get married

Chapter 5

She thought she would cry, but found that from the beginning to the end, she bit her lips tightly without making any sound.

"It seems that you know very well who lives next door."

She loosened her teeth, let herself breathe, and didn't intend to have any quarrel with him, but it was obviously just her own wishful thinking.

The lights were shining brightly, and she didn't need to think about how embarrassed she was reflected in the man's eyes. She stared at him with blurred eyes, "Gu Chengdong, I hate you to death."

Even though when she married her back then, on the day of the wedding, she was disgraced and stayed out all night, and she had to lie for him while staying alone in the vacant room, she never hated him.

From the information unintentionally revealed by his group of friends for many years, she can also guess a thing or two. He must have someone he cares about in his heart. woman.

She even understood that he was so indifferent to her, he must still have contacts with that woman.

As a listed wife, she can actually retreat at any time. She can't afford to play their game and can choose to stay out of it.

But now, his behavior has trampled her self-esteem down, which she cannot tolerate.

"I'm very curious." Gu Chengdong didn't mind his body being scrutinized casually at all, he hooked her chin with one hand, and slowly touched it, "With your background, how did you impress Grandpa? Or, do you have any hidden secrets?"

The information he knew was not much, but it was enough. About her life trajectory, he could more or less speculate and draw a complete picture.

"You can ask grandpa." She was not in the mood to answer him.

He let her go, "Go to sleep, I don't want people to think that I am bullying a good woman."

The lights went out, and the bed beside me sank in.

One life, in exchange for a lifetime of prosperity and wealth.

17-year-old Yang Jinning can deeply understand this sentence. Her mother sacrificed her life to save Yang Lihai's only son, Yang Yisen. She lost her only relative, and God compensated her with three relatives.

Knowing the news of her mother's loss, she is taking physical education class at school, the old-fashioned teaching, assembly, a few words from the physical education teacher, and then free activities.When someone informed her that something happened to her mother, a car accident, and the rescue failed, she rushed to the hospital quickly.All I saw was my mother's plain face, with the corners of her mouth slightly raised, very stable and peaceful.

The woman lying under the white cloth didn't seem to have died, but went to heaven, where everything she wanted could be found.

She became an orphan through and through, without father or mother.

Yang Lihai and Zuo Qinfang appeared beside her at this time, and they explained the reason.Her mother paid the price for the crash by saving their only child from the street, thus keeping their son safe.From knowing her mother's death to seeing her mother's body, in just a few hours, she seemed to have experienced all kinds of life in this world. Everything was blocked in her chest and she couldn't vent. She wanted to cry, but she couldn't. Can't shed tears.

The mother's funeral was completed with the help of the Yang family.With no relatives, she stood alone in front of the coffin, tearing up money papers one by one, falling on the ground one by one, and piled them into a big fire.It was very late at night, and while she was burning the paper, she went to check on her mother's appearance.The mother is so peaceful, she is just sleeping, as long as she waits quietly, she can wait for her mother to wake up.

She didn't sleep until she took her mother's body to the crematorium, before her mother was wheeled into the huge furnace.She was also imagining that her mother woke up, and she went forward to help her mother go home and told everyone that it was just a misunderstanding.

But the mother did not wake up as she wished, and the mother's body was pushed into the stove with a slight push.

There is no possibility of fantasy anymore.

She leaned against the wall and was pulled out by the staff. She stood outside blankly.Many family members were outside, bringing the bodies of their relatives here. Their heads were covered with sackcloth, and the characters of filial piety were hung on their arms.

And she, only herself, guards the only family member.

From now on, she will be helpless.

The mother's funeral was very simple, no Taoist priests were invited, and she was the only one who quietly put the mother's bones into a box and took them to the cemetery for burial.

All that, everything she experienced personally made her unbelievable, she didn't want to believe it, only herself was left.

She still went to school and pretended nothing happened. She always thought that maybe one morning, when she opened her eyes, she could hear her mother calling her name.

"Ningzi, Ningzi..." Only her mother would call her name like that, only her.

She never heard anyone call her name like that, not even in her dreams.

Yang Lihai and Zuo Qinfang would come to comfort her every day, Zuo Qinfang stroked her head, "I hope you will become my daughter, I have always wanted a daughter, are you willing to fulfill my wish?"

Zuo Qinfang's smile was very warm, like the way her mother looked at her, it was the warmest part in her memory.

At the age of 17, she lost her mother and gained three relatives, thus she had a father, a mother, and... an elder brother.

She was not used to it, her parents couldn't utter a few words, and they didn't force her, they just let her get used to it slowly, it didn't matter if she couldn't say it, uncles and aunts were fine too.

When she came to Yang's house, she didn't say a word, but she went to and came back from school as usual every day.

Zuo Qinfang took her on the way back to the villa several times, and every time she walked back to the house where she lived with her mother. When she got there, she realized that she had gone the wrong way and turned back again.

It's like this every day, in a trance, but living in the real reality.

While she was pretending nothing had happened, no one in the class noticed that she was abnormal, and no one knew that she had suffered a change, pretending to be peaceful, pretending that nothing changed, and even pretending that she was not pretending.

It was a very quiet afternoon, and she walked back slowly.

After half the term, the teacher asked the students to call their parents to the school for a parent-teacher meeting, but she didn't notify anyone.Zuo Qinfang and Yang Lihai didn't know that she would come back so early, and she was not at home.

The sun is just right, and the shadows of the trees are mixed.

Carrying her schoolbag, she went the wrong way again, and returned to the previous hut, standing at the door, watching for a long time.

And beside her, under the sunlight, there was a shadow beside her shadow.

She turned sideways and saw the young man with his hand still in plaster standing beside her.

"I told you my name, Yang Yisen, do you remember?"

She just looks at him.

"You haven't told me your name yet."

That whole afternoon, they sat in front of the broken house, she still didn't take the initiative to tell him her name, and he didn't force her anymore.Their shadows were refracted into a ball by the sun, and they couldn't tell each other apart.

Under the setting sun, the boy in the white shirt looked at the girl, "Cry, it will be fine if you cry."

That was the first time she cried after her mother died, the first time she really understood that her mother really left her forever.

"I'm Yang Yisen, and I can lend you my shoulder."

"Jin Ning." Without a surname, "Lend me on your shoulder..."

If there is an IOU, she will never have the chance to repay the kindness on that shoulder.

(End of this chapter)