get married

Chapter 51

Gu Chengdong's hand touched her neck, her neck was thin, as if someone had heard that such a person would have a short life.She couldn't help frowning, and turned her hand again, hooking it on her chin.

I am the unique Yang Jinning.her manifesto.

Being disturbed to sleep, she seemed extremely dissatisfied, stretched out her hand and waved the hand he touched, and turned over at the same time.He didn't take his hand back, and she showed extremely uncomfortable movements, as if she was about to wake up.

He was not busy today, but he sat in the office and stayed alone for a long time until after get off work, it was dark and the lights were on.His heart is not irritable, but slightly bitter.He is not a resolute and unyielding man, and he naturally has his dead spot. Susie is the untouchable dead spot in his life. Even if someone mentions her name, it will disturb her.When he was the most rebellious and lonely, it was Suzy who was by his side, and she was the first person in his life who wanted to be together forever.

Until now, he had only a little understanding of why those men would take revenge on a woman. He was probably desperate, and probably really had nowhere to vent.

He looked at her face, familiar and unfamiliar.

Ye Wanxi didn't mix personal emotions in it, the purpose was just to make him believe in that fact more, and he knew it would be true, because Yang Jinning was such a person.Push her into a hurry, even if she loses the world, it's not a bad idea.

From that story, Yang Jinning seems to be a victim, at least among those grievances, she can be regarded as pitiful.But when it comes to Susie, the poor one can only be Susie, a pure and beautiful woman.But because he chose to side with Su Xi, Yang Jinning's moralism can be completely discarded.Sometimes it's not that this person didn't do well, it just chose another, so he had to choose to give up this person who could have been called a victim.

If Susie is still there, he will only worry about Susie. She is such a kind girl, and she will definitely use her own method to make the family live well, but not everyone lives in the way she thinks. .

Well, Suzie is no more.

He squinted, Susie's death had a lot to do with the woman in front of him.revenge?He pouted, even he himself would not believe that he would do such a boring thing.Moreover, he could almost imagine that if one day Yang Jinning knew about his "revenge", she would definitely drag him with her when she went to hell.Or, before he pulled away, she would ruthlessly shake him off, to show that even if the whole world didn't want her, she would prove that she would have a better life than anyone else.

If he doesn't know these so-called truths, what is he going to do?
From the moment she pretended to point a gun at his head, the confidence and stubbornness in her eyes were deeply imprinted in his mind, so he wanted to live a good life.

Well, now too.

A truly stupid person is not how stupid he is and how many wrong things he will do, but how he will use his past to trap himself tightly. He Gu Chengdong should not be that kind of person.

In the past, his present cannot be netted, let alone his future.

Suzy, belonging to his past.

It's not that she's not important enough, it's just that she no longer belongs in his life.

Yang Jinning couldn't pat off the hand that made her sleep uncomfortable, her expression was very uncomfortable, and she patted it with her hands in a big way, feeling uncomfortable, so she opened her eyes.

Just about to lose her temper, when she encountered this situation alone, she just took the pillow next to her and threw it out fiercely.If I'm in a good mood, I'll pick it up, and if I'm in a bad mood, I'll let it sit on the ground.She looked at him with the expression of someone who was about to lose his temper, but couldn't, with a puffed face, and slowly let go of the anger in his mouth.

However, her sleepy and squinted eyes became extremely bright at this moment, and she looked at him with a little aggrieved look, "Why did you come back so late?" She fell asleep waiting.

When I was very young, I heard my grandma telling stories of that era. On New Year's Eve, my grandma and my mother waited for my grandpa to come back. They didn't come back until they fell asleep, and then had a New Year's Eve dinner.At that time, her first thought was that she definitely couldn't wait for someone like this, most likely she would steal a meal and then have a good sleep.

The reality proved it with its reality, in fact, she would do the same thing with her grandma.

"Waiting for a long time?" His tone was normal, it didn't look like anything had happened at all, he just looked at her lightly.

She pursed her lips, refusing to admit that she had waited for him for a long time, and looked up at the ceiling, "The TV series is so good, I just kept watching TV series... I didn't fall asleep because the TV series was boring, but because I watched the super long commercial , It was too boring, so I fell asleep."

Gu Chengdong still stared at her, and did not refute her words.She looked at his expression carefully, and always felt that he was a little weird today, but she couldn't tell why, "Well, I'm waiting for you." It should be good to be an honest child.

He gave a slight smile, if it goes on like this, it seems to be fine.He always believed that there would be a woman in his life who he could truly treat wholeheartedly, a woman who could abandon principles and reason for her.

He didn't know if this woman was her, at least at this moment, he hoped it was her.

Seeing him staring at her all the time, she waved her hand in front of him, "I look particularly good today?"

He seemed to sigh a little, but he didn't hit her.

Seeing him like this, she frowned and studied for a while, "You are very abnormal today, I have to conduct a strict interrogation on you, why are you back so late?"

She crossed her legs together and made a full posture.

Gu Chengdong glanced at her, "Do you know what time it is?"

It's so late, don't come here.

Yang Jinning felt very weak, so she crawled towards him and hugged him with both hands.I sniffed him carefully. There was no smell of other women's perfume or alcohol. It seemed that he hadn't been to those high-end places, nor had he attended the dinner party.

If he doesn't disturb himself, he can fall asleep.

"If I don't take a shower for a day, will you dislike me for being unclean?" She pulled him to the big bed behind her with both hands, but he still sat motionless, no matter how hard she tried.

Gu Chengdong didn't seem to be very interested, but he didn't pour cold water on it either, "Not for now."

"You don't think I'm too lazy or too particular?"

This made him laugh out loud, "You are lazy yourself, you can't pull me to be lazy together, can you?"

"I just want you and me to be a couple who don't like cleanliness." Being unclean is also known as eating without getting sick. So can a couple who don't like cleanliness last for a long time?Well, she's just talking nonsense.

Just go bite him.

In fact, she just felt that if she was drowsy, she would wash away the drowsiness bugs, so she might as well get up in the morning to wake herself up with water.

She always seemed to like this. Whatever she did, no matter how big or small, she hoped that someone would be with her, so that she was not alone in making mistakes.

If she is punished, there is also someone to accompany her.

Gu Chengdong didn't feel very sleepy, he opened his eyes and looked at the transparent blackness, but on the contrary, she was sleeping soundly.She kept leaning towards him, sleeping in his arms, and finally found a good position, no longer kept moving.Her legs were also placed on his legs, and even deliberately stuck to the skin under his nightgown.

She doesn't seem to be too afraid of the cold, but she is very afraid of the heat, and even likes to "roast" the cold on his body while sleeping.Relatively speaking, the temperature on his body seems to be a little lower than hers.He was able to fully understand these small details, and even became a habit.

Many things, whether you are used to it or not, become your own "habits" that cannot be changed.Usually we think that we are chasing certain things in our hearts, and we regard it as insignificant, and if we take it in life, it may not be as good as this "habit".And what can be lost will not be indispensable to him.

He had stopped thinking about these meaningless things for a long time.

He failed Suzie, and he didn't even see her for the last time.He also thinks that Suzie is very important to him, an indelible presence in his life.But knowing the reason for Susie's repeated illnesses and the stimulation Susie received, he would actually do nothing, even he himself didn't believe it.

Could it be that he himself is actually a ruthless person?
It's like a vent for feelings, just once.Susie left him, and he had nowhere to vent his dissatisfaction, so he had a cold war with his grandfather and deliberately treated Yang Jinning badly.This was decided by his depressed mood at the time, unable to face this woman who was justified by him but not the woman he recognized.Likewise, he couldn't fall in love with another woman as soon as Suzy left.He mourned his feelings in his own way, and he also treated his true feelings in his own way.

But now, after a few years, he no longer had the anger and eagerness he had at that time. Even though he still missed Susie, it was no longer the love he had in the past.

Life will always have its own arrangements, and if Susie hadn't left, he would have spent his life with Susie, at least he thought so and knew he could do it.But Suzie left, and his life changed drastically.He couldn't go back, even if Susie could appear in front of him at this moment, he knew that he would never go back.

There will always be people who deny their current life because their past lovers or lovers reappear in their lives. Such things will never happen to him.He will always only deny the past, not the present.

Because he knows that the word "past" is actually equivalent to "expired" in many cases.

He wanted to rub his forehead, but found that she was still sleeping on him, and if he moved his right hand, it would wake her up.So I chose to use the other hand, and when I reached my forehead, I found that there was not much need to rub it.

He held her tightly in his arms, and then fell asleep.

If you think too much, it's just mediocrity, it's better to just believe forever - tomorrow will always come, and life will always continue.

What you hold tightly and what you can feel is just the person around you.

(End of this chapter)