get married

Chapter 20

Recently, Yang Jinning has really lived the life she likes, learning to cook some dishes during the day, and even learning to make cakes, making various cakes at home every day.She didn't want to eat too much, so she brought Zhang Ma and Huang Ma to eat together, forcing them to see that she was "Young Madam, if you eat any more, you will get diabetes."So she had no choice but to pull Gu Chengdong who didn't like sweets, naturally to coax her, but no matter how much she threatened and lured Gu Chengdong, Gu Chengdong would take one bite at most, and she would never eat more, which made her very frustrated, but she still couldn't stop entertaining herself.

When she was making these food that she thought was good, Gu Chengdong only glanced at it, and would never show any interest.But she found that as long as she was very thick-skinned and pestered him, he would do as she wanted.This phenomenon made her very happy.

People always hope that they are unique among other people, even if they are not willing to do things, they are willing to do for themselves.This kind of careful thinking makes her life very nourishing.Even Gu Chengdong said that she was in a better mood, and her complexion improved...so his life was easier, at least Grandpa would not call often to test their relationship.

Thinking of the days when they had to call in advance to confess, compared to now, it seems that it has never happened in their lives.

When Yang Jinning saw the sushi made by others, she thought it was not difficult, thinking that she could make it herself, and it would be good if Gu Chengdong took it to the company to eat.She asked Mama Zhang to prepare the rice, and asked the rice to be harder, so she went to buy ingredients.

Not every supermarket has this kind of thing. After asking many people, she heard that it was only available in a big supermarket far away, so she took a taxi there.In the past, Yang Lihai and Zuo Qinfang had always asked her to learn how to drive, but she didn't like it. She always felt that there was no benefit in being able to drive. Apart from being a driver, it was also convenient to take a taxi now, so why bother to wrong others.In fact, what she is most worried about is her personality. If she can't find a parking space, she will get angry, and she will have the idea of ​​not wanting to drive in the middle of the drive. She knows herself best and knows it's not suitable, even if others say the benefits Hype.

When you arrive at the supermarket, you don't just buy ingredients.Women are born experts at spending money. When they look at certain things, whether they should buy them or not, they will all be put into the shopping cart.There are also many people who come to the supermarket. The temperature in the supermarket is obviously higher than outside, and there are crowds of people shopping for all kinds of vegetables and fruits, making her look like she would rather not eat than join in the fun.

After searching for a long time, she found what she wanted to buy. Looking at the things in the shopping cart, she couldn't help admiring herself.Just wanted to buy one thing and ended up piling up so many.

There were many people shopping, so naturally there were many people queuing at the cash register. She searched for a few windows and found that there were quite a lot of people, so she finally queued at the nearest window in despair.

"Hey……"

Someone patted her on the shoulder, and she turned around with a dazed expression.

Seeing her like this, the other party touched her head in embarrassment, "Well, you are Yang Jinning, right?"

She just nodded, but her expression was still very stiff, and she was really unfamiliar with the face in front of her.

"We were classmates in high school."

"Oh, so, what a coincidence, you are also here to buy things?"

"Yeah, my husband bought a house near here with a loan, and he has to repay the loan every month...By the way, why didn't I see you at the class reunion last time?"

Class reunion?No one informed her at all, "There happened to be something that day."

"It's fine if you don't go, your good friend from the past is talking about you everywhere...Meng Yi, weren't the three of you very nice back then? Why is it like this now..."

Yang Jinning could only laugh along with her.

But the other party was endless, "Why didn't you attend Susie's funeral? Meng Yi used this to slander you all the time!"

"Thank you, I see." She paid and packed all the things in the bag. She moved slowly, but her face was very bad. After packing everything, she stood where she was, waiting for the high school classmate just now. .

"Then do you know where Suzie's tomb is?"

After Yang Jinning returned to Yehua, she was depressed all the time.Mama Zhang came to call her several times. The meal was ready. If she wanted to make sushi, she could do it right away, but she still lay on the table.

At last, she stood up suddenly. Seeing her like this, Mama Zhang immediately served her the meal.But she was holding the bag, and stared at Mama Zhang with some embarrassment, "I'm going out for a while, that...you can do it after I come back."

After walking out the door, she clearly realized that in her heart, Susie had already been separated from those people. Susie was Susie, they were them, and those who hurt her did not include Susie.

She shouldn't put the harm those people did to her on Susie, and Susie's kindness to her shouldn't be wiped out like this.

The moment she got into the car, she knew that she must love Susie a little more than she hated her.

Some people died, but the resentment against her would not go away.Some people died, those who were bad were infinitely reduced, and those who were good were infinitely magnified.

Sitting in the car, she thought over and over of Suzie's smiling face.

That person who treats her sincerely, that person who is so kind as if he is not from this world, that forever innocent smiling face, that kind of beauty, has never been imagined by a person like her, Yang Jinning.

If there was a kind person in this world in her heart, it must be Suzie.

Her thoughts were like going back to high school. After she and Yang Yisen were together, the whole world began to turn from black to white. She finally got out of that dark world and began to yearn for a better tomorrow.At that time, she was full of hope all the time. Like a normal girl, she had infinite longing for marriage and family.The Susie who can talk to her, the Susie who likes to listen to her tell the story of her and Yang Yisen, who will always say to her "No matter what decision you make, I will support you", there is no more .

On the window of the car she was leaning against, she wrote with her finger: Susie, Xizi...

When she arrived at the cemetery, she walked in step by step.

So many tombstones, one of them is Suzie.That girl is so quiet, but she likes to be lively in her heart. She should like such a place.

When I entered the school, there was a rumor that there was a woman with a classical atmosphere in this class, a gentle and graceful lady, shining brightly.

When she saw Susie for the first time, even if she didn't want to admit it, she knew that this girl must be extraordinary.

But those were all in vain. In her memory, the last scene was still arguing with Susie.

There seemed to be a thousand weights under her feet, but she still walked to Susie's tombstone step by step.

Susie in that black and white photo had a smile like a flower, pure and clean.

She squatted down, stared blankly at the photo, and touched the smiling face with her hand.She didn't blame Susie anymore, but she didn't know if Susie would blame her.

"You can blame me, because until today, I feel guilty towards you...but I don't have any regrets in my heart." She bit her lips tightly, "I am such a stubborn person... You are still blamed on me, just treat it as a lifetime in this life. If you don’t know me, in your next life, if possible, stay away from me.”

She looked down and found a bunch of lilies in full bloom under the tombstone.

She touched the petals with her fingers, they were as tender as water, and they should have been stored for a while.

There are so many people thinking about Susie. If she is the person here, no one will remember it except her relatives.

Look, even at this moment, she is still envious and jealous.

She sat for a while, then turned and left.

There are not many cars here, but fortunately, the bus to the city stops not far from here.She walked over slowly. In fact, it might be the last time that she came here. She didn't want to face Susie, no matter from which angle.

The car not far from her had already started, and she walked slowly, not even thinking about taking a few steps forward.Walk over and get on the next bus.

Still the same as in the past, sitting by the window, after a while, the car started to start.

There are very few people getting on the bus here, in twos and threes, it is very sparse.

Not long after the car drove, she kept staring out of the window. After the bus passed by a parked car, she didn't react. She stuck her head out of the window and looked at the license plate number of that car.Those numbers are very familiar to her, and the car is also extremely familiar to her.She was still looking at that car, and when she wanted to tell herself that maybe they were just similar, a man and a woman walked towards that car and got into the car.

Without making excuses, that man made the suspicion in her heart a reality.

She squeezed her fingers together one by one.

The person next to her pillow would be in such a place, and the woman standing beside him might even be recognized by her in ashes.Last time at Gu's, she did not admit her mistake.

It turned out that the second aunt was right, that person did come back, the woman standing next to Gu Chengdong.

Ye Wanxi.

Then, it is not surprising that they appear here, and with that bouquet of lilies, it is really complete.

She couldn't see it herself. At this moment, her facial features were sharp and her eyes became sharper.

Who said that women must be a symbol of weakness, once they touch their bottom line, people will know that women are not easy to mess with.

Yang Jinning returned to Ye Hua, sat on the soft sofa, and rubbed her forehead.

Maybe it wasn't what she thought, she shouldn't have sentenced Gu Chengdong directly, such an extreme self was really unbearable, including herself.She can't lose her mind because of that woman, no.

After a long breath of depression in her heart, she let Zhang Ma bring out the rice, and she continued to make sushi.

It's very simple to make and tastes good too.She herself doesn't like the taste of seafood, but the seaweed that is made into sushi is still within her acceptable range.

She tried a few by herself, and they were not bad. She asked Mama Zhang and Mama Huang to try them all, and asked them to take some home to eat.

She slowly told Zhang Ma how to make it, very patiently, just hoped that the anxious flame in her heart would slowly cool down, she knew too well what kind of person she was, she was impatient, she didn't know how to endure humiliation, and she didn't know How to control her jealousy, but she can't let herself become a irrational person.

Such slow speaking really calmed her down a lot.

After letting them all go back, she made sushi by herself again, this time making more.

When Gu Chengdong came back, she was still making it.He has seen a lot of her new tricks these days, and he didn't find it surprising. He glanced at it, grabbed one with his hand, and put it in his mouth to taste it.

With her head down, she tried several smiles, and after she felt a little more natural, she raised her head, "How does it taste?"

"Not bad." He didn't go to get the second one, "Compared to the previous one."

"Then eat more."

"I have eaten today."

Listening to the sound of his footsteps gradually walking away, Yang Jinning stopped what she was doing, "Where did you eat?"

"It's still those places."

Yang Jinning took a deep breath, "Are you in the company all day today?"

Perhaps because her words were obviously wrong, Gu Chengdong stopped and stood on a certain step, "Otherwise, where do you think I can go?"

"Today someone told me that I just saw you in one place... I just asked, it seems that he was wrong."

"En." He didn't say much.

Yang Jinning put down the things in her hands and looked for something to put them on. It just so happened that she didn't plan to cook.

As she walked upstairs, her emotions were affected, and even the feeling of waiting changed.He used to feel lighthearted when he heard the sound of running water in the bathroom, but now he only feels irritable.That perverted psychology returned to her body again. Did he really take a bath so quickly to wash off the smell of others?

Gu Chengdong came out, saw that she was in a daze, and walked over to rub her hair, "What are you thinking?"

"I didn't think about anything, and I don't need to think about it." He smiled hard.

He nodded, a little tired between his brows.

She knelt on the bed and rubbed his forehead, "Is it better?"

He grabbed her hand, stared at her face, kissed her forehead gently, and the kiss slipped down slowly.

"I..." Originally, I wanted to say that I was not feeling well today, but I suppressed this sentence.

It wasn't long before she said she would have a good time. Could it be that she herself is a person who doesn't believe her words?
Originally, I always refused to believe that one sentence can make people laugh, and one sentence can make people cry, but I finally admitted that these things exist.

She didn't shirk it, even though something in her heart was slowly shaking.

(End of this chapter)