you are so nice lady

Chapter 326 The Unbearable Past

Ning Xiaoman said to himself with some doubts, "But I don't have this person in my memory at all, there should be no possibility of forgetting... I really don't remember where I met him, could it be that he fell in love with me at first sight?" ?”

Huo Shishen didn't speak, but pursed his lips with a gloomy expression.

I don't know how long it took before he said slowly, "What if it is?"

"Huh?" Ning Xiaoman didn't understand what he meant.

"What if he likes you, even for a long time?" Huo Shishen asked.

Ning Xiaoman thought for a while, "It should be more troublesome. If he is so entangled like his sister, I'm probably going to be annoyed to death."

After she finished speaking, Huo Shishen didn't answer her immediately, but his face softened a little.

He looked ahead calmly, and drove his car steadily. The atmosphere was very quiet for a while, and there was no words between the two of them.

Huo Shishen first=suddenly said, "Xiao Man, why did you find out that you like me?"

"Huh?" Ning Xiaoman thought about this question carefully, and tried hard to recall the time when he met Huo Shishen, but he couldn't tell exactly when he realized that he had a different feeling for Huo Shishen. Yes, she only knew that when she found out, she could no longer restrain her feelings, so she forced herself to distance herself from Huo Shishen.

"I don't know..." She shook her head, then suddenly looked up at Huo Shishen again, "What about you? When did you start liking me?"

Huo Shi looked at her with eyes as deep as ink, "What do you think?"

Ning Xiao blushed, and guessed: "It should be the boy from the next class who asked me out for a social gathering. You saw it, and for no reason, I was not allowed to go, and you locked me in the room to do my homework..."

After finishing speaking, she was still a little embarrassed, and confirmed: "Really?"

Huo Shishen didn't speak.

Of course he would not tell her that as early as that night when it was raining and snowing, he saw Ning Xiaoman shivering in the trash can looking at him through the dark night and cold with those clean and penetrating eyes. At that time, cracks began to appear in a place that was as hard as iron in his heart.

The moment he reached out to her, she also reached out to him.

In the eyes of the secular world, it was Huo Shishen who adopted Ning Xiaoman, but in his eyes, it was Ning Xiaoman who took in Huo Shishen.

Her clean and clear eyes contained his lonely, cold, hostile soul.

In the past, he only thought of himself as a machine, and then he thought of himself as a man.

……

It was late at night, and the woman was fast asleep.

Huo Shishen lifted the quilt lightly, and stood alone on the balcony looking at the dense night scene outside. Suddenly, the craving for cigarettes that he hadn't had for a long time suddenly came back.

In fact, he has been quitting smoking for a while, and he has achieved initial results. He is not a heavy smoker himself, and quitting is not as difficult as he imagined. It's just that he has become busy with work recently, and he will inevitably smoke a cigarette or two when he is upset. Well controlled.

He softly opened the floor-to-ceiling windows, went to the balcony and closed the glass door, lit a cigarette, put his hands on the railing and looked down, his figure was somewhat blurred by the curling smoke.

When he thought of Ning Xiaoman's eyes with red corners and watery eyes, he needed this smell of smoke to dilute the restlessness in his heart.

He remembered what Ning Xiaoman said to Li Yanzhou today

"No matter what you say, I believe in Huo Shishen! There is no one in this world more worthy of my trust than Huo Shishen!"

But he is not worthy of that sentence to believe.

He was indeed attracted to Ning Xiaoman first, but because of his personality, coupled with Ning Xiaoman's previous cautiousness, he never expressed his feelings to anyone, and he was always relaxed towards her, neither close nor far away.

The first person to express his liking for Ning Xiaoman was Li Yanzhou. Huo Shishen and he had known each other since childhood. Although they were not as close as the other two brothers, they were still good friends.

At that time, Ning Xiaoman was only a freshman, and Li Yanzhou had already graduated. When he was going back to school to do errands, he happened to meet Ning Xiaoman. He fell in love at first sight, and after learning that she was Huo Shishen's adopted child, he asked Huo Shishen to help chase her.

At that time, Huo Shishen was only 20 years old. The title of genius made him precocious and mature in the eyes of others since he was a child. In his own eyes, there was nothing he could not master.

He is cautious, makes every decision accurately, never deviates from the track, and thinks he has a clear enough understanding of his heart.

But no matter how smart he is, he is a blank slate in terms of emotions.

At that time, he didn't know what his feelings for Ning Xiaoman were. He only knew that when he saw her for the first time, he thought that he would never let her be exposed to such rain and suffer such punishment again.

He took her home, raised her by his dearest relatives, gave him the best of himself, and obeyed all her requests silently.

Only pay, no words.

At that time, he was also very accurate in his positioning, benefactor.

Because Ning Xiaoman's pitiful look was so touching, so he was moved with compassion.

He was so sympathetic that he loved her as the treasure of the Huo family well known in the North City, and he was so sympathetic that he brought her good friends home to live with her.

However, the appearance of Li Yanzhou broke this balance, and Huo Shishen felt for the first time that he was afraid that others would take away his treasures that he had treasured for a long time.

He became a very ordinary man. When he faced the girl he liked for the first time, he didn't know that it was liking at all, and even used a behavior that was diametrically opposed to liking to cover up his truest thoughts. .

So when Li Yanzhou asked him to help him pursue Ning Xiaoman, he agreed.

For his friends, he has always done his best, but he unexpectedly discovered his own heart in the process.

Because of Ning Xiaoman, he learned to be jealous for the first time in his life.

He abandoned his self-control and allowed himself to occupy the position of Li Yanzhou's suitor. Before Ning Xiaoman could taste the romance of others, he locked this woman with a ring.

With a despicable mentality, with concealed means.

At that time, he wasn't even sure whether Ning Xiaoman liked him or not, but he still selfishly took her first.

Even though Ning Xiaoman later behaved as if he didn't like him at all, but more like marrying him because of repaying his kindness, he couldn't let go.

So even though he was surprised by the change in Ning Xiaoman's attitude on the wedding night, he didn't go into it.

As long as she is by his side.

He is such a person, regardless of the reason, as long as the result.

……

When Ning Xiaoman woke up, he smelled a strong smell of smoke.

At that time, the sky was only slightly bright, which was the beginning of the morning.

(End of this chapter)