get married

Chapter 114

Even when she was in a hurry, Yang Caixuan could say, "Others, you are never qualified to criticize, why not criticize yourself why you can't control your husband. Your mother's failure should teach you a lesson, a woman who is a shrew , no matter whether she stands on the moral high ground or not, she will be ridiculed by others. And it is useless for you to find me. I am not the person involved in that matter, but the person involved is my mother, my closest person, even if she did something wrong Now, I can only stand on her side. As for you, if you still have this easy-going personality, I think you will definitely follow in your mother's footsteps. You will always live under the shadow of your failed parents' marriage. It failed right from the start."

In Yang Caixuan's calm words, apart from being able to call the other party Xiaosan's daughter, she has no bottom line or morality, and she can't say anything.Her anger can only bring out the elegance of the other party. Who in this world has changed?

She actually lost, to the family she hated the most.

It's funny, isn't it?

Mu Shuangling laughed, and looked at Ji Zhengyan frivolously, "Don't tell me such ambiguous words, since you know that I am the kind of person who can't even get a college diploma, you should know that I am not very intelligent. Please tell me in easy-to-understand words, so that I can save my brain and you can also spend less time." She spoke faster and faster, her anger was very obvious, as if someone had caught her Sore feet.

Today, when silence and deepness more and more represent concealment, a person like her who shoots bullets at the other party immediately after a few words is indeed called stupid.

Ji Zhengyan looked at her expression, that is, she seemed hopeless, and he was terribly disappointed in her.

He is too lazy to talk to her, but it doesn't mean that she is a person who can immediately truce. Why should others sarcasm her, and leave as a matter of course if they don't want to be sarcasm?

"You accused me of doing immoral things and saying something that shouldn't be said, then say it, show the evidence, so that I can die knowing it." She stared at the man stubbornly.

Fortunately, he was still so calm.It seems that no matter how angry she is, no matter how she behaves now, he doesn't care at all. His feelings towards her are probably a pool of stagnant water. No matter how much she wants to stir up ripples, he doesn't move at all.

No wonder there are so many perverted people in this world, even if the other party can't love themselves, they try every means to make the other party hate themselves.She can understand that feeling now, even if he can't smile to herself, she still wants to provoke him, tear off his appearance, and let her see what he looks like when he is angry.Feeling that she was hopeless, she wanted to show him that she was hopeless.

"Say it, let me slap myself in the face. I want to see what I have done to make you come here to settle accounts." Seeing that he only frowned slightly, he couldn't help but speak again, " You said your company was busy, but I asked you to go back to the company by yourself, and did not force you to accompany me to the hospital. I called and asked you to pick me up, but you said you were busy, so I went home by myself. Excuse me, where did I go wrong? , you point it out, and I'll show it to you."

Ji Zhengyan didn't intend to discuss this topic with this angry woman at all, so he raised his feet and was ready to go out.

Mu Shuangling jumped off the bed, ran over and grabbed his arm, "Don't think about leaving until you make it clear."

Ji Zhengyan took a look at her holding his hand, and sighed softly, "Retreat first, and then the villain will sue first. Is this your plan today?"

She stared into his eyes, and slowly let go of his arm.

People whose first impression is extremely bad in others' minds often have no choice but to admit it.

No matter how reasonable I say it, no matter how wronged I feel, the cause and effect of the incident have already been ingrained in others, no matter how angry I am, there is nothing I can do, that is, nothing can be changed.

She looked at Ji Zhengyan's back and smiled coldly to herself.

Many times, we have to admit that ignorant people live happier lives. They don't know the darkness and those unpleasant events, and live forever in their own happy little world, leading a carefree life.Most of the smart people have already seen through it and know the cause and effect, so many things seem boring.

Ji Zhengyan suddenly remembered a certain concept put forward by the teacher when he first took Maogai class in college.The teacher said that the values ​​of Westerners are age-appropriate, while the values ​​of Chinese are precocious.Just like looking at the sun, Westerners will chase after it step by step, and finally find that the earth is round.The Chinese, on the other hand, would think that the sun would set anyway, so it would be better to be halfway up and never set.As for life, Westerners pursue step by step.The Chinese see through it step by step, knowing that people will die anyway, so they think about immortality all day long, while Westerners discover various elements in the pursuit step by step.Relatively speaking, Western civilization is complete, with flesh and blood and spirit.Chinese culture, on the other hand, has spirit and less body.

Now Ji Zhengyan thought of this point of view inadvertently, and felt that it made some sense, just like himself.One step is in place, knowing that Mu Shuangling approached her on purpose only because she hated Yang Caixuan, and designed herself while she was drunk. Anyway, she was just to satisfy her revenge. Wasting emotions in this marriage?In the end, it will always be a waste.

What a realistic idea.

But I forgot that if you manage slowly, step by step, you will find things that are contrary to cognition.Of course, we are all used to hindsight. When we have not lost, we usually do not feel that it is valuable. When we do not leave, we often do not realize it. This has been repeated for thousands of years.

Most of the time, men think they understand women, but they can only understand women's surface. They are used to using the surface to cover up their sincerity, although they will complain again and again why no one understands their truth.Most men don't know that women are never used to understand, she just needs you to love and be with you forever.

Neither Ji Zhengyan nor Mu Shuangling would be so stupid as to make a fuss about their previous unhappiness in front of their family members, so they all lived in peace while eating.Luo Fangfang still asked Mu Shuangling to eat more, now that she looked too thin, she also reminded her son to take care of his wife more, the career can be done slowly, and the wife can't just leave it alone.

Ji Zhengyan was mostly silent, and Mu Shuangling was mostly nodding.

It was Luo Zizi who made the dinner table less dull, "Cousin, are you pregnant with a boy or a girl?"

Mu Shuangling still didn't know how to answer, so Luo Fangfang took over the topic, "It's not been a month, I can't find out, and I should know in two months."

Although it is now stipulated that hospitals are not allowed to tell the parties the results of the examination, there are always exceptions, and smart Chinese are often good at making use of such exceptions.

Luo Zizi looked at Mu Shuangling's stomach for a long time, then turned to look at Luo Fangfang and Ji Yongfan, "Auntie, uncle, do you prefer grandson or granddaughter?"

They probably hadn't thought about this problem. The two elders looked at each other and said in a tacit understanding, "We all like grandchildren." They were thinking about another problem. Of course, it would be better to have a grandson and a granddaughter. After Ji Zhengyan was born, Ji Yongfan was forced to work in the government department, so he didn't want to have children, but Ji Zhengyan was different.

Luo Zizi pouted, "I heard from my classmates that many pregnant women like to go to the hospital to check whether they are daughters or sons. If they are sons, they will be aborted, because they all want to have a daughter. I didn't expect that the idea that women are superior to men now So many." Of course, most first-borns of those who do are boys.

Mu Shuangling stared at Luo Zizi, actually wanting Luo Zizi to continue to ask questions that she couldn't ask herself.Luo Zizi noticed Mu Shuangling's gaze and scratched his head puzzled.

"Cousin-in-law, do you want to give birth to a daughter or a son?" Luo Zizi blinked and looked very cute.

Mu Shuangling sighed slightly, people who should ask don't ask, people who shouldn't ask should be so active.

"As long as it is born by myself, I like it, just let it be!" There was still a smile on the surface.

Not getting a clear answer made Luo Zizi very dissatisfied, and finally shifted his target, "Cousin, do you like a son or a daughter?"

Mu Shuangling also stopped her chopsticks and looked over at him.

When he found himself the target of everyone's attention, Ji Zhengyan felt a little helpless.Mu Shuangling was a little nervous, and she also wanted to know, but due to some reasons, she definitely couldn't ask him on her own initiative.Seeing that Luo Zizi helped her ask this question, she decided to treat this girl better, more like reciprocity.

"Son." Ji Zhengyan spat out two words, but he didn't seem to be struggling.

If possible, son, at least be like him, not like her.Even if he is like her, he can teach him a lesson in a righteous and strict manner. The son needs to be poor, right?
Mu Shuangling bit the corner of her mouth and touched her stomach with her hands, hoping that she could live up to her expectations.She didn't know at all, in fact, he didn't really like or dislike this in his heart.

Luo Zizi was extremely disappointed with his cousin, "Cousin, you are actually patriarchal."

"It can only increase the number of women who prefer men to men in this world?" Ji Zhengyan looked at Luo Zizi with a smile, "and educating outstanding boys to girls, isn't it a greater thing?"

Luo Zizi turned his eyes, "It seems to be right."

Mu Shuangling picked up the chopsticks and continued to eat.Hearing Ji Zhengyan's conversation with Luo Zizi, she felt a sense of envy in her heart. Will she be able to talk to Ji Zhengyan like this one day?Talking about the little things in life together, talking about his children, and talking about his troubles at work, she can also be a good wife, provided that he is willing to give himself this opportunity.

She really yearns for that one day when their child grows up, they will discuss the child's education together, whether they should be restrained or should be given absolute freedom.When this idea came up, she found that she was very excited. Life seemed to point her to another path, and that path might be the direction of hope.

She took a look at this man, if she worked a little harder, maybe all of that would really happen.

Women always like to give themselves hope again and again, and then pick up the feelings they can't stop again and again, comfort themselves again and again, and make themselves a complete resentful wife.

Of course, it is unfair to many people to only look at the results. For many people, the entangled and uncomfortable past is also a precious memory. At least it can be used as a textbook for life. After making a mistake once, don’t make a second mistake.

In every trial, at least something should be learned, so that a sincere experience is not in vain.

(End of this chapter)