you are so nice lady

Chapter 1361 Don't Want to Continue

Si Wen saw that she seemed to have something to say, but she never spoke to him, nor reminded her, but walked quietly beside her.

The three of them were in such a quiet place once in a while, and he didn't mention why Lin Huanxi secretly gave birth to a child, he just simply enjoyed the quiet time of the family of three together.

Si Wen suddenly felt that it didn't matter to ignore those things, and it seemed that there was nothing wrong with walking together like this.

It's just that the apprehension and panic in Lin Huanxi's heart made her unable to continue like this.

She stopped suddenly and tugged at the hem of Siwen's clothes.

Si Wen stopped and looked back at her, "What's wrong?"

When he asked her, he subconsciously covered the baby's face with a scarf. There was some sunshine by the sea, although it was not too dazzling, but he still protected the baby very well.

Lin Huanxi felt more and more uncomfortable when he saw something subconscious in him.

Although she has tried her best to take care of the baby and tried her best to take good care of him, she is still inferior to her boss Wen.

She clenched her fists all of a sudden, and the place in her heart was a little empty. She seemed to be no better than the man in front of her in terms of taking care of children.

Regardless of whether it was careful or thoughtful, she couldn't deny that the child would be taken better care of with Si Wen.

This made Lin Huanxi's thoughts a little shaken at first, what should she do?
Seeing that she just stopped but didn't say anything, Si Wen frowned, but instead of urging her, he held her hand with the other hand, "Talk while walking."

Lin Huanxi knew that he was just caring for herself, so she didn't say anything, watching him holding her hand and not breaking free for a while.

After a while, she suddenly stopped and took a deep breath, "It seems like you have made some decision, will you snatch the custody of the child from me?"

Si Wenwen stopped in his tracks all of a sudden, but he didn't turn around.

He watched the seagulls not far away kept coming, their wings flapping across the sea level, and the fishing boats in the distance were floating, as if someone was coming and going.

Those small houses stand in a row, looking peaceful and warm.

Except for the sentence that Lin Huanxi asked just now, which cast a haze in his heart, everything was too beautiful to be true.

It took him a long time to answer her with a hoarse voice, "Didn't you say that he is not my child?"

He seemed to have a self-deprecating tone, which made Lin Huanxi's heart skip a beat, and she shook off his hand and took a step back, "I know I lied to you, it's my fault, but I know you should be very clear , I shouldn't have given birth to him without telling you, but I really can't live without him, and I can't leave him..."

Only then did Si Wen hold the baby and turn around, looking at Lin Huanxi just like that.

For some reason, Lin Huanxi saw a trace of injury in his eyes.

"Xiaoxi, I'm so untrustworthy in your eyes?"

Lin Huanxi was stunned for a moment, knowing that she shouldn't say anything at this time, but looking at Si Wen's hurt eyes, she didn't say anything.

In the end, he just said "I'm sorry", and Si Wen clenched his fists, "You know I don't want to hear you say I'm sorry."

"Then you want to hear what I have to say?"

Si Wen didn't speak, but suddenly sighed and didn't say anything, "Go on."

Lin Huanxi nodded, but after the episode just now, the two of them naturally didn't have any thoughts, and only cared about the baby in their arms.

Not long after walking, fearing that the baby would catch a cold, the two returned to the room.

This hut is really simple, and even now Si Wen is still a little uncomfortable, but he doesn't show it.

After entering the room, he fed the baby milk powder, changed the diaper, and skillfully put him in the cradle, watching him sound asleep, Si Wen's brows and eyes softened a bit.

Lin Huanxi leaned against the door and watched his smooth movements just now, as if she had taken care of the baby for many days, her emotions became more and more complicated.

She was so determined to live with the baby before, but after seeing the relationship between Si Wen and the baby, she couldn't help but ask herself, is this correct?
The baby is still young, of course it is nothing, no matter what she says or does to him, she will only eat and drink, but when he grows up a little bit and starts to go to school, if there is no father by his side, other children will ask him why Without a father, how would he answer other children?
Ask him why his parents are not together, what would he think?
Thinking of these, Lin Huanxi was in severe pain.

But looking at Si Wen and thinking of her humble past, she didn't want to go back to that state again.

When she came to her senses, Si Wen had already walked in front of her, "What's wrong?"

His voice was gentle and pleasant, and Lin Huanxi came back to her senses immediately, and took a few steps back, "It's nothing."

He hung his head, turned and returned to the living room.

Si Wen also followed her out, closed the door gently, walked to her side, and suddenly said with some compromise and helplessness: "Xiaoxi, no matter what, I will not rob him from you, don't worry about that. "

Lin Huanxi looked up at him in surprise when she heard the words, the disbelief in her eyes hurt Si Wen deeply.

"I know that I have done many wrong things before to make you no longer trust me, and this time I will not break my promise again."

From now on, he will never break his promise again.

Lin Huanxi did not speak, but pursed her lips.

How she wished she could trust him, but she couldn't help but think back to the countless days and nights before, she also chose to trust him, but all he gave her was endless disappointment.

Seeing that she was silent, Si Wen immediately took her into his arms, patted her on the back and softly comforted her: "I will never rob him from you, you will always be with him."

After finishing speaking, he suddenly lowered his voice, "Just give me a chance to be his father, okay?"

His tone was inquiring, with obvious caution.

Naturally, Lin Huanxi could hear his probing and patience, and felt even more uncomfortable in her heart, so she could only nod her head, "Okay, you can be his father, but the relationship between the two of us is over, is that okay?"

This is what worries her most.

Si Wenxing may still be a little bit unwilling to her, if there is more ties between the two of them because of the child, then she will never be able to get rid of the nightmare of the past.

But she really didn't want to be with him anymore, as soon as she saw him, she thought of being ignored and treated coldly by him for countless days and nights in the past.

When I was alone in the room waiting for him to come back, the fantasy-like feeling was really hard to bear.

(End of this chapter)