you are so nice lady

Chapter 414
Why does the protagonist of this story sound like she is, but she doesn't know anything about what happened?
Even Li Yanzhou, who she didn't know at all, didn't know about his sister's pursuit of Huo Shishen back then, and even committed suicide.

"No wonder you suddenly treated me very well at that time. You often took me out to play and said that you wanted to introduce your friends to me. I thought..."

Ning Xiaoman recalled the period before the two confirmed their relationship, and Huo Shishen suddenly became so abnormal.

Usually the relationship between the two is mediocre, and he has never shown too much affection for him. Although he never treats her badly materially, the relationship is always distant and close.

But Huo Shishen was so cold and difficult to get close to everyone, even in front of the old man, he would not be too eager.

Ning Xiaoman still remembers the heart that suddenly came alive in his chest when Huo Shishen asked him out for the first time.

Huo Shishen hugged her, his voice was low and hoarse, "At that time, he was pursuing you, but I didn't tell you, but I told him that you didn't have any feelings for him."

He has been open and aboveboard in everything since he was a child, but this matter was scheming, so later on he was extremely unconfident in his feelings for Ning Xiaoman, and was very afraid that she would leave him because of this matter, and he had no way to open up to her. Can use calculations and tricks to tie the two firmly.

Before getting married, Ning Xiaoman was very afraid of him, and there was always a deep distance between them.

Huo Shishen could clearly feel it, but he still pretended to be peaceful, as long as she was by his side.

But what I didn't expect was that Ning Xiaoman would become more and more afraid of him, and even started to avoid him in the end, not wanting any closeness from him, and rejecting any touch from him.

Ning Xiaoman listened quietly, his eyes flickering, "No wonder I didn't have the slightest impression of Li Yanzhou. In fact, at that time, I had you in my eyes and I didn't notice other people at all..."

Huo Shishen's arm holding her froze suddenly, "...What did you say?"

Ning Xiaoman turned around in his arms, hugged his neck and pecked his cheek, "I like you too, from a long time ago, I don't know when I put you in my heart, At that time, I was immature, very naive, I didn’t know what to do with the person I liked, I was at a loss, I was afraid that I would behave badly and make people bored, so I could only run away..."

"So I don't mind those things at all. No matter what you thought at the time, you are always the only one in my heart."

Ning Xiaoman rubbed against him, with a sentimental tone, "So don't worry at all, even if you use despicable means, I only like you."

Huo Shishen hugged her tightly, even tighter, tighter, not even knowing what to say.

A certain throbbing place in the chest began to make noise, blowing hot wind, piercing back and forth.

"You liked me back then?" he asked.

Ning Xiaoman nodded, "Well, I didn't know what I wanted until later..."

It's a pity that in her previous life, she wasted three years of their time and was tortured in the cellar for such a long time before she understood what her heart wanted.

Huo Shishen's voice sounded calm, only the increasing strength in his hands showed his true mood, "Then why did you avoid me before? Alienate me?"

Ning Xiaoman bit his lip, his eyes gradually became darker, "Because I'm afraid, because it's the first time I like someone, because I'm not strong enough, because I haven't been liked so much since I was a child, because I feel unworthy, because I'm afraid of my own Likes can bother you..."

"full..."

Huo Shishen interrupted her suddenly, and kissed her on top of her head, his eyes darkened, "It's also the first time I like someone, so if you don't like someone in the future, you must tell me, huh?"

"Understood." Ning Xiaoman also imitated the way he likes to treat himself, rubbed his face, and said with a smile: "It turns out that our President Huo Da is also very careful!"

It made her very nervous when facing his friends at that time, for fear that she would lose his face by saying something wrong.

It turned out that at that time he actually wanted to introduce himself to his brother!

If he had known that he had such twists and turns, then Ning Xiaoman would not be so afraid of him.

Huo Shishen has always existed in her heart like a god, and he will not have the messy feelings of ordinary people.

Only today did she realize that Huo Shishen was actually just like an ordinary person, but he was too strong on the surface, making people ignore the softest things in his heart.

He will also like, be jealous, be jealous, be afraid of losing, will not know what to do when he likes someone, and will do some stupid things that others will think are childish...

It turns out that in the relationship, they are all the same.

Not everyone is gifted in dealing with feelings, maybe they are good at other aspects, but when facing the person they like, they all become unresponsive fools.

Maybe this world is not fair, but in the face of feelings, there is another kind of equality that is almost paranoid.

Most people will become humble in front of the people they like, brave people will become timid, and timid people will start to force themselves out of their comfort zone.

It seems that all the feelings in this world must be accompanied by pain to be more meaningful, retreat, temptation, injury, jealousy...

Some people are extremely slow, and only after experiencing all the emotions do they suddenly realize it.

Ah, so I fell in love with it.

……

Huo Shishen suddenly regretted telling Ning Xiaoman everything that happened back then, and the narcissistic appearance of her complacently looking at the mirror gave him a headache.

"It's all my fault that I am so beautiful and fascinated people, otherwise there wouldn't be so many troubles today!" Ning Xiaoman touched his face and sighed.

Huo Shishen couldn't bear it anymore and snatched the mirror from her hand, and put it upside down on the table, "No, we are all blind."

Ning Xiaoman was not angry with him, and stood up with a smile, "Why are you so stubborn? I didn't laugh at you. Is it a shame to like me? Don't be embarrassed to admit it!"

Huo Shishen's face was a little dark, and he asked almost word for word: "Ning Xiaoman, you are very proud that Li Yanzhou likes you?"

Seeing my woman jumping for joy because of other men's liking, I was naturally not happy.

Seeing his gloomy appearance, Ning Xiaoman didn't dare to be complacent. He couldn't help shrinking his neck and felt a little embarrassed, but he couldn't help but muttered, "I'm angry like this...then I don't want to be angry at school. It's very popular, and some people even chased me with great fanfare..."

"What did you say?" The man's voice suddenly became cold.

Ning Xiaoman quickly covered his mouth, "But I refused, I refused without even thinking about it!"

(End of this chapter)