for a while, they went to the ward together.

Yang Yisen seems to be in a good mood, at least he won't think about it after knowing his condition like other patients.Yang Jinning couldn't see through him, and didn't know if he really didn't mind too much, or just to keep them from worrying.

It's just that they all persuaded Yang Jinning to go home. Although it was under the banner of taking a rest, she knew that they just wanted her not to make trouble with Gu Chengdong.I don't know where this idea of ​​persuading harmony and not dissension came from.

Yang Jinning walked out of the hospital and took out her mobile phone, but no one called.The only text message is from 10086, which can be exchanged for phone bills with points.It has always been said that mobile phone bills are more expensive, and there are many mobile activities. Red 50 will return 500, and red 100 will return 1000. It seems that it is actually very cost-effective, and you can often exchange phone bills.Maybe it was because she was not in a good mood, so she exchanged all her points for phone bills. After doing this, she felt that she was in a better mood.

Holding the mobile phone, thinking about whether to call Gu Chengdong, everyone hoped that she would do that, as if she would be sorry for others if she didn't satisfy them so much.

But why did she call him?

He didn't really go on a business trip, and his wife didn't stay at home for a few days, and he didn't even make a phone call.What's more, after she experienced such a big thing, she didn't even have a single comfort.

What are you doing with your husband?Isn't it just for a warm chest?This kind of thought completely put an end to her thoughts of calling.

When she returned to Yehua, Huang Ma complained to her that she came to cook every day, but neither of them came back.It made her feel a little guilty. If she encountered such a situation before, she would definitely call Huang Ma to inform her, but this time she forgot.

What surprised her was that Gu Chengdong didn't come back for many days.

This situation made her a little worried, and she still couldn't help calling him, but no one answered.Her worry became superfluous, so she thought about just leaving him alone, anyway, he also ignored her like this.

When she was having dinner and wanted to take a good rest, Gu Chengdong came back again.

I don't know if I should praise them for their tacit understanding. She came back today, so he came back too.

Gu Chengdong was actually in worse condition than her, but this did not arouse her "maternal" feelings at all, she just stared at him and watched him enter the bathroom with cold eyes.

When he came out, her expression still didn't change, "I called, why didn't you answer?"

Gu Chengdong stood there, looked at her for a while, "I didn't keep my phone by my side."

She didn't know whether his words were true or false, but she was even more upset.

If she was the first to call him when she was in danger, would she not answer the same?She knew that her thoughts were too one-sided and arbitrary, but she just couldn't help thinking like this.

Gu Chengdong still stood where he was, "I have something to tell you." His expression was quite solemn.

"Good thing or bad thing?"

"Not a good thing."

"Then don't talk about it, lest I can't sleep after hearing it. I haven't slept for several days. Let me have a good sleep." After she finished speaking, she lay down and covered herself with the quilt, ignoring him at all.

(End of this chapter)