Live 80s daily life

Chapter 318
peony!

The moment Shen Yan saw that person's appearance, his heart suddenly tightened.

For some reason, a sense of uneasiness surged in his heart.

He thought he was wrong, but he blinked, and when he looked again, Peony actually smiled at him.

He perfunctorily said a few words to Si Jingwen, and left in a hurry.

He went to the hut where he met Peony secretly in the past!

When he arrived, Peony arrived just as well.

"Yan, these days when I'm not here, you've lived a very happy life."

They stood at the window, and no one sat down.

There was a bit of sarcasm and sadness in that tone.

Thinking that after he thought she was dead, he could still live a good life with Si Jingwen, she felt a lot of hatred in her heart.

"Peony, I thought you were dead."

Shen Yan said softly.

Along the way, he felt incredible.

But thinking that Xi Leng had come back alive, he gradually accepted the fact that Mudan was still alive.

"Aren't you happy that I'm dead?"

Peony asked with a smile.

Her smile was extraordinarily charming, but Shen Yan couldn't feel a trace of joy in that smile, instead it was cold, as cold as frost in winter.

"Peony, why do you think this way? When I fell down with Sireng, I was also very anxious, and I also secretly sent someone to look for you."

Shen Yan said.

"I haven't heard from you all this time. I thought you were dead. I was also very sad for a while."

Peony listened, but didn't quite believe it.

"But I think the relationship between you and Si Jingwen is really good now, and you have a child."

Her tone was flat, as if she was talking about homework.

Only she herself knows how jealous and hated she is.

Obviously, she should be the one who married Shen Yan, and she was the one who paid the most for him.

But in the end, she got nothing.

Shen Yan is now with Si Jingwen, living a small life with her.

Looking at the men in the past who said they loved her to death, they are all married to others now.

Just because, is she a prostitute?
Shen Yan dodged his eyes, and said: "Jingwen, she has also paid a lot for me. I have already killed our first child, and I don't want to be sorry for our second child."

That sad and desolate voice seemed a little weak, but it was gentle.

"Jingwen."

She said, then smiled mockingly.

"I remember that when you talked about her in the past, you always used her first name and last name, but now you call her so intimately, and there is a bit of tenderness in that voice."

She looked at Shen Yan's eyes, those deep and soft eyes, seemed a little uneasy.

"No matter what, I married her. If I can go on with her, I shouldn't let her down."

Shen Yan didn't look at her, but just looked out the window.

"I did too many bad things in the past, and even killed my own child. I don't want to do this again in the future. I can't make up for all the mistakes. I just hope that I can be better to the people around me and give her a stable life. Home, to give my child a safe and sound home, this is the only thing I can do now."

After finishing speaking, he turned to look at her, and continued: "Peony, I failed you, you should start over, and find someone who truly loves you, and live an ordinary life, it might not be a good thing."

"Ah"

Peony smiled, her smile was desolate.

Find someone who loves her and live a normal life?
Can she still choose this way?
Maybe, no more.

"Yan, I remember you said in the past that the only person you love is me, and I can't forget you, how do you let me live with others?"

She stared at Shen Yan affectionately, "If possible, I really hope that after I fell off the cliff that time, I died like this, so that I don't have to live in such pain."

"peony."

Shen Yan looked at her guiltily, "I don't know what to do with you."

He also laughed at himself, "I always want to achieve something. For that goal, I use whatever means to do evil things, and I do a lot of things, but in the end, I still have nothing."

He sighed, and continued: "So, I don't want to continue fighting now, maybe I'm destined to be no match for others, this is a simple way of life, just guarding my wife and children is enough."

In his eyes, there is no ambition in the past, what is left is only the indifference that sees through everything.

Mudan was sure that Shen Yan really gave up this time.

The fierce fighting spirit in the past has been destroyed by these setbacks.

"Yan, you are not a thing in the pool, are you just so depressed?"

she asked sadly.

"Are you really willing to live an ordinary life?"

Shen Yan nodded with a wry smile, "Yes, I admit it, I won't struggle anymore."

Because he is also tired.

"The Shen Yan I know shouldn't be like this."

Peony shook her head, she grabbed Shen Yan's hand, "Shen Yan, you should be high above, not fall into the dust."

"But I don't want to, and I can't do it."

Shen Yan said softly.

His eyes were blurred and somewhat sad.

When he thought of Si Jingwen and the child in his stomach, he suddenly let go again.

As far as life is now, it's actually pretty good.

"What if I say, I have a way to bring you back to the past?"

Peony asked seriously.

"Also, if I tell you that Si Peilin is actually still alive, are you still willing to be like this? Don't you want revenge?"

Shen Yan didn't intend to listen to what she said, but when he heard the latter sentence, he was stunned.

"What did you say?"

He couldn't believe it.

Everyone thought they were dead, but they were all still alive.

"how can that be?"

"He is still alive."

Peony Road.

"It's just that he has been thinking about taking down Wang Shao, but he didn't show up, so as long as you stand with Wang Shao now, sooner or later you will be able to regroup and fight against Si Peilin."

It was Wang Shao who told her that Si Peilin was still alive.

Wang Shao told her that he knew what Si Peilin and Liu Yulong were doing now.

They thought their plan was flawless, but he still found a flaw.

Now, just wait for the time to catch them all.

"He is living well now, trying to deal with Wang Shao during the day, and having fun with Bai Xue at night."

Peony stared at him sternly, with a half-smile.

"It's all thanks to him that you have fallen to this point. Can you really swallow this breath?"

Her voice was a bit shrill.

Shen Yan's hands were tightly clenched into fists.

Hatred and Si Jingwen kept flashing in his mind.

He thought of the child's life he felt today, struggling in his heart, and suddenly didn't know how to make a choice.

"rock"

"Enough, stop talking."

Mudan still wanted to persuade her, but Shen Yan interrupted her, and then left in a hurry.

She watched him walk away with a smile on her lips.

"You will come back sooner or later."

she muttered to herself.

(End of this chapter)